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Between Dragons (Snippet)

💌Rhaenyra Targaryen x Lady in Waiting!Reader x Daemon Targaryen

💭Mostly SFW(?): Some teasing, sexual tension,

A/N: This was an idea I had and have been sitting on for a while but I honestly really struggled with how to actually write the smut, like how Daemon and Rhaenyra would share you was tripping me up so bad 😭 I was struggling with the characterization of Daemon and Rhaenyra in a threesome with a younger lady they both want who serves Rhaenyra. So anyways, enjoy this snippet. Maybe I’ll finish the smut, maybe I won’t. Who knows.

Dragonstone’s halls were never truly quiet, but Rhaenyra’s private solar came close.

You stood behind her chair as she reviewed letters, your fingers gently working through her long silver hair, braiding a small section with practiced care.

It had become one of her favorite rituals — you attending her in the quiet hours, close enough that she could reach back and brush her fingers along your wrist whenever she pleased.

“You’re getting better at that,” Rhaenyra murmured, voice low and amused. She tilted her head slightly, letting you have better access. “Though I think you enjoy making me wait for it.”

Your cheeks warmed.

She always noticed.

“I would never make you wait on purpose, Your Grace,” you replied softly, though the small smile tugging at your lips betrayed you.

Rhaenyra hummed, pleased by the heat she could feel beneath her fingertips when she reached back to touch your hand.

“Liar,” she said fondly. “You like it when I notice you.”

The door opened without a knock.

Daemon stepped in, still in his riding leathers, silver hair windswept from Caraxes.

He paused just inside the room, violet eyes flicking from Rhaenyra to you — lingering on the way your hands were in her hair, the way you stood so close, the faint blush on your cheeks.

He didn’t say anything at first.

He simply watched.

Rhaenyra felt the shift in the air immediately.

She knew that look on her husband’s face.

She had seen it many times before — usually directed at something (or someone) he wanted.

This time it was directed at you.

And instead of irritation… something hot and curious uncurled low in her belly.

She imagined it.

You between them.

Your sweet, flustered face.

Daemon’s hands on your hips.

Your soft moans while Rhaenyra kissed you, claiming your mouth while he took the rest.

She liked the image far more than she

expected.

Daemon’s mouth curved into a slow, dangerous smile as he finally spoke.

“Don’t stop on my account,” he said, voice low. “She looks quite comfortable there.”

You froze, fingers stilling in Rhaenyra’s hair.

Your face burned hotter.

Rhaenyra, however, simply leaned back in her chair, one hand reaching up to rest possessively on your wrist.

“She is,” Rhaenyra replied calmly, eyes meeting Daemon’s with a spark of challenge and interest. “My favorite companion.”

Daemon’s gaze drifted over you again — slower this time, appreciative.

“I can see why.”

The air in the room felt suddenly thicker.

Rhaenyra didn’t dismiss him.

She didn’t tell him to leave.

She simply held your wrist a little tighter and let the moment stretch, wondering how long it would take before one of them broke first.

The afternoon light in Rhaenyra’s solar was warm and golden, spilling across the long table scattered with letters and maps.

You stood close beside her chair, leaning in slightly as you pointed out a passage in one of the reports, your voice soft and focused.

Rhaenyra wasn’t truly reading the words.

She was watching the way the light caught in your hair, the small furrow of concentration between your brows, the way your sleeve had slipped down your wrist again.

She reached out with two fingers and gently tugged it back into place, letting her touch linger just a moment longer than necessary.

“You always notice the small things,” she said quietly, her voice low and warm, almost thoughtful. “It makes me wonder what else you notice when you look at me.”

You paused, fingers stilling on the parchment.

Heat rose to your cheeks, visible even in the soft light. For a second you looked down, then — almost shyly — your eyes lifted back to hers. A small, tentative smile touched your lips.

You didn’t step away.

Rhaenyra’s own mouth curved, slow and pleased.

She let her fingers trail lightly down your wrist before pulling back, as if the touch had been nothing more than casual.

“Stay close today,” she murmured, turning her attention back to the letter with deliberate calm. “I find the hours pass more pleasantly when you’re near.”

You stayed.

The blush remained on your cheeks, but so did the small smile. You leaned in again to point out another line, your shoulder brushing hers, and this time you didn’t pull back quite so quickly.

Rhaenyra noted every detail.

The way you lingered.

The way you kept looking back at her.

The way you didn’t mind being watched.

She filed it away carefully, a quiet spark of satisfaction settling in her chest.

The council chamber was thick with the usual tension of war and uneasy alliances. Maps sprawled across the long table. Voices rose and fell as Lord Celtigar droned on about naval supplies and the latest reports from the Stepstones.

Rhaenyra sat at the head of the table, posture regal, listening with sharp attention.

You stood just behind her and to the right — your usual place as her sworn companion and favored lady-in-waiting. Close enough to hand her documents when needed. Close enough that she could reach back and brush her fingers against your wrist if she wished.

Daemon lounged in his seat further down the table, one leg stretched out, looking every bit the rogue prince who found council meetings tedious.

He should have been paying attention to Celtigar.

Instead, his eyes kept finding you.

Again and again.

His gaze moved slowly over you — from the line of your throat down the modest cut of your gown, then back up. It wasn’t blatant enough for anyone else to notice, but you felt it like a physical touch. Heat crept up your neck.

In his fingers, he idly rolled a gold coin. Over and over. The motion was smooth, practiced, almost hypnotic.

He held your gaze as he did it, letting the coin glide across his knuckles, catching the light with every turn. The simple act felt strangely intimate. Sensual. Like a promise of what those fingers could do elsewhere.

Your cheeks burned. You looked away sharply, focusing on the map in front of Rhaenyra as if your life depended on it.

Daemon’s mouth curved into the smallest, most satisfied smirk.

Rhaenyra noticed.

Of course she noticed.

Her head didn’t turn, but her eyes flicked sideways — first to you, catching the flush on your cheeks and the way you refused to look in Daemon’s direction again, then to her husband.

She saw the coin still moving lazily between his fingers.

She saw the way he watched you.

Her expression remained perfectly composed for the council, but her fingers tightened slightly on the arm of her chair.

She didn’t speak.

She simply noted it.

The way you had reacted.

The way Daemon had looked at you.

The way something hot and curious uncurled low in her own stomach at the sight of both.

The meeting continued around them, voices droning on about grain shipments and dragon patrols.

But the real conversation — silent, charged, and full of dangerous possibility — was happening in the glances between the three of you.

The fire had burned low in their chambers. Rhaenyra sat in the large chair near the hearth, still in her deep red gown from the day, while Daemon stood by the window, pouring himself a cup of wine.

The silence between them had stretched for several minutes, but it wasn’t uncomfortable.

It was heavy with something unspoken.

Daemon took a slow sip, then turned to face her.

“She blushes every time we look at her too long,” he said, voice low and casual, as if commenting on the weather. “And she doesn’t look away nearly as quickly as she should.”

Rhaenyra’s fingers stilled on the arm of her chair. She didn’t pretend not to know who he meant.

“I’ve noticed,” she replied quietly.

Daemon’s mouth curved, not quite a smirk — something sharper, more knowing.

“I’ve seen the way you watch her when she’s attending you. The way you touch her wrist. The way you keep her close.” He tilted his head. “You want her.”

Rhaenyra didn’t deny it.

Instead she looked at Daemon, watching him closely, “And you do not?”

His mouth curved, “I did not say that.”

“No,” Rhaenyra said, “You spent half the council watching her.”

Daemon, leaning back slightly, “I spent half the council watching both of you.”

“And the coin?”

He was amused, “That worked better than I expected.”

Rhaenyra’s mouth curved slightly as she remembered your reaction— the way you had turned your gaze from Daemon sharply, cheeks flushed, “You were flirting.”

“Blatantly.”

And then it was quiet.

“She’s young,” she said after a moment.

“Sweet. Soft in a way most people at court have forgotten how to be. Highborn. She has a future ahead of her — one that will likely include a husband and children. We cannot simply… take that from her because we find her pleasing.”

Daemon set his cup down and crossed the room toward her. He stopped beside her chair, one hand resting on the back of it as he looked down at her.

“We are Targaryens,” he said, voice steady. “We do not ask permission to take what we want. We are the blood of the dragon. And you…” His fingers brushed lightly over her shoulder. “You are the Queen.”

Rhaenyra let out a quiet, disbelieving laugh — short and a little incredulous.

“And how do you suppose we approach her, Daemon?” she asked, turning to look up at him. “Walk up to her one day and ask if she would like to join us in our bed?”

Daemon didn’t laugh. He simply held her gaze, calm and unashamed.

“I think she already wants more than she realizes,” he said. “The rest… we can find out.”

Rhaenyra was quiet for a long moment, staring into the fire again. Her fingers tapped once against the arm of the chair.

She didn’t say no.

She didn’t say yes either.

But the fact that she was still sitting there, considering it, spoke volumes.

Daemon reached down and gently took her hand, bringing it to his lips.

“We don’t have to decide tonight,” he murmured against her knuckles. “But pretending we both don’t want her would be a waste of time. And I’ve never been very good at denying myself what I want.”

Rhaenyra’s thumb brushed over the back of his hand.

She still didn’t answer.

Good Company (Part Two)

💌 Rhaenyra Targaryen x Lady in Waiting!Reader

💭MDNI: Needy!Reader, slightly smug Rhaenyra, fingering, teasing, kind of booty call ish vibes? very smutty i mean honestly it's mostly smut with some plot sprinkled in

Late finds Dragonstone quieter, but never truly still.

The sea is always there.

You hear it now as you stand outside Rhaenyra Targaryen’s chambers—the distant crash of waves against stone, steady and endless beneath the silence of the castle.

Your hand hovers near the door longer than it should.

It has been a week since that night in the council chamber. A week of meetings and letters and war, of passing glances across crowded rooms and hands brushing too briefly when no one was looking.

A week of pretending.

Because once you have been held like that—truly held—everything else feels like absence.

You should turn around.

You should go back to your own chambers, crawl beneath your blankets, and behave like a sensible woman.

Instead, you knock.

Softly.

There is a pause.

Then, from inside:

“Enter.”

Her voice is tired. Familiar. Enough to undo you.

You step inside carefully, closing the door behind you with quiet hands.

The room is warm with firelight. Papers are spread across the table near the hearth, half-read and wholly unloved. A goblet of wine sits untouched beside them.

Rhaenyra sits in a chair near the fire, still dressed, though her silver hair has been loosened from its usual order, falling softer around her shoulders. She looks up at the sound of the door.

For a moment, surprise flashes across her face.

Then it softens.

Her gaze moves over you—your robe hastily tied over thin nightclothes, your bare feet against the stone floor, the lateness of the hour made obvious in every detail.

One pale brow lifts slightly.

“I did not summon you.”

Her voice is quiet. Matter-of-fact. Not unkind.

Your cheeks warm instantly.

“No, Your Grace.”

Too formal after the way she said your name against your skin.

You mean to say something else.

You cannot seem to find the words.

Your fingers twist once in the sleeve of your robe, betraying you.

Rhaenyra watches the movement.

She says nothing at first. 

Then, slowly, she sets down the parchment in her hand.

Leans back.

Studies you with that same dark, knowing softness that has ruined your peace for days.

“And yet,” she says, voice lower now, touched with the faintest trace of amusement, “here you are.”

You swallow.

The fire crackles softly between you.

“I could not sleep,” you admit, because it is true and because anything else would be cowardice.

Something shifts in her expression.

Not surprise.

Recognition.

“No?” she asks softly.

One word.

You shake your head once, embarrassed by how transparent you must seem.

Rhaenyra’s mouth curves—not quite a smile, but close. 

She lets the silence stretch, watching you stand there, flushed, and trying very hard to maintain a dignity you no longer possess.

Then, finally:

“Come here.”

Soft.

Certain.

You do.

Perhaps a little too quickly.

And she notices.

Of course she notices.

The corner of her mouth lifts, devastating.

