Kamoshida Fucker #420

 well, happy new year! i really wish that dreamwidth let you edit things in google chrome because switching browsers is a huge pain in the ass and kind of why i up and disappeared off the site. i'm more active on my twitter which is super nsfw so i understand if you don't wanna talk to me there. also fucking OOOOOF at that "i hope 2020 is kinder to us" thing in my last entry LMAO... a lot has happened over the past year, so i'll try to catch things up.

i'm living with my grandparents now and i'm currently employed. it pays pretty well but i really hate customer service, hah. i didn't have internet for a year because my grandparents.. simply couldn't afford it and the company that gives certain rural communities here internet was kinda really unreliable. i had to harass them a bit to finally get put on the list. in september, that was when we got net! wow!!! i'm very close to cutting myself off completely from my mother and step-father on top of all that.

i've written a few really silly things and you're welcome to check them out on my AO3. 

i'm hoping to write more this year but who knows if i will or not, brain has been kind of terrible.

 Boy, do I love lorenz. Sometimes, when I’m home alone, I’ll take lorenz fresh out of the oven and rub him in my scalp. It doesn’t do much for my hair health, but I like the way he feels running through my strands of hair. The noble coating, smooth white meat, and warmth. Yum


I... really do want to get into Fire Emblem? It's just been one of those things I wanted to get into but didn't really have the means (money, the fact that my local Wal-Mart hated anime I guess lmao, and just me being a dumbass who can't do strategy for shit) because Ha Ha Pretty Anime Boys In My Melee? Shipping Marth/Peach and Link/Peach all these years and the former doesn't have a dedicated artist like with Peank. Anyway, I have Sacred Stones but I'm stupid as balls and FEH is fun if simple enough? :0

When Awakening and those games came out tho I really wanted them but it was for... the dating sim mechanics fucking oops. And that plays... a huge part in why I want FE3H so bad ;;. I wanted it for Claude originally but like.. Lorenz mang. Everyone was memeing on him and like... I felt bad despite finding him kinda ugly (that Fucking Haircut Is Not Flattering At All and even makes him look worse than he actually looks?!) and then it became like funny to be like "ha ha nooo stop guys you'll make me wanna fuck him". Then it became serious oops. Hearing more about him like... he was A Type (swarmy loser with nothing to back up that confidence, would be fun to knock down a peg and to literally peg oops. obvious virgin.)

Eventually like... I cracked and watched some of his supports and ffffffffffffffffffffff. He is definitely an arrogant jerk... if unintentional. He was raised In A Society after all. He's overly confident and thinks he's this gift to women but... y'know. When he's humbled and actually gets to know people... he's still a pompous ass but he still tries to be polite and treat people with respect. Even if his comments can come off as backhanded compliemtns. Idk, he's flawed but he's not unlikeable? Just... wrow.
The fact he gets a haircut thats a thousand times more flattering and elegant and regal... and can dress in something besides his uniform... he's so fucking cute? The power of having hair that suits your face shape and not having TERF bangs. I adore him and it's a crime that I don't have the money for a copy of this game ;;.

I started designing an OC to pair with him too lmfao fuck.

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I doubt that anyone actually peeks in here just... because I don't post in comms or link my shit around, but, you prolly noticed that all my fics that are easily over 2k words aren't hidden behind a read more. I hate that shit but I simply can't get the cut to work at all even when I use HTML. I try to go back to edit it and it just... breaks the whole rich text/html editor because I hit the "down" arrow key since it cut off my fic... so it breaks? I'll go back another day and still have those problems. Hmm.

These problems happened all the time on one of my Chrome profiles? Though on my main one it just straight up refused to even let me type/edit in the text box. I gave up and made a new one but... problems once again. At least I can still post at all though? I'll just have to ask support about it

I'd like to do kinktober but this year is just not my year. Didn't plan ahead of time and it's simply... just not possible rn. Oct 1st is almost over and well... Jeez.

Edit as of October 14th 2019: ... So I got desperate and went onto Internet Explorer and it worked. So I guess I'll just publish fics and then edit them in IE later to add the cut... Eugh.