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@darlingletters

this life is sweet.

cover dissection...

1. red, white and black. all on the cover.

2. the arrow is very calla thorp coded 👀

3. the heart (lyra) and the arrow in the heart like 💘 (lyra & gray will end up together forever trust)

4. now we have black roses with red and black calla lilies (though i think the colours of the flowers are not so important, but the presence of the colours are)

5. the goblet, i assume, is the one in gr that they all drank from?

6. queen of spades card 👀 (avery?)

7. infinity / masquerade mask...

8. a key (as usual) and the gears turning

9. pearl necklace surrounding it all...

i searched the hawthorne brothers' names on the unsent project 🫣

first part of the blue one is lyra but she would NEVER say "i would do anything to have you love me", so i added the pink one (them before)

avery to jameson.

alisa to nash back then???

isaiah to xander bc he knows that xander thinks he abandoned him...

don't you find it funny that the downfall of this fandom might not be caused by

- the disagreements of whether avery should have ended up with jameson or grayson (as if there is still a question about this)

- or the discourse over eve and her questionable intentions

- or the fight between jameson and grayson about lyra

- or whether lyra is a good enough love interest for grayson or whether lyra is good enough in general (as if there is a question about this too, but do note that i am respectful of your differing opinions)

but by

- the multiple AI accusers?

to the above party,

if you are reading this, i hope you understand that baseless accusations on our fic writers will cause them to lose motivation and their spark to write. what happens then? no more fics. no more content.

these are the same people feeding us with the character interactions we so badly want to see, the same people answering your requests and putting time and effort into writing them, into making sure the dialogue, the tone, the thoughts, match the characters they are writing about.

i understand that AI is getting scary and it's getting more difficult to know what is AI and what isn't, but what's scarier and what has always been scary is jumping to conclusions. and even then, it's not only about jumping to conclusions.

yes, freedom of expression and freedom of belief.

yes, i understand that your intentions are good and you are worried about the content you are consuming and whether it has been AI-generated or not, but being brave enough to voice your concerns but not voicing them to the right people is not being brave.

is your intention really to address the matter of AI-generated writing and its numerous implications and unfairness to original fic writers (which i assume is why you refuse to support AI writing in the first place), or is it to cause unnecessary drama, which i strongly believe you don't want too?

sending asks to a *single* party about your concerns of *multiple* writers is placing unnecessary (and unwanted) pressure on that single party to ask your accused writers about their writing, when in fact, you, the one who is brave enough to accuse, the one who is brave enough to voice these concerns, should be brave enough to address the "accused" in question.

it is not okay to involve an external party (who is not even a writer, from what i have read from her blog) in your claims and concerns. she herself has mentioned that she is becoming stressed with all of your claims taking over her blog, and if i have to guess, she is uncomfortable and getting sick of it.

i repeat,

being brave enough to voice your concerns but not voicing them to the right people is not being brave.

i want to emphasise that it is not wrong to make accusations. you have every right to do so, as your concerns come from a place of good intention. people like you are the reason why difficult issues can be brought up, why space can be made for these issues to be solved.

with those good intentions in mind, i have a suggestion: maybe address the fic writers you believe to be using AI directly.

maybe ask them about it privately, voice your concerns respectfully, and i know they will clarify it with you.

with those good intentions in mind, please accept their clarifications with grace.

there are no more reasons to continue accusing them when they have graciously explained themselves.

with those good intentions in mind, and if your intentions do not include perpetuating the "AI writing accusation drama" as we can call it now,

i hope you will play your part so that the unrest in the fandom about this issue will cease.

let us continue making this platform a safe and peaceful one for all of us here.

much love <3

i hope you're not going to accuse this rant of being AI-generated. because if you do, i swear this time i'll ask xander to glitter bomb your bathroom.

nash hawthorne had never loved anything he didn't leave..... before libby grambs

grayson hawthorne had never loved anything that didn't leave him..... before lyra kane

jameson hawthorne had never loved anything that truly loved him back..... before avery grambs

xander hawthorne had never loved anything that saw the pain behind the laughter..... before maxine liu

the watcher (the lily) - calla thorp

the hand (the omega, the end) - alice hawthorne

the judge (the monoceros) - unknown, but it must be someone we know or related to someone we know

all female, all against powerful men, two related to powerful men (calla to orion, alice to tobias) so the third presumably also.

notes:

- it looks like once the hand appears, the target meets certain death– and it seems like the hand is the one who acts, the one who carries out the verdict of the judge

- the watcher is the spy, the one who gives information to the judge, the one who gives the warnings through the medium of calla lilies

- the judge gives judgment and tells the watcher and the hand what to do, presumably the "ultimate leader"

- tobias hawthorne sent calla lilies to lyra's father's funeral. he must have known something.

- tobias hawthorne once said he gave his inheritance to avery, to protect his grandsons from the people who would go after his legacy. what if vincent blake wasn't the only one?

- odette said, "if you know where to look, history tells the tale" – actual history? (gonna search it up)

- tobias hawthorne and odette morales were associated for a short time after alice hawthorne disappeared – is alice the crazy one, or did she leave to protect tobias from whoever the monoceros is?

- still don't know where this is going lol, but it seems like avery is one step closer to finding out

also, i'm going to need some help to refresh my memory, i have two questions:

1. how exactly did hannah die again?

2. how exactly did tobias die again? he said the doctor told him he only had a few months left to live or something right?

so! here's something i wrote when i first read tig two years ago, when i hadn't discovered the truth about emily, and when everything between avery and jameson was so... unclear. from avery's pov, (but not exactly, just inspired by this whole situation)

don't turn nothing into something.

i'm afraid that you're only in love with me as a coping mechanism from the ongoings in your life.

you're strong.

you've faced countless of obstacles, gotten hurt thousands of times, picked yourself back up and still look at the world with rose-tinted glasses.

but i'm not.

i can't help but ask if you're only in love with me as a coping mechanism.

a way to feel so that nothing could ever make you feel numb.

am i just part of your coping mechanism, another way for you to survive this turmoil?

are your rose-tinted glasses really rose-tinted, or are you just using me to cover up the stains on them?

you're strong.

but how much of your strength is weighing on my shoulders?

and how much of it will self-destruct when i'm gone?

when blueberry scones were just a sweet treat

and hawthorne was just a last name

when gray was just an eye colour

and cliff diving just a sport

when playing games and solving riddles were just for fun

and you could still hear "darling" without the g removed

when prague was just a place

before the inheritance games <3