When you reach her, she does not speak at once.

Her fingers close first around your wrist—gentle, deliberate.

She draws you closer, until you stand between her knees, close enough to feel the warmth of her, the quiet rise and fall of her breath.

Her hand slides from your wrist to your waist.

“Closer,” she murmurs.

You step in, breath unsteady.

And then she pulls you into her lap.

The movement is smooth, certain, like this is the most natural place in the world for you to be.

You catch yourself against her shoulders, startled, your robe shifting, your heartbeat suddenly impossible to ignore.

Rhaenyra looks up at you—silver hair loose, lips soft from wine and late hours, eyes far too knowing.

“You came all this way,” she says quietly, thumb brushing once against your hip, “and now you have forgotten how to speak.”

Your embarrassment only deepens.

Her hand rests warm beneath your robe, high on your thigh, thumb moving in slow, absent circles like she has all the time in the world.

The other traces the line of your jaw, fingers light, deliberate, tilting your face toward hers when your gaze threatens to drop.

She studies you like this—flushed, breathless, beautifully unable to pretend.

You try, weakly, for dignity.

“I remember perfectly well how to speak.”

A soft, almost amused sound leaves her.

“Do you?”

Her thumb strokes once, slow and warm, a little higher along your thigh.

Your breath catches.

She notices that too.

Of course she does.

“Did you come for conversation?”

Her voice is low, almost thoughtful, as though she is genuinely considering the possibility.

Your mouth opens.

Closes.

Because what are you supposed to say to that while sitting in the Queen’s lap, in nothing but a thin robe and too much want?

Rhaenyra waits.

Patiently.

Far too patiently.

Her fingers at your jaw stroke once, her touch gentle but impossible to ignore.

“Well?” she murmurs.

You swallow.

“I tried to sleep.”

For the first time since you entered, something in her shifts.

Not surprise.

Recognition.

“And?”

The room feels smaller.

You look at her then, properly, because there is no escaping it now.

Because she will not let you.

“I kept thinking of you.”

Honest. 

For half a heartbeat, she says nothing.

Her thumb stills against your thigh.

The teasing softness in her expression deepens. Warmer.

And there it is—that moment where amusement gives way to truth.

She leans in just slightly, close enough that you feel the warmth of her breath against your lips.

“I was wondering,” she says softly, and now there is that faint trace of smugness, that dangerous warmth only she can wear so beautifully, “how long it would take.”

Your heart stumbles.

Of course she sat here all week, carrying that same certainty—that you would come back, that eventually want would win over dignity.

Her hand slides a little higher beneath your robe, not hurried, not demanding—simply certain.

She kisses you then.

Slowly.

Not hungry, not yet.

Just deliberate.

Intentional.

Her lips move against yours with the quiet confidence of someone who knows exactly what she is doing to you. 

And when you kiss her back—when your fingers tighten against her shoulders, and you lean into her like you have been starving for this all week—

Rhaenyra nearly smiles.

You feel it.

That tiny, pleased softness at the corner of her mouth.

She is trying not to.

Trying and failing.

How badly you wanted this.

How badly you came here for her.

When she pulls back, it is only enough to look at you.

Silver hair loose around her shoulders, lips softened from the kiss, eyes dark and far too knowing.

“There you are,” she murmurs.

Not teasing now.

Her forehead rests briefly against yours, her hand still warm on your thigh, holding you there like distance has become something unbearable.

And then she kisses you again.

Rhaenyra’s mouth moves against yours with deliberate hunger, like she has been thinking about this exact moment every night since the council chamber. 

She holds you firmly in her lap, while the other slides up your back, fingers tracing the line of your spine through the thin fabric of your robe.

You kiss her back just as deeply, one hand cupping the side of her face, the other resting on her shoulder. 

Your robe has slipped further off one shoulder, the silk barely clinging to your skin, but neither of you pays it any mind. 

Rhaenyra’s hand slips beneath the open edge of your robe, palm flat against the bare skin of your back, pulling you tighter against her. 

When she pulls back just enough to breathe, her forehead rests against yours. Her voice is low, rough with want.

“You came back to me.” 

You nod, barely able to speak, your fingers still threaded in her silver hair.

“I couldn’t stay away.”

Her mouth curves into the smallest, softest smile. 

Then she kisses you again, slower this time, like she wants to savor every second. 

Her hand slides higher beneath your robe, tracing the curve of your waist, the side of your breast, with gentle, exploratory touches. 

You sigh into her mouth, leaning into her touch, your own hands roaming her shoulders, her back, the warm skin exposed by her loosened gown.

She holds you like this for a long time — kissing you, touching you, letting the firelight and the distant sound of the sea wrap around the two of you like a secret.

Rhaenyra kisses you again, deeper this time, and you cling to her.

Your arms wrap tighter around her shoulders, fingers threading into her silver hair as you chase her mouth the moment she tries to pull back even slightly. 

You arch into every touch, pressing your body closer, unwilling to let even an inch of space come between you.

She feels it.

You can sense the quiet satisfaction in the way her lips curve against yours, in the low, warm sound she makes in her throat when you kiss her harder. 

You are the one who cannot stay away.

It touches something raw and deep in her.

You came back. 

Her hand slides higher beneath your robe, palm warm against your bare skin. 

When you grab her wrist gently and guide her hand to your breast, pressing her palm fully against you through the thin fabric, she exhales sharply against your mouth. 

You arch into her touch with a soft, needy sigh as she cups you, squeezing gently, thumb brushing over your nipple until it tightens under her fingers.

“I needed you,” you whisper against her lips, the words slipping out between kisses. 

Rhaenyra’s mouth quirks into a small, pleased smile. She does not pull away. Instead, she kisses you again, slower, deeper, her hand still cupping your breast, thumb stroking with deliberate care.

“I can tell,” she murmurs, voice low and warm, full of quiet satisfaction.

You flush deeply at her words, heat rushing up your neck and across your cheeks. She notices, of course. 

The smile deepens, just a fraction, and she kisses you again — slower this time, savoring the way you melt against her, the way you cling and arch and chase her mouth like you cannot get enough.

Her other hand slides down your back, pulling you more firmly into her lap, holding you there as her thumb continues its slow, teasing strokes over your breast. 

She is not rushing; she intends to savor this. 

You kiss her like you are starving for her, hands roaming her shoulders, her neck, the warm skin exposed by her loosened gown. 

She lets you, humming softly into your mouth, pleased and a little smug and so very much in control as she holds you close and lets you fall apart in her arms.

Your mouth chases hers every time she pulls back even slightly, needy and unguarded, like proximity alone might soothe the ache that has been building for weeks. 

You shift in her lap, pressing closer, half-draped over her now, your gown slipping further off your shoulders as your body seeks hers without thought. 

Your hands clutch her shoulders, then slide into her silver hair, holding on as if letting go is impossible.

Rhaenyra notices.

Of course she does.

You can feel it in the way her hands tighten at your waist, in the low, warm sound she makes in her throat when you kiss her like you cannot get enough.

She pulls back just enough to look at you, eyes dark and soft and far too knowing.

“You are making it very difficult to be sensible,” she murmurs, thumb brushing once over your hip.

Before you can find any reply, she stands, guiding you with her smooth, certain hands, never leaving your waist. 

You make a tiny, embarrassed sound as your feet touch the floor, but Rhaenyra only smiles that small, warm smile and says softly:

“Come here.”

She walks you backward toward the bed, still kissing you between steps, still touching you — one hand at your waist, the other sliding up your back beneath the slipping gown. 

Her hands stay on your waist, steady and warm. She looks at you — really looks — silver hair tousled, lips swollen, breathing a little unsteady. 

When the backs of your knees meet the edge of the bed, she sits first, then pulls you with her.

You end up in her lap again.

Your knees bracket her thighs, your gown bunched loosely around your hips, the fabric fallen off one shoulder. You do not care. You kiss her harder, greedy and needy, hands sliding into her silver hair as you press yourself against her like proximity might solve the ache.

Rhaenyra lets you.

She holds your waist with both hands, steadying you as you rock in her lap, chasing her mouth every time she pulls back even slightly. Your body moves without thinking — hips rolling, pressing closer, trying to erase any remaining distance between you. 

You cling to her, arms wrapped around her shoulders, kissing her like you have been starving for this all week.

You feel it in the way her hands tighten on your waist, in the quiet, satisfied sound she makes against your lips, in the small, knowing curve at the corner of her mouth when she glances up at you between kisses. 

She is calm about it — almost too calm. 

“Still not close enough?” she murmurs, voice low and warm, thumb stroking once over your hip.

The words make you flush hotter. You answer by kissing her again, deeper, needier, your hips rocking more insistently against her. 

Rhaenyra smiles into the kiss, soft and satisfied, and lets you have this for a moment — lets you cling and grind and chase her mouth like you cannot get enough.

Then she shifts.

Her hands slide to your hips, steady and sure, and she gently guides you to turn in her lap. 

You follow without thinking, letting her move you until your back is pressed flush against her chest. 

Her arms come around you, holding you there.

Rhaenyra’s lips find the side of your neck immediately, pressing slow, open-mouthed kisses along the sensitive skin. 

One of her hands stays at your waist, holding you close, while the other slips beneath the fallen fabric of your robe. She pushes it further off your shoulders, letting it slip down your arms until it pools loosely around your hips, baring you to the warm firelight and to her.

She cups your breasts with both hands, warm palms covering you completely. Her touch is gentle but certain, thumbs brushing slowly over your nipples as she feels the weight and softness of you. 

You lean back into her with a soft sigh, head falling against her shoulder, giving her more access. She presses a kiss to the side of your neck, then another, her hands still exploring you with quiet, deliberate care.

Your hand finds one of hers, trembling slightly with want, and you guide it slowly down your body — past your stomach, over the bunched fabric of your gown at your hips — until her fingers brush between your thighs.

Rhaenyra exhales shakily against your neck, the sound low and unsteady, as the simple act of you guiding her there undoes her more than anything else.

You can feel it in the way her breath catches, in the way her arm tightens around your waist, in the quiet, almost reverent way she presses her lips to your shoulder.

She feels how wet you are, how much you want her. 

You lean into her touch, arching back against her chest. 

Rhaenyra’s fingers slide through your slick folds, slow and exploratory, learning you as she holds you close from behind. Her other arm stays wrapped around you, keeping you anchored against her as her hand moves between your thighs with quiet, focused care.

She kisses your neck again, soft and lingering, as if she cannot stop touching and tasting you now that she has started.

You are both breathing hard.

Rhaenyra’s hand stays between your thighs, fingers gliding slowly through your slick heat as you rock softly against her. 

Small, rolling motions of your hips that seek more of her touch. You lean back fully against her chest, letting her support your weight, your head tilting slightly as you chase the pleasure she is giving you.

She feels it.

You feel her exhale against your neck, warm and unsteady, as if the way you press against her hand affects her just as deeply. 

Then, carefully, she presses one finger inside you.

The stretch is slow, deliberate. She slides in gently, letting you feel every inch, her breath catching at the wet warmth that greets her. 

She pauses once she is fully seated, giving you time to adjust, her other arm wrapped securely around your waist to hold you close.

You moan softly, the sound low and trembling, your head falling back to rest fully on her shoulder. Your eyes flutter shut as you adjust to the feeling of her inside you.

Rhaenyra watches your face the entire time, cheek pressed to your temple, making sure it feels good. 

When you rock your hips again, seeking more, she adds a second finger — slow, careful, stretching you open with the same patient reverence.

You gasp, clinging to her. One of your hands finds the wrist of the hand between your thighs, not to stop her, just to hold on, to ground yourself as the fullness of her fingers fills you.

Rhaenyra curls her fingers gently, searching, remembering the spot that made you tremble the last time. When she finds it, your body jolts slightly, a sharper moan escaping you. 

“There you are,” she says softly, tone quietly fond and pleased with your reaction. 

She repeats the motion, slow and deliberate, stroking that perfect place inside you while her thumb brushes lightly over your clit.

