trans girl getting loved so much by so many other transfems that she can barely walk by the time she leaves the room.
needneedneedneedneedneedneedneedneedneedneedneedneedneedneed
please help me get away from my family
well, never really thought I'd end up having to make of these...
As of two days ago writing this, my parents are pushing hard to take away as much control in my life as they can, allegedly from a place of love and trying to help me along in life... if their goal was to motivate me to work hard to move out, they've certainly done so. I can't trust them anymore. Our relationship was already a little strained, but this is the last straw. As soon as I can afford to, I'm getting out of here and, if I have my way, will never see them again.
I'm holding out for now, but I really need to get the hell out of this house as fast as I can.
Please, if you have any spare money you can safely donate, I would appreciate it immensely. A little bit from a lot of people can go a long way. And if not, and you're willing to, please share this post so it might reach those who are a little more able to give.
Thank you for your time, and hopefully your donation. The link to my gofundme post is below.
i think understanding the family as a system of ownership over both women and children will lead you to understand both misogyny and the oppression of children a lot better and also be able to draw informative parallels between both
#the western/nuclear family#i’m a huge fan of cuba’s family policy where any two or more people can register as a family unit#and receive all of the benefits and legal recognition from that
- the patriarchal system of ownership of women and children that the family consists of exists all over the world and is just as present in extended family structures, which offer their own means of control and ownership
- cuba's groundbreaking family policy should be recognized as good because it loosens the bonds of and takes a step towards the eventual dissolution of the family form, not because it invented a way to make the family form good, and especially not because "the family form but good" has secretly existed somewhere in the world all along
I've been told my whole life that I'm "forgetful" to which I just have to shrug and laugh, like sorry I'm fucking stupid or something, it's a major inconvenience to you, imagine how bad it is for me. that's crazy shit to say to a fucking. 5 year old. or whatever. not that I would recall.
but truly it is worse sometimes than others and currently I'm forgetting what I was thinking on the toilet by the time I'm washing my hands. every location is separate memory storage. I had to walk back 5 steps to remember to write this post because I knew I was going to write something but that was me-in-the-hallway's thought. like, who's flying the fucking plane????
Oh it’s not just me it did get worse
CHICAGO NUMERO UNO EN EL MUNDO 🥳🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Is it supposed to be that high…
🙃
Feralists don't want you to know you can just come ask the affini for a fruit and nothing bad will happen to you ::3
…what kind of fruit
The good kind!
(Oranges)
Ooh, I would like an orange!!
*Crouch down and hand you a small size fruit. You need both your grabs to hold it…*
If you need some comfy space to enjoy the fruit, feel free to hang around! it’s safe around here ::3
Okay!!! Yayyy!!!
I dig my claws into the orange and start messily peeling it
*wraps my vines around you, encouraging a reclined position for yourself. It doesn't take long for the fruit to become ever so slippery and hard to hold in your small juice-covered hands.. Luckily, I offer to hold it for you, making quick work of the rest of the peel, a delicious... if messy, unpeeled orange is held before you. Your hands tingle in a not so unpleasant way...*
Here you go petal. Do you need help for the rest?~
I-it's so slippery and hard to hold... a-and my hands feel funny... I- I don't get it... >w< mrauww
I lean forward to nibble the orange
It's okay darling, no need to fight it ::3
*a vine hold your head up while another brings the fruit just close enough to take a good bite of the juicy fruit. Other ones wipe any messes around your mouth, keeping you all nice and clean as you savour upcoming each bites, the sickly sweet taste not seeming to stop after each swallow, but instead resonating deeper into you as your whole body grows extra comfortable, relaxed, sensitive, need-..*
*I pull the fruit away, my body shifting to allow my gaze to connect right into yours*
Mmmh. Seems like someone's having a good time. Is this enough for you yet?~
Mrauww, i- I um, I'm good Miss Sin, but um I wouldn't mind some more I um I guess, mrrppp
*My vines tightens around you. a warm breeze smelling of citrus blows around you as I take a deep breath.*
Wouldn't that be nice... But I believe you've got enough. More would make you mix up the trees for affini which... Wouldn't be all that crazy.....
Sadly I have paperwork to get to. We can lounge until you're better, at which point I have paperwork to attend to... Let Miss Ch`ko know she has a lovely pet, okay?~
*I let you go, still a few of my vines softly gliding against you as I give a kind headpat*
I shake my head side to side and stumble a bit as I try to regain my footing with all the haziness in my head
Mrauww... Thank you for the oranges Miss Sin... they were really nice hehe, mrrppp :3
Good kitty ::3
I wanna be affini bait.
I want the vines of affini at the park to twitch when they see me walk
I want their injectors to leek on the floor at the mere sight of me.
I want my head throbbing due to the cacophony of biorhythm roaring around me.
