I’d be hard-pressed to name another undertaking that brings you into quite such intimate contact with your own limitations.
I’d be hard-pressed to name another undertaking that brings you into quite such intimate contact with your own limitations. Still, there are days when you feel potent and powerful. There are days when you can barely keep up with your own words and, better yet, as they tumble out they strike you as both precise and eccentric, words only you could write. You feel gifted. You can feel, on the best days, that the language is coming through you as much as it is coming from you; that it’s emanating from your unconscious or from the atmosphere itself, or that you seem to have positioned yourself, that day, directly over the patch of floor where geysers of pure inspiration erupt unpredictably, with nothing under your chair but wood or linoleum or carpeting. You get those occasional flights, those experiences of yourself as a magical child, and it doesn’t matter if you’re writing about twelve dancing princesses or about cities crushed into rubble. It’s nothing as simple as stumbling into beauty. The magic is short-lived. On many days, writing is much like most other jobs. You arrive. You do your duty, until it’s time to leave for the day. What you’ve produced strikes you as neither bad nor good. You’ve filled X number of pages with X number of words. You go on. You go on because you never know when transfiguration, the swoop and the soar, might decide you’re due, and take you for another spin.
— Michael Cunningham, Unsayable: A Life in Writing (Random House, July 21, 2026)
