"...because i have loved so deeply..."

It would be easy to turn to drugs and alcohol to numb the pain and sense of hopelessness sometimes but I don't want to take the easy way out and I don't want to be anybody but me. My intense depth of feeling, the sense of foreloreness, the ups and downs, they're all me and I don't want to be anyone else but me for as long as I live.

I never want to become numb, I never want to become desensitized or apathetic, I always want to have the capacity to feel hurt and sadness and shock at bad things, I never want these things to be so normal that I don't feel anything anymore!

Wait wow I always know when I need me!

They should invent a cry for help that has zero negative effects on anybody and also that makes everyone treat you like a little animal in a cardboard box. But everyone’s cool with it because you’re a cute little animal and not an adult human that needs to get their shit together to stay alive

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every r/relationship_advice post: first of all I want to clarify I could not ask for a more perfect and loving husband. anyway every day he tries to kill me,

Morgiana (Juraj Herz, 1972)

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Overbodice of black beads

1900s

Museum of Vancouver

I found this on the public printer yesterday and now it's part of our decor and I'm kind of obsessed

Me doing IFS training

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mimajhn

rotting flesh & heat waves