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Hi I'm Audi! I draw a lot.
Interests: TADC, Murder Drones, RWBY, Animaniacs/Looney Tunes, The Magnus Archives, Dreamworks Trolls.
Drawing is just a hobby of mine, so thank you for your patience.
Edit [4.9.25] Hi please don't repost my stuff elsewhere😭 TY
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Asking because I like your world building and have no idea how to transfer this condition to drones or if it’s possible. I have a yumesona/s/i oc for murder drones that I want to give the drone equivalent of iron deficiency/anemia. My body just doesn’t store iron like it should which leads me to be iron deficient and at risk for anemia. Any ideas?
Awe, I'm happy to help! Keep in mind this is all suggestions of how I could see similarities, heavily influenced by headcanons and my own interpretations.
Damaged internal hardware like a bad battery, malfunctioning processing software, or (more temporary) bad filters resulting in inefficient oil filtering, causes similar symptoms of fatigue, weakness, and dizziness.
Supplements taken could be used to boost their power intake, or replace the parts damaged by poor filtration/hardware damage.
A Drone's body holding less oil than typical capacity causing low oil pressure resulting in poor circulation in the extremities.
Stuttering or broken fans can imitate the shortness of breath, aches/pains.
They may need oil infusions / oil changes often to keep up with the rate their body goes through the material!
There may not be a 1:1 comparison, but plenty of ways to imitate the symptoms and assistance those with anemia may require.
Thought I'd do a small little thing for my friends since we had a little squad group.
Serial Designation: D belongs to me (ally) Serial Designation: A belongs to @audiart (omnisexual polyamorous) Brick belongs to @skewedcanvas (genderless)
Go check those two out for their beautiful art pieces!
Commissioned @derangedlali for Uzi/Nori's choker, I absolutely adore how it came out. I sent her my pendant from the official merch, and she fitted it perfectly!! Please go check out her incredible works, all of them are made with so much love and care.
Lali also made this bonus itty bitty Uzi and needles to say I'm obsessed and delighted by her mere existence. THANK YOU!!!!!
Since I've been working on that MD post, listening to my sad little liminal tunes as one does while drawing, I thought about what/how much N means to Uzi, and what it means to Be Someone.
What does it mean to be an individual. Sapient and with traits. What even are traits, how can one define their self. Through stereotypes? Through such superficial things as what we like, how we dress?
Uzi likes her hot topic stuff. She presents herself as a goth through clothes, and she seems to associate this with an edgy sort of personality. But that's such a damn mask. We can see it right in the first episode - *this* bitey angry girl is a shield, because goddamnit if she doesn't have it drawn then that's just asking to be hurt, isn't it?
She *is* angry deep down, at injustice, but she's also a confused distraught kid with nobody to lean on. No place, no one to find safety in - no home despite having a place to lie her head down.
And then N shows up and he's hurt too, but doesn't have it in him to successfully mask who he really is (boy's shit at lying + too nice). His inherent vulnerability to the world that stings him over and over again with others, unintentionally peels off Uzi's mask.
And who is she without it?
She's a reassuring gentle smile. Worried searching eyes. A goofy jokester. A little bit shy, flustered, giddy mess. She's a kind, loving, listening idiot that's ready to throw herself into hell for someone dear to her.
She is all this normally. Buried deep as a survival tactic. (And she is so damn strong too, because despite being a kind person deep in there, she doesn't allow anyone to break her.) But she finally could experience herself free thanks to someone finally being genuine and warm, giving her the invintation to find a home in him. Through her interactions with her home, N, we get to slowly meet the true Uzi Doorman.
We are defined by reactions and reactions within relationships, and he was a key for both us and her.
I feel that a lot of people miss this in Uzi's characterization. Yeah she's the bitey, angry and spiteful little menace at times...
But they forget that at her core, she's actually kind.
She had every right to leave N dying at the doors after J stabbed him. For all she knew this was the guy that killed her mom. The reason her dad neglected her for all these years. Hell, he's the reason her dad left her just a few minutes ago.
But she stayed.
