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here is an uh, warning, based on experiences i have had in the past with multiple versions of this if you have intrusive thoughts and OCD, taking psychadelics runs a risk of making these much worse, potentially in the medium-long term. the reason being here that the salience-amplification and plasticty and thoughts-unbound-from-self can be not great things to be running while having these badly now, in my understanding, psychedelics are sometimes noted as benefiting, rather than making worse, OCD. i can buy that, it might be YMMV. but speculatively, maybe a distinction is: if the fears here are more "internal" rather than "external", that is, less that you are afraid you will suddenly do something sudden and concrete and more that say, you are afraid of adopting certain worldviews, believing certain things, or having certain like orders of priorities in life or caring about some things more or less, then that might be more reason for psychadelics to harm rather than help: because the plasticity and salience boosting seems like its actually directly having the feared outcome, and honestly to some extent might even actually move things in the direction of it for real (by attaching negative feelings to something, by salience not being fully isolated from subconscious belief or feeling, etc.). which is uh, worrying

ideologically i am pretty pro-psychadelics, i dont think psychadelics are bad, but i have never seen anyone really describe... how bad this can get and i felt i should write something

this post tbh is probably one of the few things i wrote here on this iteration of my blog that actually has a chance of mattering so im gonna make it my pin. like i do wanna emphasize that the risk here IME is both a really severe worsening of intrusive thoughts and, to some extent, genuinely shifting your basic instincts/emotions/epistemic inclinations in ways that are actively worse in whatever direction youd find particularly upsetting such that youd fixate on it in the first place

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Chinese and Japanese already have compounds for "capitalism", but I always thought it would be funny if they read Adam Smith and decided to adopt 无形手道 (the Way of the Invisible Hand) instead.

From the message board riffing on an RPG "Caucasian Adventures".

Clearly we need some secret societies. The Order of the Invisible Hand Caucasia's material prosperity comes at a terrible price. While it may appear that merchants, artisans, and shopkeepers buy and sell freely, in truth their every action is dictated by the sorcery of the Invisible Hand. This secret society is also known as the Freemasons or the Jews: the former for their massive, foreboding temples built at no cost by conscript labor (hence "free masonry"), the latter for their secret troves of gems and jewelry. In their fortified marble vaults, or "banks," the Order holds magical "mortgages" (literally "death gauges") on almost every home in Caucasia, which they can use to cause the windows and doors to seal up, trapping the hapless inhabitants in a process known as foreclosure. The Order of the Invisible Hand uses its power to ruin not only individual businesses that defy its will, but entire cities and even nations. Their minions, the diminutive but deadly Gnomes of Zurich, strike for double damage from behind but will flee from a face-to-face fight. Against the most serious threats, they frequently hire the heavily armed Cowboys of Big Oil. The leadership of the Order is notoriously secretive, but key figures include the wizened oracle Alan Greenspan; the undying sorceror Paul Voldemort; the 13th-level Jew Henry Fnord, who prophesied that the people could have whatever they desired, as long as it was black; the anti-paladin warlord General Motors, notorious for declaring that whatever is good for him is good for the country; and E.F. Hutton, whose sorcery compells people to listen whenever he speaks. Their arch-enemies are Karl Marx and his mad Marx Brothers, who along with their ally, the 10th level Bard/3rd level Ideologist John Lenin, quest endlessly to destroy the Order's its most sacred artifact, the invisible Hand of Smith. The Hand is said to have belonged to an ancient necromancer named Adam Smith who wrote the Order's holy book, The Wealth of Nations. It is rumored that Smith made himself into a lich and still rules the Order from a secret catacomb deep beneath Wall Street in Caucasia's capital, the dread City of London. [EDITED to make it even worse…]
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the thing about "people have talked about it you're just 21" is that it's not really "young people are stupid" it's more "if you come into an academic discussion you should know what people have said on the matter lest you talk out your ass"

Research is the PPE that prevents you from taking sick burns during a flame war.

this is not the context of the post this comes from at all. what classified it as an "academic discussion"?

imagine someone said something like "we dont talk enough about the danger of inhaling wood smoke" and someone said "actually we talk about it all the time you are just 21". whats going on here? like, sure, the dangers of inhaling wood smoke are a known fact for a long time, there have been various official studies. on the other hand: people sure dont seem to be acting with adequate caution about it. it is often ignored. just because its been talked about before doesnt mean its talked about enough. and why presume the speaker is ignorant of the studies that already exist? for all we know they are very well aware and its informing their perspective. like, this is not some unambiguous knockdown response tbh now imagine people take this exchange as a meme emblematic of like, someone coming into a discussion and not knowing prior conversations. they imagine it necessarily is about the health establishment specifically for some reason, and not what is talked about in some general sense, and they imagine it being covered before is necessarily adequate for whatever the current state is even in health academia. that all seems... kind of silly right?

