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@danseuse-de-ballet / danseuse-de-ballet.tumblr.com

Rina. She/Her. Author. Bisexual. Slytherin. Libra rising, Stellium in the 1st.

𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ 1st house stelliums are fighters. Regardless of what sign that the stellium is in. They live through life the hard way, it's not that they don't have the ability to be soft and passive but everything around them forces them to be strong. Forcing that drive and anger, that fighting spirit to come out. Surprisingly they aren't ones to pick fights. It's just that the world, from the second they were born decided to pick them as their warriors. Suddenly, everyone has a bone to pick with you. Just like breathing, protection and defence become second nature.

parentified children: Peter and Susan

The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe (2005) / Amy Launder, Growing up too quickly: parentified children / I saw the tv glow (2024) / @self-molded-clay / Tabitha Suzama, Forbidden / @daddyjackfrost / V.C. Andrews, Flowers in the Attic / House of the Dragon / Encanto (2021), Surface Pressure / Game of Thrones / Prince Caspian (2008) / Hozier, From Eden / Alkaline Trio, Mr. Chainsaw / Mitski, First Love, Late Spring

"What kind of music do you like?" Oh you know....women screaming music, haunted women music, women stifling sobs music, women crying out in desperation music, women evoking folktales and old gods music, violent women music, women having fun music, women screaming out vows of love and devotion music, women taking revenge music, women moaning music.....

Anonymous asked:

with the way you talk i can 1000% tell you're dating a man. just another american bisexual who lives the same outward reality as a straight woman and has all the 1st world privilleges but can't shut up about how queew🥺 she is.......

An American?

LMAO. The confidence of someone who knows nothing. 😂

So funny. You really think you know what you're talking about, don't you?

Let me stop you right there.

1. I don't date men. Cute assumption, though. Really shows how your brain works - anyone who talks about queerness with confidence must secretly be straight-passing and "pretending"? That's not insight. That's just recycled biphobia.

2. "First world privileges" - baby, I live in one of the most homophobic countries in the world. Where people get fired for being queer. Where "gay propaganda" laws exist. Where holding hands with someone of the same gender can get you harassed or worse. But sure, tell me more about my cozy first-world bubble.

3. "Can't shut up about how queer she is" - you know why? Because visibility in a place that wants you invisible is survival. Because young queer kids in my country are watching, and they need to see someone who refuses to be silent. You're not mad that I'm queer. You're mad that I'm loud about it.

4. And finally - the fact that you felt the need to send this anonymously? That tells me everything. You don't want a conversation. You want to feel superior. But all you did was out yourself as someone who bullies strangers online based on stereotypes.

I've survived internalized homophobia, self-hatred, fear, and a country that would prefer I didn't exist. A sad little anonymous message from someone who thinks they can diagnose my life from a few paragraphs? That's not a burn. That's a badge of honor.

Stay mad. I'll stay queer. 🌈

watching a character not only stripping themselves entirely of their identity for purely selfish reasons, but also stealing and burying someone else’s identity in the process, just to save the one and only thing they believe in, is a quite rigorous, yet silent sort of psychological horror that I witnessed after watching the art of sarah

Anonymous asked:

I named a lucas playlist after one of your shitposts btw. The (voice of guy who will defy fate to save you) 'I don't care' one. Thank you for your inspo.

OMG stop it 😭❤️ I'm actually honored?

Also, "the voice of a guy who will defy fate to save you and says 'I don't care'" — that's EXACTLY the Lucas energy we deserve. Protective!Lucas supremacy.

Thank YOU for creating and for letting me be a tiny part of your inspiration ❤️