You lean back heavier against her, head on her shoulder, breath coming in soft, needy pants. Your hand stays wrapped around her wrist, holding her there as your hips move in small, desperate circles, chasing every curl of her fingers.

Rhaenyra’s arm tightens around your waist, keeping you close, her lips brushing your neck and shoulder with soft, open-mouthed kisses as she works you open. 

She is learning you all over again — attentive, focused, quietly pleased by every sound you make for her.

She simply holds you, touches you, and lets you take what you need while she gives it to you with quiet, unwavering care.

Rhaenyra keeps her fingers moving inside you with that same slow, deliberate care, curling gently, stroking the spot that makes your breath catch every time. 

You rock against her hand with more urgency now, hips rolling in small, needy circles, chasing the pleasure she is giving you so willingly.

Your head falls back fully against her shoulder, lips parted on soft, breathy moans that grow a little louder with every curl of her fingers. 

Your hand stays wrapped around her wrist, not to stop her, just to hold on, to cling as the feeling builds and builds.

“Feels good…” You manage, the words shaky and barely coherent, more sigh than sentence.

Rhaenyra’s lips brush the shell of your ear, her voice low and warm and impossibly steady.

“Tell me.”

You try.

Your mouth opens, but the only thing that comes out is a soft, broken moan — half plea, half surrender — as your hips jerk against her hand and your head presses heavier back against her shoulder.

You can feel the small, quietly pleased smile against your skin before you see it.

Her arm tightens around your waist, holding you closer, her fingers never slowing between your thighs.

“I thought so,” she murmurs, the words soft, almost fond, laced with that understated satisfaction that makes your stomach flutter.

She is trying not to smile.

She is failing.

She presses a slow kiss to the side of your neck, then another, her fingers curling again inside you with perfect, devastating precision as you rock against her hand, soft moans spilling from your lips with every breath.

She holds you like this — back to her chest, surrounded by her warmth — and lets you take what you need while she gives it to you. 

Her fingers move inside you with that same slow, deliberate rhythm, curling each time, gently, she sinks deeper. 

You rock against her hand with growing desperation, hips rolling in small, needy circles, chasing every stroke. 

Your moans grow louder, breathier, more broken, each one vibrating against her neck as your head rests heavy on her shoulder.

She feels every reaction.

Her mouth stays at your ear, breath warm and steady as she whispers against your skin.

“That’s it…”

A soft kiss to the shell of your ear.

“I have you.”

Her fingers curl again, pressing perfectly against that spot inside you, and your moan turns sharper, more desperate. 

Your hand tightens around her wrist, not to stop her, just to hold on as pleasure coils tighter and tighter.

Rhaenyra’s arm stays banded around your waist, holding you securely against her chest. 

Her voice remains low, intimate, barely above a whisper.

“Let go.”

You come with a broken cry of her name, the sound muffled against her neck as your body tightens around her fingers. 

Your hips stutter, thighs trembling, waves of pleasure crashing through you. 

Rhaenyra holds you through every tremor.

She stays inside you, gentle now, letting you ride out the last ripples while her other arm wraps more fully around you, keeping you close against her chest. Her lips press soft kisses to your temple, your cheek, the side of your neck — quiet, grounding touches as you come down.

For a long moment, there is only the sound of your breathing and the crackle of the fire.

Rhaenyra rests her cheek against the top of your head, her hand finally slipping from between your thighs to rest gently on your stomach. 

She holds you like that, warm and steady, as if she has no intention of letting you go anytime soon.

She kisses your temple once more, slow and tender.

Rhaenyra holds you for a long moment, her arms wrapped securely around you, her cheek resting against the top of your head. 

Her breathing is still a little unsteady, but her touch is gentle, almost protective.

Then she shifts carefully.

She moves you with her — slow, deliberate — guiding you both higher on the bed until she can reach the covers. 

She pulls them over the two of you without a word, tucking them around your bare bodies with quiet efficiency. 

No one needs to say it out loud. You are sleeping in the Queen’s bed tonight.

You curl into her on instinct.

Your body fits against hers like it was always meant to be there — head tucked beneath her chin, one leg sliding between hers, your arm draped across her waist. 

Rhaenyra lets out a soft breath, almost a sigh, and tightens her arm around you.

“You came all this way for that,” she murmurs, voice low and warm against your hair. 

There is that quiet, knowing satisfaction in it — soft smugness, not cruel, just the pleased certainty of someone who was right all along.

Your face burns instantly. Heat floods your cheeks, your neck, your chest. “Your Grace…” you manage, the title slipping out in a weak, embarrassed protest. 

It sounds ridiculous now, after everything — after the way you had moaned her name, after the way you had clung to her and rocked against her hand like you couldn’t get close enough.

Rhaenyra’s lips curve into a small, devastating smile against your temple.

“Do not sound so scandalized,” she says softly, amusement threading through her voice. “You did.”

She presses a slow, tender kiss to your hair, then another to your forehead, her arm pulling you even closer beneath the covers.

“I am not complaining,” she adds, quieter this time, almost fond.

You bury your face against her neck, flustered. 

Rhaenyra’s hand strokes slowly up and down your back, soothing and steady, as if she could hold you here forever.

The fire crackles low.

The sea murmurs beyond the walls. For tonight, it is just the two of you.

Hello beloved followers,

I never make posts like this, and my Ko-Fi has always been quietly linked on my pinned post. But unfortunately I’m going through a rough situation and this is far more personal than I’d like to be:

I’ve mentioned in previous talks with Helona that I was on a gap year to qualify for in state residency at my university and hopefully get my tuition fully covered as I’ve been on my own. I moved in August of 2024 and left home where I was with very abusive and homophobic parents.

I worked my ass off last year, 50-60 hour weeks in high heat with high humidity and unfortunately it’s taken a serious toll on my mental and physical health that I’m still recovering from.

I’m in the middle of doing the Unusual Circumstance Appeal for FAFSA to finally be independent and cut off completely from my parents, but I’m burning through my savings and all the support resources I have while waiting for September so I can start my work study and get back on my feet.

Anything donated will go to cover bills, pet care for my sweet cat and making sure she has enough food and litter. Everything I have I’ve thrown at rent to ensure housing.

I’m sorry to do this, I would honestly love nothing more to go back to focusing on my degree and writing smutty fan fiction but life has really put me through it this past year.

Anonymous asked:

when I saw leaks on Twitter I was like no wayyy and then it was real... WHAT THE FUCKKKKK FREE ALICENT FREE HERRRR

FUCKING FREE ALICENT FOR REAL, SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH TOO MUCH.

I liked it when Aemond’s mommy issues were just craving her affection and approval in a maternal way— he wanted to make her proud, be her favorite, etc etc. Normal shit for a crazy Targaryen like Aemond. He felt neglected in childhood because all of the attention was on stupid Aegon.

And for all their crazy Targcest, the line seems to be drawn at parent child— listen, my source is GameofThronesHistorian on Tiktok and Instagram, and she seems to agree the Valyrian custom of incest is more to keep their Valyrian blood since they did blood magic to keep dragons bonded to them and only them. It wasn’t purely just for “love of the game.”

I seriously hate Ryan Condal and Sara Hess so much, some of the changes in the show I liked. Like Alicent and Rhaenyra being friends, I think that was actually better than a grown woman beefing with a child. Also, Rhaenicent 😍😍

But Aemond kissing his mother was so YUCKKYYY.

I want to see Aemond get freak nasty with Alys, not kissing his mom. My poor sweet Alicent.

The Queen’s Beloved 

💌 Alicent Hightower x Highborn!Reader

💭MDNI: Significant age gap (Reader is 20 and Alicent is 33-35), power imbalance, darker Alicent, reader was originally betrothed to Jacaerys Velaryon, but Alicent wanted you to herself, slightly manipulative Alicent, fingering, semi-public-ish (no one walks in

A/N: I need Alicent in ways that are concerning.

— 

The Red Keep still smelled of death.

Viserys had been gone less than a fortnight, and already the corridors felt different — heavier, sharper, as though the stones themselves knew the realm was about to split in two.

You had arrived only days earlier, a highborn daughter of a noble house sent as a political offering. 

The betrothal to Jacaerys Velaryon had been arranged quickly, a desperate attempt to bind old wounds and new ambitions. You were young — barely twenty — and you carried yourself with the quiet poise expected of someone who understood her place in this game.

You were not meant to be noticed.

And yet Alicent noticed.

She had seen you before, of course. A polite curtsy in the halls. A soft voice offering wine during a tense council meeting. Nothing more. You were simply one more lady moving through the shadows of the court.

But tonight, in the small private solar where she had retreated after another exhausting day of letters and accusations, something shifted.

You entered quietly to deliver a message from the maester, as you had been asked to do. 

The room was dim, lit only by a few candles and the low fire. Alicent sat at the table, quill in hand, shoulders tight beneath the heavy green of her gown.

You curtsied, voice soft and respectful.

“The maester sends word that Prince Aegon’s wound is healing cleanly, Your Grace.”

Alicent looked up.

And for the first time, she really looked.

You stood there in the firelight — young, composed, the betrothal ring on your finger catching the light like a taunt. The girl promised to the boy whose very existence threatened everything Alicent had sacrificed for. 

The girl who would one day stand beside Rhaenyra’s bastard and help legitimize the very claim that could destroy her sons.

Alicent’s grip tightened on the quill.

She should have felt only resentment.

Instead, something darker, quieter, more dangerous stirred low in her belly.

You were beautiful in that soft, untouched way that made her chest ache. Young enough to still believe in duty. Old enough to understand what it cost. 

And you looked at her with such careful, genuine respect that it made her want to ruin it.

To ruin you.

The thought shocked her so badly that she had to look away, fingers pressing hard into the edge of the table.

No.

This was wrong.

You were promised to Jace. You were barely more than a girl. You were on the wrong side of this war, even if you had not chosen it. 

And she — a married woman, a mother, a queen who had spent her life trying to be good — had no right to look at you like this.

Alicent forced her voice to remain even.

“Thank you. You may go.”

You bowed your head, polite and obedient, and turned to leave.

But as you reached the door, Alicent spoke again, almost against her will.

“Wait.”

You stopped.

She rose slowly from her chair, the green velvet of her gown whispering against the stone. She crossed the room until she stood only a few feet from you, close enough to see the faint flush on your cheeks, the way your throat moved when you swallowed.

Her eyes traced the line of your neck, the delicate gold chain resting against your collarbone, the way the firelight caught in your hair.

She hated how much she wanted to touch you.

“You are to marry Jacaerys,” she said, voice quiet, almost conversational. “A fine match.”

You nodded, eyes lowered. “As the Queen commands.”

Alicent’s jaw tightened.

She stepped closer. Close enough to smell the faint lavender on your skin. Close enough to see the nervous flutter of your pulse at your throat.

“Do you want it?” she asked, so softly it was almost a whisper.

You looked up then, startled.

Alicent’s gaze held yours. There was no warmth in it now. Only hunger, carefully leashed, and a terrible, aching curiosity.

“Do you want him?” she repeated, voice lower. “Or are you simply doing what you have been told?”

The question lands like a stone in still water.

Alicent knew she should send you away and pray until the wanting left her. She knew this was madness.

But she did not send you away.

And for the first time in years, the pious, dutiful Queen Alicent Hightower let herself desire something she knew she should not.

You are caught off guard. Your eyes widen slightly, and for a moment you forget the careful courtly mask you have worn since arriving. The room feels smaller, the firelight too warm against your skin.

You swallow once, then answer with careful honesty, voice quiet but steady.

“I am doing what is right for my house,” you say. “This is duty. My father arranged the match, and I accepted it as any daughter in my position would. Jacaerys seems… kind. The alliance is important. It is what is expected of me.”

You do not look away from her, even though her gaze feels like it could burn through you. 

There is no defiance in your tone — only the quiet resignation of someone who has always understood the shape of her life.

Alicent stares at you.

For a long moment she says nothing at all. Her fingers remain tight on the edge of the table, knuckles pale. 

