End the Old, Begin the New
Yeah, it's been awhile since I last wrote,but I got my reasons. With the ending of my junior school year along with it's final exams and that tedious ACT Test that I took this past Saturday. But, with those things done and over with, its time to think about starting the begin of the next, and last school year. First, like buying new clothes and school supplies as well as hanging with my friends this summer. To also workout and eat more healthier foods,too.
I just hope I keep to this plan and not fool around like I always do...maybe.
I just hope I keep to this plan and not fool around like I always do...maybe.
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My Birthday
Today is my 17th birthday! I'm so happy it finally came...to celebrate my birth with people who cared for me for all the years I've been alive. Then, next November I will be 18 and soon be moving out into the real world...I'm going to miss my family soo much when that time comes. For now, I'll be enjoying the time I got now with my family and friends when I still have the chance....
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- cheerful
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My Sweet, My Friend
A few moments ago, I just recieved word that my friend, Shellie, was killed in a car accident around 6 o'clock this morning because of a drunk 27 year-old bitch who was driving the car and put it into the ditch, which some say killed Shellie instantly....
Pray for her family and wish them the best, it could help them and us get through this awful day....
Pray for her family and wish them the best, it could help them and us get through this awful day....
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melancholy
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Atrox Factory
This past Friday night, I, along with my sister and her boyfriend, went to Atrox Factory. It was so cool; we went through the haunted rooms and passages and got the crap scared out of us. Afterwards, we waited a very long time in line to meet Robert England, who plays Freddy Kruger, and that was the best part of going there. We will be going to Sloss Furnace again on Halloween, but all dressed up in our Halloween costumes. I love Halloween!
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- ecstatic
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Red Head
Well, I finally dyed my hair red and I can't wait for everyone to see it. With school beginning on Aug. 9, I'm both thrilled because I will see my friends but upset because school sucks and I have to do homework and other crap. At least I have one more year of this 'til I start college...hope it is more exciting. With the easy sluts and drunk frat guys and all. :)
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- amused
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A Weird Video
I just saw a weird video that is titled, "Whatever Your Into". It shows everything that most people are into, like seeing a hot babe shower, animals, midgets, trumpet,and everything else. At the end,it stated that "whatever your into,make sure you have a condom", so...in all,it deals with wearing protection only in a different way. Besides that,I had a boring day.
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- amused
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I Need Some Water
*Puff Puff* For exactly 4 days I've been jogging my ass off in my neighborhood. I'm surprised that I haven't gotten a stroke from all the heat I've been taking on lately. And along with jogging, I do other exercises like crunches, push-ups,and etc. And I'm so sore, especially in the legs...ow!
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- sore
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We are Beauty
I'm so touched by the kind words my sweetheart has left me. Thank you. I just don't know why I have these feelings of self-doubt and depression all the time...guess from all the images of people who others say is true beauty or are so hot. It makes me sick to see and hear these things when everyone knows that we are all beautiful and know one should ever doubt it. By how the media,porno,and television showcase these things is easy enough for just about everyone to feel bad about themselves not looking like what others want and fantasize...it's quiet depressing....
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pissed off
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Sweet Sorrow
Since I was in grade school, sorrow and depression were the main emotions that I felt and still do.... The reason is that I was always teased by the way I walk and called mean names, which is mainly ugly. I cried often and thinking that everyone hates me and that I should die to end my pain. I try to cheer myself up by thinking I'm beautiful and needed...but it fades as soon as I look in the mirror to find out that I'm not. Even when my family and friends tell me that I am all of those good things...I always believed that they just say those things to make me feel better about myself. I will always be ugly,worthless,and unwanted no matter what I do....
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- sad
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