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april | 20s | bisexual | she/her | my writing | my ao3 | my edits | my art | my ko-fi

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hi! i don't know how to start this post so i'll just get to the point. my grandpa died yesterday. it was kind of a sudden, since he was talking with me in the morning and then he went into surgery and next thing i know, the doctors were telling me he was braindead and there was nothing else they could do to help him.

i hate hate hate that i have to do this right now when i should be grieving in peace with my mom, but my grandpa was also the one that paid for the apartment we're currently living in and for most of our expenses. so now we have 20 days to find a new place that we can afford just me and my mom, we have to pay a million pesos (1k dollars ish) to just cremate my grandpa and look for jobs that will pay better than we have right now.

so yeah, i know everyone's going through a lot right now, but if you can donate anything or commission anything, i'd really appreciate it. i mainly draw for 911 and the pitt, but since i'm desperate, i'll draw for any fandom you want me to. the commissions, as always, is whatever you can pay.

my ko-fi <-

i'll leave a few drawings below for the people who might not know me:

and yeah, thanks for even reading this post! <3

#financial aid #buddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buck x eddie #the pitt #mel x langdon #mel king #frank langdon #fanart #art #my art #artists on tumblr #911 #911 on abc

THEY'RE NOT GONNA SHOW SPIDERMAN ON THE SHIP?!?!??!! BC ITS NOT DISNEY?!?!?? im gonna throw up, im quitting my job.

my roommate has meta glasses. we have the same schedule. i cannot escape her. im gonna commit murder. i will get fired. it will be worth it.

#im at my wits end #the wits have ended #the wits are very much finished #april rambles

where's the whimsy in this world 😭

25 hour trip just to have to wake up at 7am and go to work immediately. who told me cruise life was a good idea

#jk jk i love it #but jfc im so tired #april rambles

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i saw someone from the us call argentina racist. FROM THE US. i'm sorry?????? yeah, we might have racism here but it is nowhere near the level as in the US??????? also, i'm so sick and tired of this anti argentina propaganda when the same people spitting in our faces are the ones that come here for free, public universities to get a diploma. the same people that are buying us out of our homes. the same people that start from zero, that open businesses here from scratch and make a very nice life for themselves. argentina is shit but you like it enough to live here????? LIKE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

#sorry i needed to rant #latin ppl sucking US and europe dicks i hope u know u look pathetic #april rambles

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"In another world" "in another life" no I refuse to accept that thought process actually. this is the only one I have and I want it in this one

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“i used to live there” is such a sad phrase. seeing places u used to live in is an odd thing. It’s like ‘i know where the best hiding place is in there. my bedroom was the one directly to the left as you walk in. i took my first steps on that flooring. i used to play in that yard with my grandma. she died two years ago. that was the only place i ever knew. those walls contain all of my childhood memories. i can no longer go there, but i know every corner like the back of my hand.’

themodernmaccabee

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having a hometown is such a fucked up concept. i grew up here so i do not want to stay here anymore. i miss it when i am away but once i am back i realise why i wanted to go away as far as possible from it. i am familiar with every corner of this place i did not realise when it slowly changed into something unrecognisable. i would probably like to be buried here but i'd rather die than live here

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all that and i havent killed myself yet i must really love this stupid fucking life

daisy chains <333

#olivia rodrigo #daisy chains festival #you look pretty sad for a girl so in love #ylpsfagsil #or #olivia rodrigo fanart #olivia rodrigo art #my art

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hello friendly reminder that you do not need a special occasion to use nice things! if you wait long enough your nice bath bomb won't be as fizzy! your favourite fruits will go out of season! candles are meant to be burned, not looked at! you're not enjoying your special tea if it's just sitting in your cupboard! you're allowed to have nice and special things on completely ordinary days! heck, it might just make that day special!!

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man sometimes friendship really is just "I saw this and knew it would give you psychic damage. please respond with agony" and then they do. and it's great

that person is so weird. you’re entitled to your opinion that you posted on your blog, and at the end of the day people disliking the fact louis watched and showed the footie game won’t truly affect him, so like people need to chill

people will go insane for the most mid, lukewarm takes. i promise u louis will not be crying reading my tumblr blog LMAO????

#april gets mail 💌#april rambles