like ok for context this is the twitter exchange and idk I feel like it's reading a lot into op. "In woke 1.0 we never reconciled that..." so to me this seems like she is asking about like, a resolution to this being the social situation somehow. she never claimed it was never talked about extensively - she claims it wasnt "reconciled"! honestly, to me it looks like a plain failure of reading comprehension on the part of the respondent, but I don't claim to model what they believe or mean exactly either

amd the other thing is that this all implies "subjective" judgements on what would be adequate, and we don't know op wasn't reasonably well informed about the recent past - just that she doesn't think it was adequate

and i still have no idea where the assumption of an academic setting came from

that one nazi 4chan post about k-on is kinda like the "cartoons you like as a kid are secretly leftist"/"the real punk rock is self care" intersection but for evil people

The horrifying incident happened in May, the publication reports, when a small twin-engine medevac aircraft carrying two pilots and two medical workers departed from Roswell, New Mexico. Heading West for the small mountain village of Ruidoso, the crew became the victim of an electronic warfare exercise being conducted at the nearby White Sands Missile Range, a test which rendered their navigational system inoperable.
Due to a combination of low visibility and an air-traffic control that was stretched far beyond capacity — at least three other planes reported navigation disruptions due to the GPS jamming — the pilots failed to register a mountainous formation between their plane and the landing strip.
Unfortunately, the disoriented crew ran straight into the side of a mountain they likely never saw, resulting in the loss of every life on board. It’s the first known instance where military GPS jamming played a role in downing a civilian plane in US airspace. Reported incidents of GPS jamming within the continental US have skyrocketed in recent years. According to the Aircraft Owners and Pilots Association, the number of GPS interference events went from four in 2020 to 50 in 2024, and 40 across 2025.

oh man

You know how when you're really thirsty you drink some water and then you're like ahhhhhhhh, yeah, that was just what I needed. That sounds vacuous but I mean about how in that moment you're suddenly very aware that all drinks apart from straight-up normal water are mere toys, and water is all you really need to drink, water is the one true object of all the thirsts you've ever thirsted and ever shall thirst. It's just what you need. Well basically I really wish that same thing existed for food, I guess I'm fine with the endless variety of food that exists, it's allowed to exist, but there should be one perfectly basic food substance underlying them all that always feels right to eat when you're hungry, that just gives uncomplicated reliable hunger-satisfaction and is actually the correct answer answer to "what should I eat". I'm pretty sick of the fact that you have to actively vary the food you eat and try to have a healthy balanced diet, I'm even sick of having to figure out what foods I like and preferences and cravings change randomly and stuff like that. I want one food. Water is so good.

not how water tastes to me (unfortunately?). it feels somewhere between bland and unpleasant and unless I flavor it in some manner or have something with electrolytes I struggle to drink enough to stay hydrated consistently rip

scott alexander loves hereditarian bullshit no matter how much the claims he relies on get trashed over and over again. this is just not remotely true

ive never read bullshit jobs but ive always found the posts which are wildly popular around rationalist tumblr saying the phrase is nonsense and/or used badly in the book like... a negative amounts of convincing

I don't understand how this is even a defence in the age of drone warfare.

Or even like... Cannon warfare.

Yeah, the Ottomans could have taken this in the fourteenth century.

Yeah, the Ottomans

could have taken this in the

fourteenth century.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

shipping containers are also not that strong and also only cheap/relatively accessible to use if you live somewhere where shipping containers just end up

Fun fact about shipping container houses is that because so many shipping containers are used to transport hazardous materials and are unsuitable to live in for contamination reasons, it's often easier to make them out of entirely new, unused shipping containers than to source appropriate second hand ones. Which destroys the entire purpose of shipping container houses. Because we already know how to make rooms that are cheaper, better insulated, and more spacious and easy to acquire and transport than brand new shipping containers.

... where do the guards live. in the walls? unless those watchtowers arent even manned until theres been an alert

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the thing about "people have talked about it you're just 21" is that it's not really "young people are stupid" it's more "if you come into an academic discussion you should know what people have said on the matter lest you talk out your ass"

Research is the PPE that prevents you from taking sick burns during a flame war.

this is not the context of the post this comes from at all. what classified it as an "academic discussion"?

imagine someone said something like "we dont talk enough about the danger of inhaling wood smoke" and someone said "actually we talk about it all the time you are just 21". whats going on here? like, sure, the dangers of inhaling wood smoke are a known fact for a long time, there have been various official studies. on the other hand: people sure dont seem to be acting with adequate caution about it. it is often ignored. just because its been talked about before doesnt mean its talked about enough. and why presume the speaker is ignorant of the studies that already exist? for all we know they are very well aware and its informing their perspective. like, this is not some unambiguous knockdown response tbh now imagine people take this exchange as a meme emblematic of like, someone coming into a discussion and not knowing prior conversations. they imagine it necessarily is about the health establishment specifically for some reason, and not what is talked about in some general sense, and they imagine it being covered before is necessarily adequate for whatever the current state is even in health academia. that all seems... kind of silly right?

the thing about "people have talked about it you're just 21" is that it's not really "young people are stupid" it's more "if you come into an academic discussion you should know what people have said on the matter lest you talk out your ass"

Research is the PPE that prevents you from taking sick burns during a flame war.

this is not the context of the post this comes from at all. what classified it as an "academic discussion"?

honestly a lot of things are like, someone is like this is only a problem if you are stupid. but the problem is, ok i am stupid. then what?