Get back to a writing project that you started a while ago, Andrea. Perhaps you were inspired to start a travel journal, a poem, a song, or a web page. Pick up where you left off and follow through with your initial goals. At first you may think that what you are doing isn't that interesting or exciting, but after the project is completed, you will find that other people are incredibly inspired by what you have created.
I guess I should get back to either my travel blog or the play I was working on. :)
Do you like Mad Men? Do you like awesome people? Then you need to vote for my awesome friend Olivia to be on Mad Men! We have to keep her in the top ten ladies through September 17.
I'm going on a date tonight. It's the first "first date" I've gone on in two years.
I think this is a good insight to my personality, though: I'm making sure to wear flats, and shorts under my dress, just in case there should be any climbing, jumping, swinging, or the need for a fast escape.
I am so many kinds of not ready to date yet, but I need to get out of the house and socialize.
Oh, and I'm bringing crayons in my purse. Just in case.
EDIT: I bring you a quote from The Office. "I went on a date. It wasn't a love connection, um... I think when I like someone again, I'll just kinda know."
Took me until 5pm, but I finally got dressed, put makeup on, and left the house to do something semi-productive.
Game plan for the rest of the day/night/next few days: - Get drunk - Eat unhealthy food - Cry - Repeat
I do not handle breakups well. I do not handle being deeply insulted well.
Aside from my family and Katie, everyone I have ever opened up to about who I really am, how I really feel, and what really happens when I get depressed has left me. They always leave, and they always make it perfectly clear that my dysfunction is totally to blame. I am too difficult to handle, they say. I am too volatile, too depressed, too self-conscious. I am always the problem.
