I feel a little like I’m imposing by asking this of strangers, but if at all possible, if you ever find yourself referring to me, please have it be with 'they/them' pronouns. I’ve only recently aired this on Bluesky, but at this point I would like to start taking baby steps towards feeling a little less miserable. My social circles have shrunken to a point where this won't really affect me, it feels silly of me to even want to make this point, but I would like to be happy. I want to feel it for once. I'm so lonely, man. If I stop bubbling over with self hatred surely I can become someone deserving anything.