Wilder and Lighter

currently constantly wet.

and by that I mean it's 36C/95F here and I am literally spraying myself with a mist bottle every few minutes because we don't have ACs here. Frog coded

had one of the most amazing hikes of my life on my recent vacation to Spain, I'm deep into my bead weaving hobby and actually good at it and make cute presents for my friends, my girlfriend is coming to visit for the weekend and it's lake weather. just a sum up of happy little things lately. Internet friends, what's your smoll or big happy little thing lately? <3

I've been pining for my friend for months. She asked me if I wanted to go on a date with her before I had the guts to. I asked her if she wanted to be my girlfriend two dates in so she wouldn't have to be brave twice.

My girlfriend (!!) takes me to petting zoos and to make wildflower bouquets and handmade stamps of the constellation of urs major we put outselves in. She refills my water bottle as soon as it's empty. I refill her hot water bottles as soon as it turns too cold. I take her to planetariums to see the stars even during daylight.

My unofficial WIP is this scarab bracelet I'm stitching for my friend. You do not wanna know how long this took

one more week of my stupid months long job training, and then another week until I have a short city trip. almost feel like I can breathe a little again.

getting an analog film camera was one of the best decisions in a while. it's such a vibe!

Taught myself to bead weave and made my first pendant. Ordered 10 more colors of beads. That's my wip today

poking head back in: oh...it's april fools.

my therapist told me that she is really impressed with me and that I really changed since we started. god tier compliment

dear tumblr diary, third psychiatrist sucks too

I can walk completely fine...for like 5 minutes then my left foot hurts. I swear my feet are divas like no other, wdym new shoes and going to the gym ONCE killed you like this. Helloooo

I went to a ice skating disco, wore a dress out without tights and ate fancy cake in the fancy part of the city and saw my parents for dinner and got my dad's nice sweaters to get buried in. This is me thawing with the winter.

ngl the hollanov fandom terrifies me. wdym there are like 300+ new fics a day. wdym there are 100+ new art works a day.

Giving all the Canadians a bretzel for your loss. And the Americans another bretzel because I can't be that mean.

Let's go...whatever team you all want me to root for lol

one quick hug for the heartbroken please

in other news I bought myself 6 dresses on this reseller site...guess my heart really got one ray of sunshine and felt like summer.