I still hate how I look but the edge has been taken off a lot. I'm unhappy but from the age of 10 to 20 I feel like I was actively dying, just very slowly. There's maybe a little hope now, but I still can't shake the feeling that I will be horrendously sad and angry and lonely forever. But even when im in pain there is still beauty to experience. And i love my friends so much. I'm getting ffs soonish so like I'll be ok, can't rly complain too much ig.
Me as a boy. A guy could not look more "about to transition in a year or kill himself" than this.
Look at this rather scary one also. I didn't like taking photos of myself that weren't unpleasant in some way.
God he's so murderable. He so clearly wants to die anyway. He's toying with the idea of becoming an alcoholic. He's never seen himself as a person and doesnt think that he ever could. He thinks hes missing part of his soul, something very important that all real people have. Something you cant live without. He doesn't even have friends. He wants to love his family, but he doesn't. He's too pussy to even really hurt himself. He suffers silently like an animal and never complains. Why wouldn't you kill him?
Four-toed Worm Lizard (Bipes canaliculatus), family Bipedidae, found in the states of Guerrero and Michoacan, Mexico
- Closely related to the better known Mexican Mole Lizard, endemic to Baja California, Mexico.
- Both species are fossorial (burrowing), and virtually blind.
photograph by Reptiles4all
My transphobic mum has fearmongered obsessivley about hrt, saying shit like "diy hormones are like injecting any other drug from the street", "we need to monitor your blood pressure", "you seem to be catching colds more than before", but is very unconcerned about me smoking and offers me cigarettes/her vape without me even asking