close your eyes and wish them not to open.
becouse when they do, i will not be standing there anymore.
Journal created:
on 20 July 2005 (#7792362)
Updated:
on 28 February 2006
Name:
track20
Website:
hi my name is matt...im 19..i was born on: November 20, 1986..my boyfriends name is johnathan...hes 17...he was born on: March 3, 1987..i have a job as a mechanic...and john has a night job after school as a cashier in a cheveron....well check out our journal and get to know us...write me a message if you dont mind..thanks.
-Matt Loredo
our theme
niceness, likeness, give me all your kindness.
break me, loose me, never try to use me.
strength
happyness....all the words that make me pissed.......
off way beyond my
m
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m
o
r
e
y
that makes me drown in misery.to think of all who've hated me for what i really am.....
that makes me so damn .......
obvious
i cant den-i, like a needle in my eye.
strait, gay, or even bi...
friends with all until it comes to........
haters!
and their way of words, punches, wounds that madly hurt.
make you cry and want to die......
until you hear him wisper....
"I Love You"....
by: Jess
for: Matt and John
one of my fave poems
"natures first green is gold,
the hardest hue to hold.
her early leaf's a flower;
but only so an hour.
then leaf subsides to leaf,
so eden sank to grief,
so dawn goes down to day.
nothing gold can stay."
by robert frost.
"IF YOU WANT A PICTURE THEN ASK ME AND ILL SEND...I DONT POST PICTURES OF ME AND jOHN ON THE NET BECOUSE OF THE FACT THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO I'VE FOUND TO STEAL OUR PICTURES AND USE THEM AS THEIR OWN AND BECOUSE I DONT WANT ANY RUDE COMMENTS OF OR ABOUT THE PICTURES OR OURSELVES.THANK YOU."
-Matt
-Matt Loredo
our theme
niceness, likeness, give me all your kindness.
break me, loose me, never try to use me.
strength
happyness....all the words that make me pissed.......
off way beyond my
m
e
m
o
r
e
y
that makes me drown in misery.to think of all who've hated me for what i really am.....
that makes me so damn .......
obvious
i cant den-i, like a needle in my eye.
strait, gay, or even bi...
friends with all until it comes to........
haters!
and their way of words, punches, wounds that madly hurt.
make you cry and want to die......
until you hear him wisper....
"I Love You"....
by: Jess
for: Matt and John
one of my fave poems
"natures first green is gold,
the hardest hue to hold.
her early leaf's a flower;
but only so an hour.
then leaf subsides to leaf,
so eden sank to grief,
so dawn goes down to day.
nothing gold can stay."
by robert frost.
"IF YOU WANT A PICTURE THEN ASK ME AND ILL SEND...I DONT POST PICTURES OF ME AND jOHN ON THE NET BECOUSE OF THE FACT THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO I'VE FOUND TO STEAL OUR PICTURES AND USE THEM AS THEIR OWN AND BECOUSE I DONT WANT ANY RUDE COMMENTS OF OR ABOUT THE PICTURES OR OURSELVES.THANK YOU."
-Matt
a perfect circle, a.f.i., atreyu, audioslave, avenged sevenfold, bam, banging, battle for ozzfest, bikeing, black lable society, blankets, bleeding through, blowjobs, boxes, boys, bubble baths with john, bubbles, carson, cky, coheed and cambria, cold play, cooking, crying at times, dashboard confessional, day dreaming, deftones, disturbed, diveing, dreaming, evanescence, every time i die, fall out boy, falling, filmography, frenchconnection.com, from autumn to ashes, gay guys, goths, green day, guys, h.i.m., h2o, hateing all preps, hikeing, himsa, holding hands, hopeing, hugs, incubus, jackass, jacking off, jokeing, jumping, kidney thieves, kissing, knocking people down, korn, kraven moorhed, lostprophets, lotion, loveing, made, makein love???, makeing noise, matchbook romance, meeting new people, metallica, modest mouse, music, my chemical romance, nine inch nails, nirvana, nothing gold can stay, pantera, paper, pens, pepe jeans.com, photography, picnics in the park, pimp my ride, pink floyed, pokeing people, punked, punks, rancid, rasor blades, red hot chili peppers, romantic settings, rufio, running down stairs, sex, sex toys, shadows fall, shouting, skateboarding, skinny dipping, slayer, sleeping, slipknot, smile empty soul, sometimes flying, spankings, stars, stich mouth, story of the year, swimming, system of a down, takeing back sunday, the black maria, the bronx, the darkness, the misfits, the moon, the sky, thinking, thrice, thugs, tiger army, tool, touching, touching you, trans-siberian orchestra, transplants, trapt, vaux, velvet revolver, viva la bam, walking, water beds, white stripes, wild boys, working, writeing notes, yeah yeah yeahs.