Fic and Graphics will be posted publicly, so please feel free to friend me if you want to see what I'm up to. My personal life is very turbulant and will be posted as friends only, so you don't need to friend me for fandom stuff, just the personal stuff.
If you have friended me or followed me on twitter and I haven’t friended/followed you back it isn’t because I don’t like you or don’t want to be friends. To use an old cliché, it’s not you, its me. It’s just I was burned pretty badly by fandom, I walked away from communities and friends that meant a lot to me and although I’m happier for the decisions I made and I would do pretty much everything again, it does mean that I’ve kinda crawled into my shell and am doing everything I can to protect myself. Unfortunately, that includes keeping my LJ and Twitter friends to only those I know really well and I trust completely. I know its stupid, but I’m not really completely rational about this stuff. If you want to be friends just stick around. The more we interact, the more I’ll feel comfortable with you, get over my insecurities and friend/follow you back. It’ll just take some time.
Title: The road to Darkness Author: Tortuousphoenix Fandom: Avengers Movie Verse Prompt: assault from my hc_bingo card Word count: ~5100 Rating: NC17 Warnings: depression, PTSD, sexual encounter Summary: Clint struggles to cope following his possession by Loki. Nat tries to help with almost disastrous consequences. Disclaimer: I own nothing, the original character belongs to Stan Lee, the movie belongs to Marvel and Joss Whedon. This is just my story. Authors Note: written for pennydrdful as part of be_compromised secret Santa. Thanks to whiskyinmind for the encouragement and beta, thanks to alphaflyer and shenshen77 for beta as well
Anyone on a plus account?? I used to have an ad at the top and bottom of my screen. I now have one between EVERY entry! It's very annoying and I'm back to just using the iPhone app, which isn't great but at least no ads!
Is this another shitty Lj change to force people to get paid accounts?
In an attempt to cheer myself up I’m going to write about my weekend in Manchester with whiskyinmind and all my amazing friends. This post won't have pics in it, but they will probably be up at the weekend.
I have a habit of rambling a lot in these things so please bear with me, I have a LOT to say, mostly not about the singers we were seeing.
Title: 21 Guns Vidder: tortuousphoenix Fandom: Leverage Character: Eliot Prompt: Depression from my HC Bingo Card Length: 1m 30s Summary: What happens when Will's stalker comes into the office and Maggie is her usual self. Disclaimer: I own nothing
For HC Bingo prompt Depression. Not sure how much it goes with the prompt but its the emotion I tried to convey so I hope it sorta works.
Title: I'll be there for you Author: tortuousphoenix Fandom: The Newsroom Pairing: Maggie/Jim Prompt: Bullet Wounds from my HC Bingo Card Wordcount: 888 Rating: T Warnings: Someone gets shot Summary: What happens when Will's stalker comes into the office and Maggie is her usual self. Disclaimer: I own nothing, all characters belong to Aaron Sorkin
Title: Heart Rate Author: tortuousphoenix Fandom: The Newsroom Prompt: Taking Care of Someone from my HC Bingo Card Wordcount: 525 Rating: T Warnings: N/A Summary: A little Maggie one-shot following Jim's help with her panic attack. Disclaimer: I own nothing, all characters belong to Aaron Sorkin