Something flickers across her face — recognition, sharp and painful, like looking into a mirror she did not want to see.

She sees herself in you.

The young woman bound by duty. The girl handed over for the sake of alliance and power. The way you speak of “what is expected” with that same careful, resigned acceptance she once had when she was led to Viserys’s bed at barely older than you are now.

It makes her chest ache.

It also makes the wanting worse.

Because you are older than she was when she married Viserys, yes — but you are still so young. Still soft in ways she had already lost by your age. Still carrying the weight of a house’s expectations on your shoulders the way she once did.

And yet here you stand, betrothed to the boy who could destroy everything Alicent has fought for, and all she can think about is how much she wants to pull you closer. To ruin the careful duty written into your future. To make you hers instead.

The thought horrifies her.

It also thrills her in a way that makes her feel sick with guilt.

She steps closer, slow and deliberate, until she is only an arm’s length away. Her voice is quiet, almost gentle, but there is an edge beneath it — something darker, more possessive than she wants to admit.

“Duty,” she echoes, tasting the word like it leaves something bitter on her tongue. “How well I know that word.”

Her eyes drop briefly to the betrothal ring on your finger, then rise again to your face.

“You speak it so calmly,” she murmurs. “As though it does not cost you anything.”

She does not touch you.

But the way she looks at you — like she is already imagining what you would look like if she took that ring off your finger herself — was dangerous.

The seamstresses had turned your chambers into a sea of silk and lace.

Bolts of cream and gold and deep Targaryen red lay draped across every surface. Pins glinted in the afternoon light streaming through the windows. 

You stood in the center of it all wearing only a thin chemise, the fabric so fine it clung to your body like mist. 

Your hair had been partially undone for the fitting, falling in soft waves over one shoulder. 

Your jewelry had been set aside — the heavy betrothal ring from House Velaryon resting on a small velvet cushion nearby, glinting mockingly in the light.

You felt exposed.

Not naked, but stripped of every layer of armor the court usually demanded.

The seamstresses moved around you with practiced efficiency, pinning and tucking and murmuring measurements, but you were acutely aware of every inch of skin on display.

The door opened without a knock.

Alicent stepped inside.

She was dressed in her usual deep green, the Dowager Queen’s attire still impeccable even in private. She carried herself with the same poised grace she always did, offering a small, polite smile to the seamstresses.

“I thought I might offer my opinion,” she said smoothly. “A wedding gown is no small thing.”

The room suddenly felt much smaller.

Alicent’s eyes moved over you slowly.

She told herself it was only natural. She was here to advise on the gown. To ensure the match with Jacaerys was presented properly. 

To do her duty as the Dowager Queen.

But her gaze lingered.

It traced the thin straps of your chemise, the way the fabric clung to the swell of your breasts, the faint outline of your nipples visible beneath the sheer material. It followed the dip of your waist, the curve of your hips, the long line of your legs. 

She imagined — against her will — what it would feel like to run her hands over that skin. 

To feel the warmth of you. To press her palms to the softness of your stomach and pull you close.

The thoughts were immediate and vivid and utterly shameful.

She was a widow. A mother. A queen who had spent her life trying to be righteous.

And you were betrothed to the boy whose claim threatened everything she had sacrificed for.

She should not be looking at you like this.

She should not be imagining sliding her fingers beneath that thin chemise. 

She should not be thinking about how young you were, how soft you looked, how much she wanted to ruin the careful future that had been arranged for you.

Alicent’s throat tightened.

She forced her voice to remain even, almost cool.

“The red would suit you,” she said, stepping closer. “It is a strong color. Fitting for a future queen.”

Her eyes flicked down again, unable to help themselves, tracing the way the chemise clung to your body as you shifted slightly under her gaze.

You noticed.

Heat flooded your cheeks, warm and sudden. 

Your pulse quickened. 

You should have felt embarrassed. You should have felt exposed, perhaps even offended by the intensity of the Dowager Queen’s stare.

Instead, a secret, treacherous part of you liked it.

The attention felt different from the polite, appraising glances you received from others at court. This was heavier. Hungrier. Like she was seeing more than just a future bride being fitted for her wedding gown.

You kept your voice soft and careful, almost casual, as you glanced down at the red silk being pinned around you.

“The red does suit me, Your Grace,” you said, a little flustered, the words coming out quieter than you intended. “Though I wonder… if it will suit the occasion as well as you think.”

It was a perfectly proper thing to say.

But the way you said it — the slight catch in your voice, the way your eyes flicked up to meet hers for just a heartbeat before dropping again — carried something else. 

A subtle, unspoken acknowledgment. 

A quiet admission that you had noticed the way she was looking at you.

And that you did not entirely mind.

Alicent’s fingers tightened on the back of the chair she stood behind. Her expression remained carefully neutral, but you saw the way her throat moved when she swallowed. 

The way her gaze darkened just a fraction more.

She knew.

And for a moment, the air felt thicker, the distance between you charged with something neither of you could name out loud.

— 

A few days later, a servant found you in the gardens.

“The Dowager Queen requests your presence in her solar, my lady. She wishes to discuss final arrangements for the wedding.”

You nodded, a polite smile already forming on your lips. 

Your stomach still fluttered whenever you remembered the wedding gown fitting — the way Alicent’s gaze had lingered, the heat that had flooded your cheeks, the secret thrill you had felt under her attention. But you pushed the memory down. 

This was nothing scandalous. Just another meeting about fabrics, dates, and political optics. Nothing more.

You arrived at her solar with your usual composure, the betrothal ring heavy on your finger.

The door was already ajar.

You stepped inside.

Alicent stood near the window, the late afternoon light casting long shadows across the room. She was dressed in deep green velvet, elegant as always, but something was different.

The seven-pointed star — the one she had worn every day for as long as you had known her — was gone.

No necklace. No brooch. No symbol of the Faith that had guided her every decision for years.

She turned when she heard you enter. Her expression was calm, almost serene, but her eyes were darker than usual, focused on you with a quiet intensity that made your pulse quicken.

“Close the door,” she said softly.

You did.

The click of the latch sounded louder than it should have.

Alicent stepped away from the window, moving toward the center of the room with slow, deliberate grace. There were no seamstresses this time. No scribes. No witnesses.

Just the two of you.

“The wedding arrangements,” she began, voice smooth and measured, as if this were any other conversation. “I thought we might discuss them in private. There are… details that require discretion.”

She stopped a few feet from you, close enough that you could smell the faint scent of her perfume — rose and myrrh. 

Her gaze moved over you slowly, taking in the way your gown hugged your figure, the slight flush still lingering on your cheeks from the memory of the last time you had been alone with her.

You tried to keep your voice steady.

“Of course, Your Grace. I am here to serve in any way you require.”

Alicent’s lips curved into the smallest, faintest smile.

“Serve,” she echoed, tasting the word. “How dutiful you are.”

She took one more step closer.

Her eyes flicked down to the betrothal ring on your finger, then back up to your face. The smile faded, replaced by something darker, hungrier.

“I have been thinking about you,” she said quietly. “More than I should.”

The air in the room seemed to thicken.

You felt the trap closing around you, but you still didn’t fully understand it. Not yet.

Alicent reached out and lightly brushed a strand of hair from your shoulder, her fingers lingering just a moment too long against your skin.

“Tell me,” she murmured, voice low and velvet-soft, “does Jacaerys make you feel wanted? Or does he simply make you feel… useful?”

Her eyes held yours, dark and unblinking, waiting for your answer.

You feel flustered by her closeness, by the intensity of her gaze.

Alicent is only a few feet away, but it feels like she is already inside your space. Her eyes hold yours with a quiet, unrelenting focus that makes your pulse thunder in your ears. 

You try to answer her question, the words coming out softer and more uncertain than you intend.

“He is… kind,” you manage. “The match is advantageous for my house. I am doing what is expected of me. I do not expect—”

Your voice falters.

Alicent steps closer.

She notices everything — the way your cheeks flush deeper, the faint tremble in your hands, the way you cannot quite hold her stare. 

A dark, quiet satisfaction flickers behind her eyes. 

She likes this. 

She likes the effect she has on you. 

She is older, steadier—a queen who has already survived the kind of duty you are only beginning to understand.

She reaches out and gently brushes her fingers along your jaw, tilting your face up so you have no choice but to meet her eyes again.

“You are trembling, sweet girl,” she murmurs, voice low and velvet-soft. The endearment lands like a caress and a command all at once — affectionate, intimate, and quietly possessive.

Your breath catches. Heat floods your entire body. The words undo you more than you want to admit.

Alicent’s thumb strokes once along your cheek, slow and deliberate. 

Her gaze drops to your lips for a heartbeat before returning to your eyes. The darker part of her — the part that has spent weeks fighting this want — is quietly satisfied by how easily you come apart under her attention.

She leans in closer, her voice dropping even lower.

“Does he make you tremble like this?” she asks, almost conversationally.

Her other hand rises, bolder now, and rests lightly at your waist, fingers pressing just enough to feel the warmth of you through your gown. 

She does not pull you against her. 

She simply holds you there, close enough that you can feel the heat of her body, close enough that her thumb can continue its slow, maddening stroke along your jaw.

She is watching you with the same focused intensity she once reserved for prayer.

Only now the hunger is no longer hidden.

Alicent’s fingers stay at your waist, warm and steady, but her touch grows bolder. Her other hand slides up your side, palm pressing against the fabric of your gown, tracing the curve of your ribs before cupping the side of your breast with quiet intent. 

The touch is deliberate, possessive in its gentleness, and it makes your breath catch sharply.

“Look at me,” she says, voice low and even.

You do.

Your eyes lift to hers, cheeks burning with heat. You are flustered, tongue-tied, unable to form a single coherent reply to her earlier question. Your pulse is loud in your ears.

Alicent’s gaze darkens at the sight of you — flushed, nervous, and so visibly affected by her. 

She leans in slowly, nose brushing along the line of your jaw, her breath warm against your skin. 

Then she presses a soft, lingering kiss just beneath your ear, lips warm and deliberate.

“Sweet girl…” she murmurs against your skin, the endearment soft, almost reverent, but laced with something darker.

Heat floods through you so intensely it makes you dizzy. Your knees feel weak. 

The sound that escapes you is completely involuntary — a soft, shaky exhale that borders on a whimper.

Alicent hears it.

She delights in it.

You feel the small, quiet curve of her lips against your neck, the way her fingers tighten just slightly at your waist. She is pleased — deeply, quietly pleased — by how easily you come apart under her touch.

Then she kisses you.

It is not frantic.

It is deep. Certain. Like something she has denied herself for weeks and is finally, deliberately, taking.

Her mouth claims yours with slow, consuming intent. Her hand slides from your jaw to the back of your neck, holding you there as she kisses you like she has been thinking about this moment every night since the fitting. 

There is no hesitation left in her now — only hunger, long-suppressed and finally allowed to surface.

You are startled by the kiss.

For half a heartbeat you freeze, lips parting in surprise. Your hands hover uncertainly at her shoulders, not quite sure where to settle. But then the warmth of her mouth, the steady press of her body against yours, the way she holds you like she has no intention of letting go — it undoes you.

You melt into the kiss carefully, hesitantly at first, then with growing need. Your hands slide up to her shoulders, then into her hair, holding on as you kiss her back. 

The kiss deepens, slow and intense, your tongues brushing as you lean into her.

Alicent makes a quiet sound of satisfaction against your mouth, her hand at your waist pulling you closer, her fingers threading gently into your hair as she kisses you like she has been starving for this exact surrender.

She is not letting you go.

Alicent pulls back from the kiss just enough to look at you. Her breathing is unsteady, her eyes dark with a hunger she no longer tries to hide. 

She sees how flustered you are — cheeks flushed, lips parted, eyes wide and overwhelmed — and something in her expression softens with quiet satisfaction.

She takes your hand.

Without a word, she leads you across the solar to the cushioned chaise near the window. The late afternoon light filters through the narrow windows, casting long, golden beams across the room. 

She sits first, then gently but firmly pulls you into her lap, guiding your knees to either side of her thighs so you are straddling her.

