@kidicaruslover911

start today… really wanna love you, girl.. it's that time again 𝓶𝓲ss afreaky, 19 - 𝖘/her : 𝕬O3; mizu lover duhh, nice to have you here!! - i just be writing wtv fr !!

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[ 𝑻𝑽 𝑺hows ]. / blue eye samurai./ squid game.

[ 𝑽ideo 𝑮ames ]. / genshin impact. / honkai: star rail. / ghost of yōtei.

̟ !! 🐊—✰𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧! rules and fandoms

How it genuinely feels to still be reading fan fictions from fandoms I’ve been in since I was 12

AVATAR RANT

If someone doesn't get to writing an adult toph x reader everyone is about to feel the wrath. Like how come we all come across how absolutely ethereal and divine she looks in the new movie and yall wanna sit here and shove zuko in my face....Fuck him! Give me her! I want her! I haven't watched avatar in a while so I don't want to mischaracterize her after only seeing the movie recently but got damn yall are gonna make me risk if yall don't get to work RIGHT NOW. Like girl the whole group is fine asf but give me her specifically and I am set for an eternal life of luxury.

Like girl I've never begged this hard for a girl before THATS HOW YOU KNOW ITS SERIOUS.

Do not fear I am plotting and writing as we speak....be afraid.

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There was just something….something so primal within the simple gestures you’d reserve for him..it really was the simple things, like the way you fixed his tie- or untied it?

The short contact your index and thumb would have, just gracing across the material before giving it a short unexpected tug, but still gentle enough to not wake something impulsive at an unwanted moment.

The simple things really…

Like the way you’d loop your finger through the tightly pulled hook, making sure it created the necessary space to obediently and fully unravel just like that.

The way you’d want him to surprise you with any kind of belt, having grown to the sound of it unbuckling, watching him readjust the belt, struggling to undo it, as well as being able to sit in between his legs, “I want to see what belt you chose..” giving his thigh slow and deliberate strokes, eyes innocently gazing up at the man before you as he scrambles to show you this amazing leather with a great buckle, “…” You assess it, almost hypnotized by it, now caressing the cool belt buckle before easily untangling it.

But not so fast now..

“So this is the belt that you chose?….Why?” Your eyes say it all, he can’t really respond, or rather he doesn’t know how to, only managing to push out half a sentence after clearing his throat, “Well, I really like it.”

That’s all you need to hear to fully remove it, still perfectly seated in between his legs, maybe having a bit of your head rest on his thigh lightly before pulling yourself up to admire the spectacle you created. The nervous smirk on his lips says it all. Almost too much.

“…Me too.”

That’s his belt…in your hand.

So for now I’m just going to hold onto this.. until we find another use for it…” It really is all about the simple things..

Such an abundance of simple gestures…tied to such an abundance of different solutions..but do not worry..

He will be waiting.

"It wouldn't be right for me to enter in a lady's quarters"

You look to Varka with your head tilted to the side, a small pout playing into a frown as you hum.

"Its really okay. I've had Flins in here last night"

Varka's eyebrows shoot upwards,

"Flins...? You mean, the lightkeeper? He... stayed the night?"

You nod, "yes, of course. He slept on the table over there"

Varka looks over to the smaller table where you kept most of your luggage. He looks a little confused for a moment before he sighs, "ah, I see. I forgot you were aware of his... true nature. I assume he turned into a lamp"

You nod quickly with a smile, "yes, he doesnt sleep much, but when he does, he turns into one. Its very interesting"

Varka hums along in agreement before biting onto his bottom lip.

"Even still..." he starts, his eyes on yours, his stare is a little hot, "you shouldn't invite him over again. You're a lady, its not proper."

You smile softly and shake your head, "that I am, but I care little for those nonsense rules."

"They're not nonsense" he huffs, "you should take better care of yourself"

"Are you worried for me, sir Varka?"

Varka blushes at the way you've addressed him, your teasing tone has seemed to do a number on the elder man who groans softly.

"Of course i am" he hushes, "You're impossible sometimes"

"So is that a yes? You'll join me in my room?" Your eyes sparkle as you smile from ear to ear, looking at the man who frowns at you.

"Its a no." He states blandly before tugging onto your waist, pulling you in so you bump into his chest. Your heart pounds as you feel your bodies collide.

"But-" you look up to his eyes, they're stern, yet you notice them wavering as he leans in. His breath hitches, just as yours does,

"Behave" he mumbles into your lips before he lightly nudges your nose with his.

"You're no fun" you huff, your palms on his chest to push away at him, but he holds onto them instead.

You gulp a little when you feel him take a hold of your palms, only to place them near his lips.

Its your turn to fluster when Varka leaves a soft, tender kiss on your knuckles. His eyes, never leaving yours till hes leant back into your ear, whispering,

"Be good and I may just pay you a friendly visit. No more visitors till then, even if they transform into an inanimate object"

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likes, reblogs and comments are always appreciated <3 lots of love, chuu!

my ao3 & ko-fi !!!

throwback to my first writing abt varka to celebrate his release (⸝⸝> ᴗ•⸝⸝)

HEHEHEHEHEHE

imagine varka slowly losing his grip on chivalry over the course of time he spends with you. like he's REALLY trying to be a gentleman, but you just make it way too difficult to keep his thoughts completely pure. how is the grand master supposed to focus when he gets a peek at a sliver of your flesh when the hem of your top rides up during one of your sparring sessions? he swears up and down to himself it was just an innocent glance and nothing more.

not to mention how his eyes tend to wander down to your hands as you share drinks at the end of the night after one of your longer days out on patrol, noting the palpable difference in size between you two. what would your fingers feel like with his weaved between them? would you mind his calluses? did the scars bother you?

at the end of the day, none of that really mattered to him, because he thinks the one beside your pinky would look far better with a ring on it.

Anonymous asked:

reading damsel of devastation astonished me and i must say i adore your way of writing SO much! it genuinely captures emotions so well, your descriptions are absolutely amazing, and the depth you give characters is so refreshing!! though I must ask are you still active with your fanfiction? i’ve been missing you and your writing.. 😔

heyyyyy anon! thank you thank you thank you!!!! your feedback honors me so much omggg thank you you're too kind really. speaking about fanfiction i will absolutely be getting back to it in a near future and tbh i've been working on and of on the next chapters for about a year now while being my worst critic sorry.

reason why i just didn't release anything seriously- also through you i'm just realizing that people still read my book to which i am very surprised lmaooo

ANYWAYs! Long story short life got crazy and i had lost the motivation to continue The Damsel of Devastation, as well as i hadn't exactly lived the necessary things yet to give it a certain amount of needed depth, but i have now. Substance, yes!

so i'll rewatch bes and will be back for sure. thank you again anon, take care luv sic bye bye <3

forgot about this older animation from 2023; i haven't drawn him in a while but i want to get back to it!

ALERT🚨 ALERT🚨!!!
I have spotted a nigga!! He sounds like a nigga, hes voiced by a nigga, he looks like a nigga. I declare Jabber Wonger from Gachiakuta a certified nigga!!
Soooooooo.... Do my Melaninated Queens want a story orrrrr?

WE BEEN KNEW COME ON