everytime a shy, unassuming, weird and slightly off-putting girl starts curiously trying he/him pronouns, an angel gets its wings
since posting this about a year prior I have been insulted and harassed by transphobic and misogynistic postings nonstop. I had to turn anon off permanently after countless messages of vitriol ranging from rape threats (very feminist), the assertion that I am a self-hating dumb broad who cannot be trusted with my own autonomy (very feminist), or that I am a self-absorbed, disgustingly masculinized, corrupted presence which is preying on young girls and "tricking" them into transition as a means to escape gendered violence; as if taking up he/him pronouns would ever undo or dissuade misogyny instead of just advance it lol. ironically, it proves its point. in response to my autonomy, my body is invasively portrayed as a predator's—my story a predator's story—even if that body is still one which is ceaselessly misogynized. it's intending to further misogynize autonomous expression in hopes of subduing it. these examples of which are not even a fraction of real life experiences faced day by day due to visible sexual diversity.
I am intersex with an intersex body, one which has been forcibly de-gendered of womanhood and simultaneously punished for its biological deviance away from it. no one is owed my story, but which my decisions to transition towards femininity while keeping my pronouns he / him are both my business and something which is not predatory. but even speaking a jocular positive towards the very idea of a woman—or otherwise the implication of a gender minority—choosing for themself is met with such stomach-churning vitriol, that I just feel weighed down. we'll never be free bro.
relistening to past episodes with soren in them like a widow looking through photos of her late husband who died in war
drawing done for @driceberg2763 s rarepair,,
ALL MY ART FIGHT ATTACKS THIS YEAR!
Including revenge
Thanks everyone who attacked, me this was SUCH a fun year!
Every year I use art fight as a way to step out of my comfort zone and try techniques I haven’t done before. This year I focused a lot on rendering so I didn’t make as many pieces but I’m still happy with what I did make!