You settle there, flustered and a little overwhelmed, your hands resting uncertainly on her shoulders, The position feels intimate, vulnerable. 

Alicent’s hands settle at your waist, holding you steady. She looks up at you for a long moment, as if committing the sight of you like this to memory. 

Then she leans in and kisses your neck — slow, open-mouthed kisses that savor the warmth of your skin, the way you shiver under her mouth. 

She lingers there, lips brushing, tasting, feeling the rapid flutter of your pulse.

You tremble in her lap, overwhelmed by the deliberate slowness of her touch, by the way she seems to be savoring every reaction you give her.

Her hands move with quiet intent.

She reaches for the laces of your gown, loosening them one by one with deliberate care. The fabric parts easily under her fingers. 

She tugs it down your shoulders, slowly, almost reverently, until the gown slips down your arms and pools around your waist, baring your chest and stomach to her gaze.

Alicent exhales shakily.

Her eyes move over you with open, aching wonder — taking in every inch of newly revealed skin, the curve of your breasts, the flush that spreads across your chest. 

Her hands slide up your sides, warm and steady, cupping your breasts with trembling care. 

She leans in and presses a soft, lingering kiss to the center of your chest, then another, and another — slow, open-mouthed kisses that trail across your skin as if she is trying to memorize the taste of you.

You are still flustered, still a little overwhelmed, but you do not pull away.

Alicent’s hands slide up your sides with quiet intent, cupping your breasts more firmly now. Her thumbs brush over your nipples in slow, deliberate strokes, feeling them tighten under her touch. 

She watches your face the entire time, eyes dark with a hunger she no longer tries to hide. The way you shiver, the way your breath catches, the way you lean into her touch without meaning to — it thrills her.

She has you right where she wants you.

Young. Flustered. Trembling in her lap with your gown bunched around your waist, chest bare and flushed under her hands. 

It is wrong.

It is intoxicating.

Alicent leans in and kisses you again, slower this time, deeper, her mouth moving against yours with quiet possession. You lean into the kiss, wanting her back, your hands sliding up to rest on her shoulders as you return it with flustered, eager need. 

Your body trembles slightly against hers, but you press closer, chasing the warmth of her mouth, the firmness of her hands on your breasts.

She pulls back just enough to look at you, eyes heavy-lidded. One of her hands leaves your breast and moves to your left hand. Her fingers find the betrothal ring on your finger — the heavy gold band that marks you as Jacaerys Velaryon’s intended. 

She slides it off slowly, deliberately, and sets it aside on the small table beside the chaise without a word.

The ring clinks softly against the wood.

Alicent’s gaze returns to yours, dark and satisfied. She cups your breast again, thumb brushing over your nipple with more purpose, watching the way you shiver and arch into her touch.

“You look so lovely like this,” she murmurs, voice low and velvet-soft. 

Her other hand slides down your back, pulling you closer as she kisses you once more — deep, slow, and full of quiet control. She is in no rush. She has you here, bare and wanting in her arms, and she intends to savor every second of it.

You are still flustered, still trembling slightly, but you lean into her, hands clutching her shoulders, mouth moving against hers with needy, overwhelmed desire.

Alicent smiles against your lips — small, dark, and quietly pleased.

She kisses you again — slow, deep, and unhurried — while her palms slide down your sides, over the bunched fabric of your gown at your hips. 

She gathers the silk in her fingers and pushes it higher, up your thighs, until the gown is bunched around your waist. Her hands find the soft, bare skin there, stroking with quiet reverence, feeling the warmth and the faint tremble beneath her touch. 

She wants every inch of you, and for the first time, she allows herself the greed of it.

She takes her time, palms smoothing over your thighs, thumbs tracing the sensitive inner skin as if she is memorizing the feel of you.

You lean into the kisses, needy and overwhelmed, your mouth moving against hers with flustered eagerness. Your hands clutch at her shoulders, then slide into her hair, holding on as her touch sends heat flooding through you.

Alicent’s fingers tighten on your thighs when she feels you press closer. She pulls back from the kiss just enough to look at you, eyes dark and heavy-lidded. Her gaze flicks briefly to the small table where she had set the betrothal ring aside.

You follow her eyes.

The ring sits there, heavy and gleaming, no longer on your finger. 

“You took it off…” you whisper, voice soft and flustered, the words slipping out before you can stop them.

Alicent’s gaze returns to yours. She does not look guilty. She looks calm. Controlled. Certain.

“Yes,” she says simply.

No explanation. No apology. Just that single, quiet word — steady and final.

Then she leans in again.

Her mouth finds your breast, lips brushing the soft swell before she takes your nipple into her mouth and sucks gently. The sensation is warm, wet, and overwhelming. 

A soft, involuntary moan escapes you, your back arching as pleasure sparks through your body. One of your hands immediately reaches for her, fingers threading into her hair, gripping tightly to ground yourself. 

But you lean into it — into her mouth, into her touch — hips shifting restlessly in her lap as you press closer.

Alicent makes a low, satisfied sound against your skin. Her hand stays on your thigh, holding you steady, while the other cups your other breast, thumb brushing over the nipple in slow, deliberate strokes. 

She sucks gently, then firmer, tongue circling with focused care, like she is learning exactly what makes you tremble and moan for her.

You rock against her.

Your hips move in small, needy circles in her lap, pressing closer, seeking more of her touch. The friction is not enough and too much all at once. Your hands clutch at her shoulders, steadying yourself as soft, flustered sounds escape you.

Alicent’s breath catches.

She feels the heat of you, the way you press against her so openly, so greedily. 

It delights her in a dark, quiet way. 

You are untouched in the ways that matter, betrothed to the boy who could destroy everything she has built. And here you are — trembling in her lap, rocking against her like you cannot help yourself.

She is going to be the first to touch you like this.

The thought sends a thrill through her that she knows she should not feel.

Her hand slides lower, pushing your gown further up your thighs until it is bunched high around your hips. Her fingers brush the thin linen shift, feeling the damp heat of you through the fabric. The evidence of your arousal makes her exhale shakily, eyes 

darkening with want.

She wants to ruin you.

She knows it is wrong. You are younger than her. You are promised to another. But the desire is stronger now. It overshadows the guilt, even if it does not erase it.

You exhale, voice shaky and flustered.

“This is wrong…”

Alicent pauses.

She pulls back just enough to look at you, her hand still resting high on your thigh, fingers brushing the edge of your shift. Her thumb strokes your cheek gently, almost tenderly.

“Yes,” she says simply.

The word is quiet. Honest. Controlled.

She holds your gaze for a long beat, letting the truth of it settle between you.

Then, softer, almost gentle:

“Do you want me to stop?”

You shake your head, the movement small and shaky.

“…Please don’t,” you whisper, voice trembling with need and embarrassment and everything you cannot name.

Then you lean in and kiss her.

It is not graceful. It is desperate, a little clumsy, full of the same flustered want that has been building since she first looked at you like this. Your hands slide up to her shoulders, holding on as your mouth moves against hers with quiet urgency.

Alicent makes a low, broken sound against your lips.

The words — soft, shaky — seem to undo something in her. Her hand slides higher beneath your bunched gown, fingers finding the edge of your thin shift. She pulls it aside with deliberate care, baring you completely to her touch.

The first brush of her fingertips against your bare heat makes you gasp into her mouth. 

You are wet, slick with arousal, and Alicent exhales shakily as she feels it. Her fingers glide through your folds, slow and gentle at first, exploring you with reverent care.

She takes her time.

Her touch is soft, almost tentative, as she rubs slow circles over your clit. She watches your face the entire time, eyes dark and intense, cataloguing every flutter of your lashes, every hitch in your breath. When your eyes flutter shut and a soft, needy sound escapes you, Alicent’s breath catches.

She leans in and kisses you again, slower this time, as her fingers continue their gentle exploration — soft rubs, careful circles, learning exactly what makes your hips twitch and your thighs tremble.

She pauses at your entrance, thumb still stroking soft circles over your clit, as if giving you one last chance to change your mind.

You don’t.

She pushes one finger into you — carefully, slowly, letting you feel every inch as she sinks inside. The stretch is gentle but undeniable. 

Your eyes flutter shut, a soft, shaky moan slipping from your lips as your walls clench instinctively around her.

Alicent watches you.

Her gaze is dark, intense, drinking in every detail — the flush spreading across your cheeks and down your neck, the way your lashes tremble, the parted lips and the soft, involuntary sound you make. 

She feels the way you tighten around her finger, warm and wet and so responsive, and something possessive curls low in her stomach.

She is the first to touch you like this.

The thought thrills her in a way that should horrify her. You are young. You are promised to another. You are the very symbol of everything she is supposed to hate. 

And yet here you are — trembling in her lap, clenching around her finger, letting her ruin you with nothing but her hand and her quiet, overwhelming want.

Alicent leans in and kisses your neck, slow and open-mouthed, tasting the warmth of your skin as her finger begins to move inside you — gentle, exploratory strokes that curl carefully, searching for what makes you gasp and shudder.

You tilt your head back without thinking, giving her more room, quietly seeking more of her mouth, more of her touch. Your hands clutch at her shoulders, breath coming in soft, needy pants against her hair.

She feels it.

The way you open for her. The way you lean into her. The way you let her take this piece of you that no one else has had.

Her finger curls again, slow and deliberate, and she presses a lingering kiss to the pulse point beneath your ear, feeling the rapid flutter of your heartbeat against her lips.

Alicent’s finger moves inside you with slow, deliberate care, curling gently to find the spot that makes your breath hitch. You rock against her hand, soft and needy, hips rolling in small, instinctive circles as you seek more of her touch.

She watches you closely, eyes dark and intent, savoring every reaction — the way your lashes flutter, the way your lips part on a shaky exhale, the way your body trembles against hers. She is quietly delighted by how responsive you are, by how openly you want her.

Then, carefully, she adds a second finger.

The stretch is slow and full. You moan a little louder, the sound breathy and unguarded as your walls flutter around her. Your hips rock more firmly against her hand, chasing the deeper fullness, the perfect pressure of her fingers inside you. 

You cling to her tighter, one hand fisted in the fabric of her gown at her shoulder, the other gripping her wrist where her hand disappears beneath your bunched gown.

Alicent’s breath catches at the sight of you.

She curls her fingers again — gentle but precise — stroking that spot inside you that makes your whole body jolt with pleasure. 

Your head falls back against her shoulder, and you whimper her name, soft and broken, “Alicent…” 

The sound is needy, almost pleading, and it seems to affect her deeply. Her arm tightens around your waist, holding you closer as she continues to move her fingers with focused, deliberate care.

A hungry part of her enjoys this immensely. 

She is the one unraveling you, feeling every flutter and clench around her fingers, every desperate roll of your hips, every soft, needy sound you make for her. She savors it all — the way you cling to her, the way you moan her name, the way your body opens for her so willingly.

She can feel how close you are.

The way your walls flutter and tighten around her fingers, the way your hips lose their rhythm, the way your breath comes in short, desperate pants against her neck.

She does not speed up.

She simply keeps moving — curling, stroking, giving you exactly what you need — while she holds you close, lips brushing your temple, letting you fall apart in her arms.

Your moans grow more desperate, breathy and broken.

“Alicent…” The name leaves your lips in another needy whines as the pleasure coils tighter, sharper, almost unbearable. Your hips rock against her hand with increasing urgency, chasing every curl of her fingers, every stroke that makes your thighs tremble. 

You cling to her harder, face buried in the curve of her neck, soft, helpless sounds spilling from you with every breath.

Alicent holds you through it, her arm tight around your waist, her fingers never slowing. 

She watches every reaction — the way your eyes flutter, the way your body tenses and shakes, the way you whimper her name like it is the only word you remember.

When you come, it crashes over you hard.

You cling to her with everything you have, a sharp, broken cry of her name muffled against her skin as your walls clench tightly around her fingers. 

Your hips stutter and roll, chasing every last wave of pleasure while she works you through it, slow and steady, drawing it out until you are trembling and gasping in her arms.

