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@brainrotdotorg

orangegaytor on ao3, icon by maykitz

new pinned post ok!!!!!!

hello !! i'm alex, she/he, girlboy, 23

disco elysium, project hail mary, outer wilds, pluribus, portal, severance, mouthwashing, dr who, studio ghibli, tf2, slay the princess, D20, furry shit, other things as well

i draw! i write (my ao3)! i make dumb posts and i love to talk so feel free to chatter with me any time!! for the most part this is a bona fide sillyzone so don't expect anything of substance from me lmao

my ko-fi if you like my posts you should give me money.

my commissions post please please please send me a message if you want a comm because they are OPEN

here there be 18+ content too so no minors please and thank you.

(quietly) boyish trainer who buys beautiful ribbons and bonnets and elegant dresses for his gardevoir and acts like his interest in the fashion is simply to be a better trainer

and then one day the gardevoir stumbles upon him rifling through its closet. ribbons carefully plaited through slightly-too-long hair. dress fitted and padded to form. flushed like a tomato. and then she

+6 252+ SpA Gardevoir Moonblast vs. 0 HP / 0 SpD Ralts on a critical hit: 2208-2598 (1120.8 - 1318.7%) -- guaranteed OHKO

Positive affirmations:

  • I shall cut down all who stand in my way
  • I shall cut down all who stand in my way
  • I shall cut down all who stand in my way
  • I shall cut down all who stand in my way
  • I shall cut down all who stand in my way

love the trope where an authoritative side character pointedly pretends not to help the hero they’re not supposed to be helping by saying shit like “well I can’t just let you wander around up to the THIRD FLOOR where you could just FIND THE THING YOU NEED in the FIRST ROOM ON THE LEFT. And under no circumstances should you USE THE KEY FROM UNDER THE MAT. I wish I could help you, but I CAN’T. Now excuse me, I need to take this phone call for the next 37 minutes EXACTLY.”

My doctor did that for me once. I had to get an expensive brain scan and she was like ‘do you smoke?’ and I was like ‘no’ and she was like “well that’s a pity because the government will pay for this expensive brain scan if you had been a smoker so - do you smoke?” 🤣🤣🤣 I was like ‘yes’ and she’s like ‘oh wow then this scan will be free’

xena gave us trans drag lesbianism as a treat

There are layers to this. Earlier in the episode, Xena discovers her secret while they're sharing a locker room. A woman she has got naked with turned out to be trans. It's the exact scenario terfs are always fear-mongering about, but Xena just shrugs it off.

Also, the kiss was a big deal not just because it was gay but because the trans actress was HIV positive. They wanted to show the world that you can't contract HIV just from kissing someone. Bear in mind, the AIDS crisis was still fresh on people's minds in the 90s.

Happy Pride.

take a moment to read my words. i need your help. my life is torture due to my circumstances. i'm not asking for money if you can't spare any. i've been homeless for years and have tried everything possible to escape.

i dont need people to know what to say. i don't need advice. i dont need sympathy. i don't need 'i'm so sorry this is happening to you' ive had plenty of that stuff over the years and i dont care for it anymore. it does nothing for me. it bounces right off.

i need action. i need help. literally anything. there's so many easy ways to help me that cost nothing.

click the share button on my youtube videos. you dont have to share the link for that to boost my videos in the algorithm. like the videos. set the playlists to run while you do other things. you can leave them on mute, i don't care.

boost the posts here. share the music, tell people what my situation is and that im working very hard to get out of it. tell them i need stable income, and any contribution helps. if they say they wish they could help but can't afford it/dont have a job, mention the no-cost ways they can help me that are in this post.

link the bandcamp and patreon. on reddit, instagram, tiktok, discord, fucking facebook, i dont care where. literally anywhere. throw fliers into the streets idk. i cant do all that because im just one person surviving a nightmare, and making the music on top of it.

i have instagram and tiktok as well but i don't have the energy to post there much. search for timeless interval and you should find both of them. both of them point to my bandcamp and patreon so even views on those could help. if any of them happen to get a lot of followers, i would divert some energy to marketing on those.

if you can spare anything, join the patreon. donations are great, but the patreon income is what is really going to bring me out of this. even $1/mo is fine. even joining as a free member could help. it takes a few seconds to make an account if you don't have one already.

bandcamp sales are good too. don't wait until bandcamp friday unless there's one happening within the week (next one is august).

i'm still asking for donations occasionally because these income streams are not enough to even feed me every day. if you donate regularly, i appreciate you, but consider joining the patreon instead. i will still get your contributions but in a form that's easier to keep track of and count as progress. i can't show a landlord donation income, but i can show patreon and bandcamp income.

i'm closer this month to being able to sustain myself with the income rather than asking for donations, so soon enough the ebegging will actually slow down signficantly and be reserved for extra things like getting to important appointments or times when the bandcamp sales dip, as long as i get enough income to not need it anymore

i am nowhere near being safely housed. nowhere near it. if my growth doesn't speed up significantly, it will take over a decade to get to that point. during which time, my car could be towed, my laptop could break, my dad could shut off my data, my ID could expire again, i could get harassed by police, things will generally get more and more difficult, and my health will slowly fade over time. every single moment of my life is misery. even my dreams are not pleasant anymore. please do what you can to help me. if you can spare money, support my income. if not, there are so, so many ways to help me that cost you nothing but a few minutes of your time.

I’m pretty sure he’s trying to get a candy from Kim’s pocket... And The check was successful, I guess.

idk some people just feel threatened by anyone being unapologetically themselves even when they aren’t hurting anyone because it brings up the possibility that the rules are made up and the points don’t matter and that’s an uncomfortable thought