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Jo, 30, he/him

The James Hathaway angst fic starter pack

There are many great smutty and trope-y Lewis/Hathaway fics on AO3 that I have skipped here to focus on Hathaway's self-loathing and the fear of being loved. (I've recced several of these before but it's useful to have them all in one post, so thank you for the excuse @corporalmaladict)

(Gen; Lewis/Laura Hobson; Physical Trauma; Dysfunctional Family; 50k; T)

Lewis thought it was amazing, in retrospect, that no one had ever shot Hathaway before.

(Hathaway/Lewis/Hobson; Hurt/Comfort; Trauma; Insomnia; T; 41k)

And then Robbie finds James’s head has suddenly returned to his shoulder, James’s face turned in so his expression is hidden from both of them. Ah, lad. He’s just in a right, silent state.

(James Hathaway/Robert Lewis; Asexuality; Canon-Typical Violence; 45k; T)

All in all, it’s a pleasant end to his walk on the Camino.  With the exception of being arrested for murder, of course.

(Hathaway/Lewis, Lewis/Hobson; G; 3k)

Lewis and Dr. Hobson gently fall for each other. James watches.

The Murder of Chen Yang by Jackie_Thomas

(Hathaway/Lewis; Case Fic; MI5; Alternate Universe; Not Rated; 11k)

"They approached me at Cambridge."
I cannot make speeches, Emma…If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more. But you know what I am. You hear nothing but truth from me. I have blamed you, and lectured you, and you have borne it as no other woman in England would have borne it.

i need help. i'm a filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and i'm the breadwinner to a disabled household.

i'm getting laid off at work by the end of the month because i can't relocate, without any prospect yet. i don't think i'll be able to get the same salary.

quite honestly we have a lot of expenses for the month, but every dollar counts, since the conversion rate is high to philippine peso. any amount helps. my mother has a tumor close to her ear and needs to eat healthily.

priority expenses:

  • grocery - $275
  • 2 bottles of concerta - $300

less priority expenses:

  • bills and rent - $200
  • 1 psychiatric session - $50
  • 2 therapy sessions - $60

i'm a writer so if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here.

money problems have been making me so unstable these past weeks. i need all the help i can get. please help me, i'm so desperate.

It's terribly simple. The good guys are always stalwart and true. The bad guys are easily distinguished by their pointy horns or black hats. And we always defeat them and save the day. No one ever dies and everybody lives happily ever after.

ANTHONY STEWART HEAD as Rupert Giles

decentralize and clean up your life!!!

feel free to add more alternatives, resources or advice in the reblogs or replies, and i'll add them to the main post <3

last updated: march 18th 2025

hey, filipino lesbian with bipolar and adhd and breadwinner to a disabled household, soon to be unemployed if i don't get a new job soon. i need some assistance with my personal and household expenses:

  • 2 bottles of concerta - $300
  • 1 psychiatric session - $50
  • a month's worth of groceries - $250

a total of $600.00.

a dollar is huge when converted to philippine peso so any amount helps. thank you.

(or, if you'd like to get some of my zines, purchase them here)

numbah one rule of headaches is keep looking at that screen and turn the brightness alllllllllll the way up… and a little electronic music couldn’t hurt.. if that’s your style

Favorite Media - 2025

Books

  • Belly of the Beast: The Politics of Anti-Fatness as Anti-Blackness by Da'Shaun L. Harrison
  • Black on Both Sides: A Racial History of Trans Identity by C. Riley Snorton
  • The Buffalo Hunter Hunter by Stephen Graham Jones
  • The Dream Hotel by Laila Lalami
  • Enemy Feminisms: TERFs, Policewomen & Girlbosses Against Liberation by Sophie Lewis
  • Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel: Stories by Julian K. Jarboe
  • Intersexualization: The Clinic and the Colony by Lena Eckert
  • The Reformatory: A Novel by Tananarive Due
  • Tell Me I'm Worthless by Alison Rumfitt

Film and Television

  • I'm a Virgo (2023) Directed by Boots Riley
  • The People's Joker (2022) Directed by Vera Drew
  • Sinners (2025) Directed by Ryan Coogler

Video Essays

  • After the Blue Pill: I Saw the TV Glow, The Matrix, and Trans Gnostic Stories by Ramblebable
  • Are Americans Irish? by The Leftist Cooks
  • Evil Children - Autism & Horror Movies by Ember Green
  • The Fascism of Happiness by marsintheory
  • Global Care Chains: How Neoliberal Migration Crisis is Causing Fascism! by JohntheDuncan
  • How to Advocate for Sudan (and how not to) by Politically Depressed
  • How to Think Like a Vietnamese Communist: Historical Materialism by Luna oi!
  • How Women Become Carceral Feminists by Olurinatti
  • Mukbangs: The New Crusade Against Fatness by Shanspeare
  • So you think Imperialism doesn't affect you?? That's because you don't know what it is by Mordecai Ogada
  • Trans Day of Vanishing by Lily Alexandre
  • Why Are All the Social Democrats Liberal Zionists? Deculturation will Explain by Millennials Are Killing Capitalism Live!

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It's my pleasure to announce the Longlist for Best Transfeminine Fiction in the 2025 TFR Reader's Choice Awards!

This year, TFR recognizes 14 titles from every genre and section of the industry 🩷

Thank you to everyone who voted early to craft this list! Voting ends December 26th at 11:59 PM EST.

The Longlist:

  • Lessons in Magic and Disaster by Charlie Jane Anders
  • A Mask for the Sun by Kay F. Atkinson
  • Magica Riot: Full Bloom by Kara Buchanan
  • Disappoint Me by Nicola Dinan
  • Black Flame by Gretchen Felker-Martin
  • Keeping the Peace by Tris Husband
  • A Hungry Light by Zin Nabelle
  • Glitch Girl! by Rainie Oet
  • Stag Dance by Torrey Peters
  • Woodworking by Emily St James
  • A/S/L by Jeanne Thornton
  • A Rotten Girl by Jemma Topaz
  • Machines of Consent by Sophia Turner
  • One of the Boys by Victoria Zeller