Her fingers are soaked with you.

Some dark, possessive part of her finds great satisfaction in that — in the evidence of how completely you fell apart for her, how openly you wanted her. She does not pull away immediately. She keeps her fingers inside you, gentle now, letting you ride out the final tremors while she holds you close.

You stay pressed against her, breath coming in soft, panting gasps as you slowly come down. Your body is limp and warm in her lap, still trembling faintly.

Alicent presses a soft kiss to your forehead, her lips lingering there.

“Sweet girl,” she murmurs, the endearment quiet and warm against your skin.

She glances briefly toward the small table where the betrothal ring now sits, heavy and discarded. Her expression does not change, but something satisfied and possessive flickers in her eyes.

Then she tilts your chin up with two fingers, searching your face with that dark, steady gaze.

“I do not think I shall let you go to Dragonstone.” she says, voice low and certain.

You shake your head, still a little out of breath, voice soft and shaky.

“I do not think that I could go anymore.” 

Alicent smiles then — small, pleased, and quietly selfish.

She has decided.

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💌 Rhaenyra Targaryen x Lady in Waiting!Reader

💭MDNI: Pre-established bond between Rhaenyra and reader, reader is a sworn companion/lady in waiting to Rhaenyra, emotional tension, smut with some plot, semi-public sex (council chambers), praise/worship, slightly soft dom!Rhaenyra (a little), mututal pining, needy reader (me asf), making out, fingering, oral (fem receiving)

A/N: This was heavily inspired by Rhaenyra and Mysaria's kiss in S2 and what Emma D'Arcy (with whom I'm also obsessed with rn) had to say about it. This is like... 4k words? Oops...

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The council chamber empties slowly.

Lords leave first, still talking in low voices, carrying war with them like a second cloak. Advisors follow after, parchment gathered, strategy unfinished but postponed until morning. The doors open and close, open and close, until at last the great room settles into silence.

Only the fire remains.

Its light throws gold against the stone walls of Dragonstone, warm but never quite enough to chase away the cold.

Rhaenyra Targaryen stands at the head of the table long after everyone else has gone, one hand resting against the carved wood, the other still curled loosely around a goblet of untouched wine.

She looks tired.

Not the simple kind.

The kind that settles into bone.

You have seen it often these past months—after Luke, after the endless meetings, after every man with an opinion on how she should rule her own war.

Tonight it sits heavy on her shoulders.

You gather the remaining letters quietly, stacking them neatly, setting aside the ones she will inevitably ask for again before dawn. It is a familiar ritual. You stay because you always do.

Because someone must.

Because she has never asked you to, and somehow that has always made it matter more.

At last, you move toward her.

“My Queen,” you say softly, careful not to disturb the fragile quiet, “it is late.”

Rhaenyra lets out something between a breath and a laugh.

“So I am told.”

You allow yourself the smallest smile.

“The maester would insist you sleep.”

“The maester,” she says dryly, “has never had to listen to Lord Celtigar for three hours and remain sane.”

That earns a real laugh from you—brief, quiet, but real.

For the first time tonight, something in her expression softens.

Gods, you think, she looks younger when she smiles. Not less burdened. Just… more herself.

You set the final letter aside.

“The council is finished. The realm will survive until morning.”

“Will it?”

Her voice is light, but only just.

She turns then, finally facing you fully, and whatever teasing was there fades.

There is no performance left in her now. No queen for the court. No heir defending her claim.

Only Rhaenyra.

“I do not know,” she says, quieter. “Some days I think I spend more time proving I deserve this crown than actually wearing it.”

You say nothing.

Not because you have nothing to say—but because you know she does not need interruption. She needs witness.

Her gaze drifts to the fire.

“They look at me and see a claim. A threat. A mother who should have done more. A queen who should be stronger. They ask for certainty as if grief has ever made room for certainty.”

Her throat moves.

For a moment, you think she will stop there.

Instead:

“I am still grieving my son,” she says, and the words are so honest they nearly knock the breath from your chest. “And still they come to me asking for war as though I should have buried him and become iron by morning.”

The silence after is heavy.

You cross the room before you fully think better of it.

No courtly answer rises to your lips—no polished comfort.

Only instinct.

You step close enough to touch.

And then you do.

Your arms wrap around her carefully, like approaching something wounded and proud all at once.

For one terrible second, you think you have overstepped.

Then Rhaenyra exhales.

A real one. Deep. Shaking.

And her hands find you.

She pulls you closer.

Not politely.

Not lightly.

Like she has been holding herself together for weeks and has finally decided, just for this moment, not to.

Her face presses briefly against your shoulder. Your hand moves to the back of her neck, fingers threading softly through silver hair.

Neither of you speaks.

The fire crackles.

Outside, somewhere beyond the stone walls, the sea throws itself endlessly against Dragonstone.

Inside, she holds you.

And keeps holding you.

Long enough that the room begins to feel different.

Smaller.

Dangerous.

When she finally pulls back, it is only enough to look at you.

Her hands have not left your waist.

Your own are still resting against her arms.

Too close now for anything to be mistaken.

Rhaenyra searches your face as if she were looking for something she has been afraid to name.

When she speaks, her voice is barely above a whisper.

“You are the only person in this castle who still touches me like I am a woman and not a crown.”

Your heart stutters.

“My Queen—”

“No,” she says softly.

Her thumb brushes once against your side.

“Not that. Not now.”

Her eyes drop briefly to your mouth, then return to yours.

Rhaenyra’s hand tightens at your waist, the other sliding up to cup the side of your face. For half a heartbeat, she simply looks at you — eyes dark, searching, full of everything she has carried alone for so long.

Then she kisses you.

It is certain.

Intentional.

Her mouth meets yours with quiet, hungry certainty, the kind born from exhaustion and grief. 

You feel the slight tremble in her fingers as she pulls you closer, one hand sliding to the small of your back, holding you against her like she has been waiting for this exact moment.

You kiss her back just as deeply.

Your hands find her waist, then slide up her sides, pulling her impossibly closer as your mouth opens under hers. 

Rhaenyra makes a soft, relieved sound against your lips, as if the weight of the crown has finally slipped from her shoulders for this one stolen moment.

She kisses you like she has been starved of softness.

Her hand stays at the nape of your neck, holding you to her. The other grips your hip, pressing your bodies together until there is nothing left between you but silk and skin and the rapid beat of two hearts. 

When you finally break apart for air, foreheads pressed together, both of you are breathing hard. 

Rhaenyra’s cheeks flushed, her silver hair slightly mussed from your fingers. She looks at you like you are the only real thing left in her world.

Her thumb strokes slowly along your cheek.

“Stay,” she whispers, voice rough with want.

Her hand stays at your waist, holding you there like distance has become unbearable. Her forehead remains pressed to yours, breath warm against your lips. 

For a long moment, she does not move away. 

She simply breathes you in, as if the act of keeping you close is the only thing keeping her grounded.

Then she kisses you again.

Softer this time, but no less certain. Her lips move against yours with quiet, aching need, like she is trying to memorize the taste of you. 

Her hands slide slowly up your sides, palms warm through the fabric of your gown, as if she cannot stop touching you now that she has finally allowed herself to begin.

You kiss her back just as deeply, your fingers threading into her silver hair. The kiss lingers, deepens, then softens again. 

Neither of you seems able to stop. 

Every time one of you pulls back for air, the other leans in again, chasing the connection.

Rhaenyra’s hand finds yours. 

She laces your fingers together and gently tugs you with her toward the cushioned bench near the hearth. You follow without hesitation. 

She sits first, then pulls you down with her so you are seated across her lap, your knees bracketing her thighs. 

She does not let you create any distance. Her arms wrap around your waist, holding you there as she kisses you again, slower now, deeper, like she has all the time in the world and still not enough.

Her hands wander.

Not with urgency, but with quiet wonder. They trace the line of your spine through your gown, slide up your sides, and brush along the curve of your ribs. She pauses at the ties of your dress, fingers stilling for half a breath before she begins to loosen them with careful, trembling care. 

The fabric parts slowly, slipping down one shoulder. She leans in and presses a soft kiss to the newly exposed skin, then another, like she is discovering you for the first time.

You feel her exhale against your collarbone, shaky and warm.

“I have thought about this,” she murmurs, voice barely above a whisper. “More than I should have. For longer than I admitted.”

She kisses you again, slower, deeper, like she is trying to pour every unspoken feeling into it.

Your hands roamed her sides, feeling her, exploring—the soft curve of her hips, cupping the soft weight of her breast through the fabric. 

She shivers under your fingers but does not pull away. Instead, she leans into you, forehead resting against yours again, breathing unsteadily.

Rhaenyra’s hand slides beneath the loosened fabric of your gown, palm flat against your bare back, pulling you closer until your chests press together. 

She kisses you again — slower, deeper, like she is trying to pour every unspoken feeling into it.

You feel her gaze on you like a touch.

You look at her — pupils blown, breath unsteady — and take her hand in yours. 

Without a word, you guide it slowly beneath the fallen fabric, pressing her palm to the bare curve of your breast.

Rhaenyra’s breath catches.

For half a heartbeat, her fingers hover, as if the weight of what she is doing presses down on her. Then she chooses.

Her hand settles fully against you, warm and certain. She cups the soft weight of your breast with quiet reverence, thumb brushing slowly over your nipple. 

You lean into it with a soft, sighing exhale, eyes fluttering half-closed. The sound you make is quiet, but it seems to undo something in her. 

Her other arm tightens around your waist, holding you closer as her thumb circles again, slower this time, learning the way your body responds to her.

She watches your face the entire time — violet eyes dark, lips parted, breathing unsteady. There is no performance in her touch. 

Only the quiet, devastating relief of being allowed this.

You stay in her lap, bodies pressed close, her hand warm and steady against your breast as you lean down and kiss her again. 

The kiss is slower now, deeper, full of the same aching need. Your hands slide into her silver hair, holding her to you as you rock gently against her, seeking closeness, seeking more of this feeling — this safety, this want, this honesty between you.

Rhaenyra sighs into your mouth, the sound soft and raw. Her hand continues its slow exploration, thumb stroking, palm pressing, as if she cannot stop touching you now that she has started.

You lean down to kiss along the side of her neck.

Slow. 

Intentional. 

Your lips trail down the elegant line of her throat, tasting the warm skin, feeling the way her pulse jumps beneath your mouth. 

Rhaenyra exhales shakily, tilting her head to give you better access, one hand still cupping your breast while the other slides up your back, holding you there.

Your fingers find the laces at the back of her gown. You loosen them carefully, one by one, until the fabric slips open. You push it down her shoulders, exposing more of her — the smooth curve of her back, the delicate line of her spine. 

Your hands follow, palms sliding over warm, bare skin, tracing every inch with quiet wonder.

Rhaenyra trembles under your touch.

She pulls back just enough to rest her forehead against yours again. Her breathing is unsteady, eyes dark and vulnerable as she looks at you.

“I do not think I can go back after this,” she whispers, voice raw with honesty. “Not with you. Not anymore.”

You cup her face with both hands, thumbs brushing gently across her cheeks. You look at her — really look — and say softly, steadily:

“I am still here. I will be tomorrow too.”

Rhaenyra’s eyes flutter closed for a moment, as if the words themselves are too much and not enough all at once. 

When she opens them again, something in her expression has shifted — deeper, more certain.

She kisses you again, slower this time, full of quiet emotion. Her hands slide down your back, pulling you closer as the loosened fabric of her gown slips further down her arms. 

You stay like that for a long while — kissing, touching, holding — neither of you in any rush to move beyond this moment of closeness. 

The fire crackles softly beside you. 

Your hands move with quiet reverence.

You slide them down Rhaenyra’s back, fingers finding the loosened laces of her gown. 

With slow, careful tugs, you pull the fabric further down her shoulders, then lower still, until the silk slips past her arms and pools around her waist, baring her chest to the warm firelight.