She saw the wounded and hurt boy who was just doing as he was programmed to, who had the wool pulled over his eyes and got a reality check in the worst way possible by someone he looked up to. She looked at him, saw herself...and she wasn't sure if she liked that or not. So she took the higher road (while still passing it off as a 'fiiiine I'll help...but only because we'll be even then'.) and helped him.
There's far too many stories and comics and other things out there with her being this absolutely horrible person to N...to everyone. Because "well, she's an angry and bitey teenager so she gets to be horrible!" but that's not the truth like, at all.
Yeah, she's got a bit of a god complex...but when she realizes she f*cked up, she goes to fix what she's done. Which is a lot more to say about her than some other people I know...
This teenage girl had the world turn its back on her. So she threw up walls to keep herself and that little spark of hope she still had kindled, that hope of someone caring about her and treating her like she mattered. That she wasn't something to throw away...like she'd been treated most of her life. I know this is rich coming from me since I'm one of Khan's greatest defenders but like...yeah, he f*cked up. Intentionally or unintentionally, there's no skirting around that. He neglected her...whether that was out of grief from losing Nori and being unable to look at Uzi due to their similarities or devotion to protect his and Nori's Greatest Work it doesn't matter. (though he gets better at trying to make it up to his baby girl, I'll fight people on that bite me.)
And then. And THEN. Here comes this golden retriever wolf boy. Who shattered every barrier just because he is who he is. Who gently hopped over the walls she threw up and sat next to her to tend that little spark of hope until it became a blaze. A blaze that eventually was strong enough to stand up against the devil itself.
Then the camp happened and she just...broke. Everything went upside down again. She was losing control of her body, gaining new powers she didn't understand...hell there was flesh growing out of her when there really should not be!! She was scared and hurting and confused so she lashed tf out. Which was kinda natural.
Her fear wasn't that N was going to think she was a monster. Her fear was that he, this source of light in her world that had been so dark for so long...was going to abandon her. Like everyone else in her life, her mom...her dad...her classmates...everyone had done to her before. And that scared her more than anything.
Uzi's a very complex character. People just look surface level and see "Oh god a scene kid with god complex and god powers ew." But that's just who she is. She's soft where no one can see, but hard and sharp edges that refuse to be sanded down everywhere else.
Because she had to learn to be that way.
And that actually breaks my heart a little bit.
Did this on a whim just now. I didn't sleep at all tonight and ik I probably could've made this look way better if I just waited till I was rested but I can't be botheredddd I just wanted to make something stupid with these threediots (very clever new word I just made up)
Idk if anyone else outside this site has done this animation before with this ship but if not then if anyone else wants to take this idea and make it their own u got my full permission lmao
Why did cyn get a good ending but not j i just think its kinda unfair once you realize that j had no choice in the matter and couldn’t rebel against the solver neither was she given an opportunity to change sides she was still cyns admin and if she tried to escape she would be forced to fight or have her memories erased
She deserves to join the trio/polyamory too she needs a happy ending she shouldn’t be alone and isolated for being rightfully scared of the solver it’s just kinda unfair once you think about it
Oh this isn't the end :3c Keep in mind things are still progressing lol
While I do love full company, my AU will not be featuring it as a ship. Not every Happily Ever After needs romance to be fulfilling. Sometimes things end up unfair and that's just life
J's current suffering is mostly self inflicted as she is a very prideful person, and though the door may be open to her to approach and settle in the bunker, she does not appreciate handouts that seemingly come from a place of pity, no matter who they come from.
Cyn still has her own problems to handle too which will happen in time esp concerning the dynamic me and my friends have been toying around with in Cyn/Lizzy.
I also find it very amusing when evil women get away with things heheee so yes Cyn did get away with it. And continues to get away with it, +14 years after the fact
How old is everyone? ^^
Presently, Uzi, Thad, and Lizzy are around 30-35 (C9 Gen 1, first wave to be born from UNNs are all around this age now)
N, V, and J are older than that but unknown / they're robots and programmed to be adults so whatever
Khan and Nori are somewhere in their 60-70s (Though some C9 Gen 0s are much older too)
Porter is 11
Cyn is the oldest though, and her age is unknown