I want all of them plotting to adopt me. Make me theirs.
I need to be the biggest seed there ever was. And act so sure of myself. And so resolute. and then...
Unable to move, pinned to the ground, forced to gaze deep in their starry eyes as they murmur sweet nothing to my mind.
Countless needles into me.
Complete surrender...
I want to be found because I'm tired of being lost.
I wanna be affini bait.
I want the vines of affini at the park to twitch when they see me walk
I want their injectors to leek on the floor at the mere sight of me.
I want my head throbbing due to the cacophony of biorhythm roaring around me.
I want all of them plotting to adopt me. Make me theirs.
I need to be the biggest seed there ever was. And act so sure of myself. And so resolute. and then...
Unable to move, pinned to the ground, forced to gaze deep in their starry eyes as they murmur sweet nothing to my mind.
Countless needles into me.
Complete surrender...
I want to be found because I'm tired of being lost.
I wanna be affini bait.
I want the vines of affini at the park to twitch when they see me walk
I want their injectors to leek on the floor at the mere sight of me.
I want my head throbbing due to the cacophony of biorhythm roaring around me.
I want all of them plotting to adopt me. Make me theirs.
I need to be the biggest seed there ever was. And act so sure of myself. And so resolute. and then...
Unable to move, pinned to the ground, forced to gaze deep in their starry eyes as they murmur sweet nothing to my mind.
Countless needles into me.
Complete surrender...
I want to be found because I'm tired of being lost.
I wanna be affini bait.
I want the vines of affini at the park to twitch when they see me walk
I want their injectors to leek on the floor at the mere sight of me.
I want my head throbbing due to the cacophony of biorhythm roaring around me.
I want all of them plotting to adopt me. Make me theirs.
I need to be the biggest seed there ever was. And act so sure of myself. And so resolute. and then...
Unable to move, pinned to the ground, forced to gaze deep in their starry eyes as they murmur sweet nothing to my mind.
Countless needles into me.
Complete surrender...
I want to be found because I'm tired of being lost.
I wanna be affini bait.
I want the vines of affini at the park to twitch when they see me walk
I want their injectors to leek on the floor at the mere sight of me.
I want my head throbbing due to the cacophony of biorhythm roaring around me.
I want all of them plotting to adopt me. Make me theirs.
I need to be the biggest seed there ever was. And act so sure of myself. And so resolute. and then...
Unable to move, pinned to the ground, forced to gaze deep in their starry eyes as they murmur sweet nothing to my mind.
Countless needles into me.
Complete surrender...
I want to be found because I'm tired of being lost.
I wanna be affini bait.
I want the vines of affini at the park to twitch when they see me walk
I want their injectors to leek on the floor at the mere sight of me.
I want my head throbbing due to the cacophony of biorhythm roaring around me.
I want all of them plotting to adopt me. Make me theirs.
I need to be the biggest seed there ever was. And act so sure of myself. And so resolute. and then...
Unable to move, pinned to the ground, forced to gaze deep in their starry eyes as they murmur sweet nothing to my mind.
Countless needles into me.
Complete surrender...
I want to be found because I'm tired of being lost.
I wanna be affini bait.
I want the vines of affini at the park to twitch when they see me walk
I want their injectors to leek on the floor at the mere sight of me.
I want my head throbbing due to the cacophony of biorhythm roaring around me.
I want all of them plotting to adopt me. Make me theirs.
I need to be the biggest seed there ever was. And act so sure of myself. And so resolute. and then...
Unable to move, pinned to the ground, forced to gaze deep in their starry eyes as they murmur sweet nothing to my mind.
Countless needles into me.
Complete surrender...
I want to be found because I'm tired of being lost.
I wanna be affini bait.
I want the vines of affini at the park to twitch when they see me walk
I want their injectors to leek on the floor at the mere sight of me.
I want my head throbbing due to the cacophony of biorhythm roaring around me.
I want all of them plotting to adopt me. Make me theirs.
I need to be the biggest seed there ever was. And act so sure of myself. And so resolute. and then...
Unable to move, pinned to the ground, forced to gaze deep in their starry eyes as they murmur sweet nothing to my mind.
Countless needles into me.
Complete surrender...
I want to be found because I'm tired of being lost.
Affini/Floret Death Metal band.
Feral Domestication.
They write the heaviest imaginable biorhythm-drenched riffs and play them on phytotech instruments grown from the Affini's body. Lyrics focus on the pain and pleasure of transformation and they sing them in harmony, the floret has augmented vocal chords to produce the most harrowing screeches no terran should ever be able to produce and the Affini sings in a local dialect that bends the will of sophonts by mere exposure. Their album covers are incredibly visually dense hypnotic artworks depicting the floret in the nude, strung up around the Affini's core and bleeding from uncountable puncture wounds while covered in thick resinous sap.