Rhaenyra exhales shakily as the cool air meets her skin. She does not cover herself. Instead, she watches your face, eyes dark and vulnerable, as if waiting to see whether you will still want her like this — exposed, no crown, no armor, just a woman who has carried too much for too long.

You cup her breasts gently in both hands, thumbs brushing slowly over her nipples. 

They tighten under your touch, and Rhaenyra lets out a soft, trembling sigh, leaning into your palms like she has been aching for this kind of tenderness for years. 

You lean down and press a kiss to her shoulder, then to the swell of one breast.

You lean down, carefully, eyes flicking up at her before taking a nipple into your mouth and sucking gently.

The sound she makes is quiet, almost broken — a soft moan that vibrates against your lips. 

Her hand comes up to cradle the back of your head, fingers threading through your hair, holding you there as you lavish attention on her with slow, reverent care. 

You switch to the other breast, sucking gently, tongue circling, tasting the warmth of her skin and the faint salt of her.

Rhaenyra’s head falls back slightly. Her breathing grows deeper, more uneven. She clings to you, one arm wrapped around your shoulders, the other hand still in your hair, as if she cannot bear any distance between you. 

Every soft sound she makes, every tremble of her body beneath your mouth, feels like a gift she is only now allowing herself to accept.

You feel the emotion in every movement.

The way her fingers tighten in your hair when pleasure spikes. The way she pulls you closer, pressing her chest against your mouth like she needs the contact more than air. The quiet, almost reverent way she whispers your name between shaky breaths — not a command, but a plea.

For the first time in a long time, Rhaenyra is not performing.

She is simply letting herself be touched.

Letting herself be wanted.

You stay like that for a long while — kissing, touching, holding — neither of you in any rush to move beyond this moment of closeness. 

The fire crackles softly beside you.

Rhaenyra pulls you up for another kiss.

Her hand slides to the back of your neck, drawing you closer as her mouth meets yours again. This kiss is deeper, slower, full of quiet hunger. 

You feel the way she sighs into it, the way her body relaxes just a fraction more against yours, like she is finally allowing herself to sink into this.

You rock against her.

Not perfectly. Not with practiced grace. Your hips roll forward, seeking friction, trying to find the right angle where your bodies press together. 

The movement is instinctive, a little clumsy in its eagerness, but the heat that flares between you when you find it makes you both gasp softly into the kiss.

Rhaenyra’s hand moves down your side, slow and sure. She gathers the fabric of your gown, bunching it higher at your hips, her palm sliding over the soft skin of your thigh. 

Her fingers trace upward, then cup your ass, pulling you more firmly against her. The touch is warm, possessive in the gentlest way, and you lean into it without hesitation, pressing closer, letting her feel how much you want this.

She watches your face for a brief moment — a quiet check, violet eyes dark but searching. 

You nod, a little too eagerly, cheeks flushed. 

The corner of her mouth quirks up, small and quietly pleased, before she leans in and kisses you again.

Her hand dips between your thighs, lingering for a moment. Feeling the warmth of you even through the thin linen there.

She starts by rubbing you through the thin fabric of your shift, slow circles that make your breath hitch. 

She is not confident in the way of someone experienced. She is learning you — watching your reactions, adjusting the pressure when your hips twitch, repeating what draws the softest sounds from you. 

Her touch is warm, steady, and full of focused attention.

You rock against her hand, seeking more, and she gives it, pressing firmer, circling with quiet intent. 

All the while she keeps kissing you — slow, deep kisses that match the rhythm of her hand, like she cannot bear to stop tasting you even for a moment.

She keeps holding you close, as though pleasure means nothing if she cannot keep you there.

She holds you close, one arm banded around your waist, keeping you anchored to her as pleasure builds between you. There is no rush. No performance. Just the honest, aching need to be close, to give and receive, to finally have this softness after so much hardness.

Rhaenyra’s forehead rests against yours again, breath mingling as her hand continues its slow, exploratory rhythm. 

She watches your face with quiet intensity, like she is memorizing every flutter of your lashes, every soft sigh you make for her.

Rhaenyra’s hand continues its slow, exploratory rhythm over the thin linen of your shift, but it is not enough for either of you.

You reach down, fingers trembling slightly with need, and gently guide her hand beneath the fabric. 

The moment her fingertips brush your bare skin, you both inhale sharply. 

She pauses for the briefest second — eyes lifting to yours, searching, making sure — before you nod, barely perceptible, cheeks flushed with want.

She touches you directly.

Her fingers glide through your slick folds with careful reverence. You tremble against her, hands braced on her shoulders to ground yourself. 

The first brush of her fingertips against your clit makes your breath hitch. 

Rhaenyra watches your face the entire time, eyes dark and intent, learning you through every reaction.

She presses a single finger inside you — slowly, so slowly — eyes never leaving yours. 

Your mouth falls open on a soft, breathless sound. Your eyes flutter shut as the stretch and warmth of her fills you. 

She pauses again, giving you time, her free hand stroking soothingly up your back.

When you rock your hips forward instinctively, chasing more, she begins to move.

Her finger slides in and out with gentle, measured strokes, curling carefully as she explores what makes your breath catch and your thighs tremble. 

Your head falls to her shoulder, arms wrapping fully around her now, clinging as soft sighs and quiet moans spill from your lips against her neck.

The sound that leaves her is almost a laugh, soft and disbelieving, like she cannot quite believe you are this eager for her.

Her fingers tighten at your waist.

For a moment, Rhaenyra goes still.

All her life, people have reached for her crown.

Her name.

Her blood.

But this—

This is just you, pressed close and trembling in her arms, wanting her with no politics, no duty, no performance.

Just her.

And Gods, it undoes her.

Rhaenyra holds you closer, pressing a kiss just beneath your ear, slow and almost reverent, and the hand at your waist tightens like she is afraid this might vanish if she loosens her grip.

She is learning you, adjusting with every hitch of your breath, every roll of your hips, every soft sound you make for her.

After a moment, she carefully adds a second finger, stretching you open with the same slow patience. 

The fullness makes you moan softly into her shoulder, hips moving without thinking, seeking the perfect angle. 

Rhaenyra breathes your name like a quiet revelation, her cheek pressed to your temple as she feels the wet warmth of you, learning what makes your sighs turn into whimpers, what makes your body clench around her fingers.

She does not rush.

She simply holds you, touches you, and lets the intimacy deepen between you — tender, honest, and full of everything neither of you has been able to say aloud.

Rhaenyra keeps learning you.

Her fingers move with quiet focus inside you — slow, careful strokes that explore every reaction you give her. She curls them gently, searching, and when she finds that spot that makes your whole body jolt with sharp pleasure, she pauses, eyes flicking up to your face to make sure it is good.

Oh, it is.

You cling to her tighter, arms wrapped around her shoulders, face buried in the curve of her neck as a soft, needy moan escapes you. 

Your hips rock against her hand greedily, chasing that feeling, chasing her

Rhaenyra’s breath catches when she feels you clench around her fingers. She repeats the motion — curling again, pressing just right — and your moan grows a little louder, trembling against her skin. 

Her free arm stays banded around your waist, holding you close as you move against her hand, your hips rolling in small, desperate circles.

She does not speak.

She simply watches you.

Her cheek rests against your temple, breath warm and unsteady as she feels every flutter, every clench, every soft sound you make for her. Her fingers keep moving — learning the rhythm that makes your thighs tremble, the angle that draws those broken little moans from your throat. 

She is attentive, like every reaction you give her is a gift she is afraid to lose.

You cling harder, nails lightly digging into her shoulders as pleasure coils tighter and tighter in your core. Your hips move with more urgency now, rocking against her hand, seeking more, needing more. 

Her breath stutters.

Rhaenyra presses her lips to your temple, then your cheek, then the corner of your mouth — soft, grounding kisses that say everything she does not put into words.

Your head lifts from her shoulder, eyes still fluttering from pleasure. 

You lean in, hands cupping her face, and kiss her. 

It is not perfect. It is messy, needy, a little greedy — your mouth pressing against hers with open, desperate want. 

Your lips part, tongue sliding against hers with urgent hunger, hands clutching at her shoulders as if you could pull her inside you.

It touches something deep and raw in Rhaenyra. 

You feel it in the way her breath stutters against your mouth, in the way her body tenses for half a heartbeat before melting further into you. 

The way you cling to her, the way you kiss her like you cannot get enough, the way your hips keep rocking greedily against her hand — it undoes something in her.

She moans softly into the kiss, low and raw, her free arm wrapping tighter around your waist to hold you closer. 

Her fingers curl inside you again, pressing that perfect spot, and you moan into her mouth, the sound vibrating between you. 

Your hips chase her touch without shame, rolling against her hand with needy, instinctive movements.

Her fingers begin to ache from the effort, but she does not stop. She keeps moving, curling, stroking, giving you everything you need while you kiss her like she is the only thing that matters in the world.

Pleasure builds fast. 

Your moans grow louder, muffled against her lips as you rock harder against her fingers. 

Rhaenyra holds you through it, kissing you back with the same desperate intensity, like she cannot bear to be parted from you even for a breath.

You come with a broken cry of her name — “Rhaenyra—” — the sound spilling into her mouth as pleasure crashes through you. 

Your walls clench tightly around her fingers, hips stuttering, body trembling as you ride the high. 

You keep rocking against her hand, chasing every last wave, clinging to her like she is the only solid thing left.

Rhaenyra holds you through every tremor, kissing you softly now, slowing her fingers but not pulling away until the last shudder fades.

For a long while after, neither of you speaks.

You rest your forehead against hers, both of you breathing the same air, chests rising and falling in sync. Her hand is still between your thighs, gentle now, grounding. Your arms are wrapped around her shoulders, holding her just as tightly.

You simply look at each other.

Rhaenyra’s thumb strokes slowly along your cheek. Her eyes are dark, soft, and full of something deep and unnamed. She leans in and presses a lingering kiss to your lips — tender, almost reverent — before resting her forehead against yours again.

Your body is soft and spent against hers, the aftershocks of pleasure still humming through you. 

Rhaenyra’s hand stays between your thighs, gentle now, grounding, as if she cannot quite bring herself to pull away. 

You catch your breath, then shift slightly, moving to slide off her lap.

Rhaenyra’s hand tightens at your waist instantly — an instinctive, almost reflexive grip, like she is afraid you are leaving. Her eyes flick up to yours, dark and unguarded for a moment.

You cup her cheek, thumb brushing gently across her skin.

“I am not leaving,” you whisper, voice soft and steady. 

She searches your face for a heartbeat, then exhales, the tension in her grip easing. She lets you go — reluctantly, her fingers lingering on your waist as you slide from her lap. 

You sink to your knees in front of her.

Your gown is still slipping off one shoulder, the fabric bunched loosely at your hips, chest exposed to the warm firelight. 

Your focus is entirely on her.

Rhaenyra watches you, breathless, a little undone. Her silver hair is tousled, lips swollen, cheeks flushed. 

She looks vulnerable in a way few people ever see — the Queen momentarily gone, replaced by a woman who is not used to being on the receiving end of this kind of care.

Her hand lifts, brushing through your hair with trembling fingers, almost disbelieving.

“You do not have to,” she says quietly, voice rough. There is no false modesty in it — only genuine surprise, like the idea that someone would want to please her like this is still new.

You look up at her, eyes steady.

“I want to,” you murmur. “I want to make you feel good.”

You reach for the hem of her gown, lifting it slowly and carefully up to her waist—the fabric pools around her hips, baring the soft skin of her thighs. 

Your hands slide over them with gentle wonder — feeling the warmth, the suppleness, the faint tremble beneath your palms. 

You press a soft, lingering kiss to the inside of her knee, then higher, taking your time, letting her feel how much you want this.

Rhaenyra’s breath catches. Her fingers stay in your hair, not guiding, just holding. She watches you with dark, glassy eyes, chest rising and falling unevenly, as if every touch is both a gift and something almost too much to bear.

She is letting you see her like this.

And you are cherishing every second of it.

You continue exploring her with slow, reverent hands and mouth — kissing up the inside of her thigh, feeling the warmth of her, the way her legs part a little wider for you without thinking.

Your hand rests on her other thigh, thumb rubbing gentle, soothing circles into the soft skin there. 

You kiss higher, then higher still, lips brushing the sensitive crease where thigh meets hip. The closer you get, the more you feel Rhaenyra’s reaction.

Her hand tightens in your hair — not pulling, just holding, fingers curling with a tremor she cannot hide. A shaky exhale leaves her lips, almost a gasp. You glance up and see the way her expression has shifted: eyes half-lidded, cheeks flushed, lips parted. 

She looks overwhelmed — not just by pleasure, but by the simple, devastating fact that someone wants her like this. 

Her thighs tense for a moment, then relax, then part wider without conscious thought, as if her body is choosing this even if her mind is still catching up.

“Gods…” she whispers, the word barely audible, more breath than voice.

You feel the vulnerability in every small reaction — the way her fingers flex in your hair, the way her breathing stutters, the way she looks down at you like the sight of you on your knees for her is almost too much to bear.

You are simply giving her the tenderness she has gone so long without, letting her feel wanted in the quietest, most honest way possible.

Rhaenyra’s head falls back slightly, a soft, broken sound escaping her as she lets herself be cared for.

Your hand rests on her other thigh, thumb stroking gentle, soothing circles, feeling the faint tremor beneath your palm.

Rhaenyra’s breath catches.

You push her gown up just a little higher, the fabric sliding easily up her hips. The thin linen shift beneath is damp, visibly darkened with her arousal. 

The sight of it — the evidence of how much she wants this — makes something warm and tender bloom in your chest. 

You press your palm against it gently, feeling the heat of her through the fabric.

You glance up at her through your lashes, eyes questioning, making sure.

Rhaenyra looks down at you, cheeks flushed, lips parted. For a moment, her expression is raw — overwhelmed, almost disbelieving.

She nods, a small, shaky movement.

Her exhale is unsteady, almost shaky, as if the simple act of being wanted like this is too much.

You carefully pull the shift aside, exposing her fully to your gaze.

For a long moment, you simply look — taking in the sight of her, flushed and wet and beautiful. 

You admire her with quiet reverence, your thumb still stroking gently along her thigh.

Then you lean in.

You press a slow, soft lick up the length of her slit, tasting her for the first time. The sound she makes is quiet, almost startled — a soft, breathless gasp that turns into a trembling sigh. 

“Gods…” 

Her hand curls tighter in your hair, not pulling, but holding, like she needs the anchor.

You are unsure of how to do this properly, and so you simply explore her with honest, eager care — licking slowly, learning the taste of her, the way her hips twitch when you circle her clit, the way her breath hitches when you press your tongue a little firmer. 

You watch her reaction the entire time, eyes flicking up to her face through your lashes, checking, learning, wanting to make her feel good. 

Rhaenyra’s head falls back slightly. Her fingers tighten in your hair, a low, shaky moan escaping her as you continue. 

Her thighs tremble on either side of you, one hand gripping the edge of the cushioned bench, the other staying buried in your hair, holding you close.

Not just by the pleasure — but by the sight of you on your knees for her, by the way you look up at her with such open want, by the simple fact that someone is touching her like this because they want to.

Her hips shift forward slightly, instinctively seeking more. 

She seems almost startled by the movement herself, but she does not pull back.

You keep licking and exploring with your mouth, slow and attentive.

Your tongue traces the length of her slowly, tasting her, feeling the warmth and slickness of her arousal. 

 You are learning her — every twitch of her hips, every hitch in her breath, every soft sound she makes. 

Your hands rest on her thighs, thumbs stroking gentle circles into the soft skin there, grounding both of you.

When your tongue brushes over her clit, Rhaenyra’s breath catches sharply.

You do it again, slower this time, then close your lips around the sensitive bud and suck gently.

The moan that leaves her is louder than before — raw, surprised, almost startled out of her. Her fingers tighten in your hair, gripping harder for a moment before she consciously eases her hold. 

She looks down at you, eyes wide, cheeks flushed, like she cannot quite believe the sound that just came from her own mouth.

But she makes no effort to stop you.

Instead, she watches you with dark, glassy eyes as you continue — licking, sucking, exploring with honest, eager care. 

You look up at her through your lashes, never breaking eye contact, wanting to see every reaction, wanting her to see how much you want this. How much you want her.

The eye contact seems to undo her.

Her lips part on another soft, trembling moan. 

Her thighs tense on either side of you, then relax, parting wider without conscious thought. 

One hand stays buried in your hair, not guiding, just holding, as if she needs the anchor. The other grips the edge of the cushioned bench, knuckles pale.

She is deeply affected — not just physically, but emotionally. The way you look up at her, the way you touch her like she is something precious, the way you are so clearly focused on her pleasure… it hits her somewhere deeper than lust. 

You can see it in the way her chest rises and falls faster, in the way her eyes soften even as pleasure builds, in the way she bites her lip to hold back another sound.

You feel her, taste her, learn her with every slow pass of your tongue and gentle suck. 

And Rhaenyra lets you — head tilted back slightly, silver hair spilling over her shoulders, soft moans and sighs falling from her lips as she surrenders to the feeling of being wanted so openly, so tenderly.

You keep going with your mouth, slow and attentive, learning her with every pass of your tongue.

You focus on her clit, circling it gently at first, then pressing firmer when her hips twitch, and a soft, surprised moan escapes her. 

You find the rhythm that makes her breath hitch — slow, steady licks followed by gentle suction — and you stay there, devoted, giving her exactly what draws those sounds from her throat.

Every so often, you glance up at her through your lashes, checking, making sure she is still with you, that it feels good.

And gods, it does.

Rhaenyra’s head has fallen back slightly, silver hair spilling over her shoulders. Her lips are parted, cheeks flushed, and her moans are growing louder — no longer muffled or held back. 

They are soft, breathless, full of wonder and relief. Her hand tightens in your hair, not guiding, just holding, like she needs the anchor as pleasure builds inside her.

Her other hand rests on your shoulder, fingers flexing, clinging. Her thighs tremble on either side of you, then part wider without conscious thought, opening herself to you more fully.

You feel her getting wetter against your tongue, hear the way her breathing turns ragged. 

Every time you suck gently on her clit, her hips jerk and a low, shaky moan slips from her lips. 

She is letting you see her — letting you hear her — and the sight of her like this, undone and vulnerable and wanting, makes your own desire flare hotter.

You keep looking up at her, eyes meeting hers whenever you can, wanting her to see how much you want this. How much you want her, how much you are enjoying giving her this.

Rhaenyra’s gaze is dark and glassy when it meets yours. Her lips part on another moan, louder this time, and her fingers tighten in your hair as her hips roll against your mouth, chasing the pleasure you are giving her so willingly.

She is not used to this.

Not used to being the one receiving so openly.

Not used to someone looking up at her with such honest desire while on their knees for her.

You stay there. 

You keep focusing on her clit with your mouth, slow and attentive, tongue circling and sucking gently in the rhythm that makes her hips twitch, and her moans grow softer, more broken. 

You feel her getting wetter, hear the way her breathing turns ragged, and you stay there, devoted, giving her everything you can.

Then, experimentally, you slide one finger inside her.

Slowly.

Carefully.

You watch her reaction the entire time, eyes flicking up to her face as your finger sinks into her tight, wet heat. 

Rhaenyra’s breath catches sharply, her thighs tensing for a moment before they part wider. 

Her eyes flutter, lips parting on a soft, surprised sound. It feels good for her — very good. You can tell by the way her walls flutter around your finger, by the way her hand tightens in your hair.

You are careful, but attentive.

You curl your finger gently inside her, mimicking what she had done to you earlier, searching for that spot that made you tremble. 

When you find it, Rhaenyra’s hips jerk and a low, broken moan escapes her. Her back arches slightly, pressing closer to your mouth and hand. The combination of your tongue on her clit and your finger curling inside her nearly undoes her.

Your jaw is starting to ache from the effort, but you don’t stop.

You keep going, licking and sucking her clit with steady devotion while your finger moves inside her — slow, deliberate strokes that match the rhythm of your tongue. 

You watch her face the entire time, learning every reaction, every hitch in her breath, every soft sound she makes.

Rhaenyra is trembling now.

Her hand stays buried in your hair, holding you there, not guiding, just needing the contact. Her other hand grips the edge of the cushion, knuckles pale. Her hips rock against your mouth and fingers in small, instinctive movements, chasing the pleasure you are giving her so willingly.

She is close.

You can feel it in the way she clenches around your finger, in the way her moans grow a little louder, a little more desperate, in the way her thighs tremble on either side of you.

Your tongue circles her clit with steady, devoted focus while your finger curls inside her, stroking that spot again and again. 

You watch her face the entire time, eyes flicking up through your lashes, making sure every touch is welcome, wanted.

Rhaenyra’s composure begins to slip.

Her breathing grows ragged. Her thighs tremble on either side of your head. The hand in your hair tightens, fingers curling harder, not guiding but holding on as pleasure builds. 

Her other hand grips the edge of the bed, knuckles pale. She is trying to stay quiet, trying to hold herself together, but you feel her clenching around your finger — hard, rhythmic, desperate.

You do not stop.

You suck gently on her clit, tongue pressing firmer, and curl your finger again with careful intent.

Rhaenyra’s head falls back. A broken moan escapes her — raw, unguarded, nothing like the composed queen the realm knows. Her thighs tighten around you, hips jerking against your mouth as the pleasure crests.

She comes with a choked cry of your name.

It is messy and honest and devastatingly beautiful.

Her walls clench hard around your finger, pulsing as the orgasm crashes through her. 

Her hand grips your hair tighter, almost painfully, holding you there as her body trembles and shakes. 

Her hips stutter against your mouth, chasing every last wave, soft, broken sounds falling from her lips between gasps of your name.

You continue licking and stroking her through it, gentle but unrelenting, letting her ride out every tremor, every shudder, every soft, overwhelmed moan until her thighs finally begin to relax and her grip in your hair eases.

Only then do you slow, pressing one last, soft kiss to her clit before pulling back slightly. 

You rest your cheek against her thigh, looking up at her, breathing hard, lips slick with her.

Rhaenyra is a wreck, most beautifully.

Her chest heaves, flushed. Her silver hair is wild. Her eyes are half-lidded, dark and glassy, lips parted as she tries to catch her breath. 

She looks down at you with something raw and unguarded — wonder, relief, and a deep, aching tenderness that makes your chest tighten.

She does not speak.

She simply reaches down with a trembling hand and brushes her fingers through your hair, stroking gently, as if she cannot quite believe you are real.

You crawl up her body slowly, pressing soft, lingering kisses to her knees, her thighs,  the valley between her breasts as you go. 

When you reach her face, you settle beside her on the cushioned bench by the fire, your lips swollen and slick with her.

Rhaenyra looks at you like she has never seen anything more beautiful.

Her eyes are dark, soft, and full of quiet wonder as she takes you in — flushed cheeks, messy hair, lips glistening with the evidence of what you just did for her. 

She reaches for you without hesitation, pulling you close until you are curled against her side, your head resting on her shoulder, your bodies tangled together in the warm glow of the fire.

You go gladly.

Her arm wraps around you, holding you tight. Your hand finds hers, fingers intertwining, and she squeezes gently, as if she needs the constant reminder that you are real and still here.

For a long time, neither of you speaks.

The fire crackles softly. The only sounds are your shared breathing and the distant murmur of the sea beyond the stone walls.

Rhaenyra turns her head and presses a slow, tender kiss to your temple. Her lips linger there, warm and gentle, as if she is sealing something unspoken between you. 

Your eyes flutter shut at the affection, a quiet sigh leaving you as you press closer into her side.

She holds you like this — close, warm, safe — her thumb stroking slow circles over the back of your hand, her cheek resting against the top of your head.

In the quiet glow of the fire, with the war still raging beyond these walls, Rhaenyra Targaryen lets herself have this one moment of peace.