It been a while since I post something here. I gotta say I kind of forgot about it. well, last night something happen to me. As this moment I still hurt and confuse about my relationship toward my two ..... to be correct supposedly my best friend. Well, they really prove I was wrong. Both of them know how much thoughts I have to do this birthday party. Apparently, they don't care or thought of me. They left to the club while I was buzz and don't know exactly what going on. They really hurt me. What shock me the most is the guy that I don't care much about it stood beside me to make sure I am ok before he left home. He even told them not to leaven to he club which they end going. Thanks a lot. Good think I was drunk or pass out. I remember most what happen that night. After the party my brother and me clean the places before head to bed. Of course, I couldn't sleep. My head hurt.
Today at work, I notice a couple in their late 90s dress as though they on date. I couldn’t help myself and walked up to them to tell them how cute they look together on their date. Both of them laugh and told me they weren’t on date but heading to a church to pray on Christmas Eve. They were so please with my comment and told me they going to pray for me. I couldn’t help but smile even though I don’t believe in God. For sure it my made my night.
WOW it been a while since I post something on LJ. Nothing much have change be side that fact I am done with school and having trouble finding a job. Men, I hate this time of age and year. I feel my life is not going anywhere until I find that job that I work so hard to get my BA degree. I start to regret my choices of I make so far. I sick of tire of it. Well, to be correct I sick of a lot of things as the moment. LOL.
What I really need is vacation to foreign country, like in Europe or somewhere in Asia. Maybe go visit my people or something. Because I getting stress out and my hair coming off. LOL.
Apparently someone really hate me, I had been having a lot of health issues, last year I cough in blood, got back pain, my thumb got infective. This year my health acting up again. Oh well, in the past months I been getting bites on my faces, hand, and arm. It took me a while to figure out I have bug bites. I already clean my room three to four time, wash all my pillows and blankets four times. Still end up the same results. If is not on my faces than is my arm or on my hand. They itch so bad. Their are not pretty to look at. I have to constant putting itching cream when the bites get to painful. The first time I did I over dose myself and end up with a fever. I thought I was going to pass out. That was really smart of me. LOL. I go to work with bandage on my faces and my arm. People and my co worker keep asking me did I get into a fight or something. Of course, I just joke telling them I did. I want to check on them but I don't have any insurances. Whatever happen to me I really don't care. I am cover. ( Collapse )
Two day ago at work this gorgeous guy came to my lane with father. OMG i tell you he was just.... gorgeous. I remember how much I have to fight back not to look at him. It was so hard. I want to look at him so bad. I don't want him to notice it. The whole time while I was bagging their stuff in the bag. I keep telling myself "how the hell a hot guy like him even exist this world. He so damm hot looking." I thought I was going to pass out. His voice was so ... omg nice. He look like model. I wish I have camera with me. I can show him off. When he left, I couldn't help checking him out. Head to toe and back. hehehehe
After he left one of my co-worker told me my face was red, I didn't even I was blushing that hard. This is like a once a life time for me. I met a hot guy wearing tight pants. This is my first come face to face gorgeous looking guy.
Of course, I don't think I want to sleep with him. I'm scary. I think I might pass out before anything happen between us. After seeing him, I was so awake and working hard. I wish I see him again at my work place.
Kimi ni Todoke has to be my lastest favorite anime of all time. I have never cry the way I did for this sereis. I recommend it. I can't wait next year for the second season.
Stroyline:
Sawako Kuronuma, called Sadako by her classmates for her resemblance to the character from Ring, has always been feared and misunderstood because of her appearance. There are rumors that Sawako can see ghosts and curse people. However, despite her appearances, she is a sweet and timid girl who longs to be able to make friends with everyone and be liked by everyone else. When her idol, popular boy Kazehaya, begins talking with her, everything changes. She finds herself in a new world, trying to make friends and talking to different people and she can't thank Kazehaya enough for giving her these opportunities. Slowly, but surely, a sweet love is blossoming between the two as they will overtake any circumstance or clear obstacles in their way.
I fuck hate this. I don't want to go to sleep. I don't to get up. What the fuck! Why the time is movie so damm fast? My body can't keep up should I just either never get up or never go to bed. This i so stupid. Why am I so piss for? My mind can not think about coding 24/7 damm it. I have a life. Fuck it I just gonna lie. I don't gave a damm about it anymore. I so tired of coding. I lost my passion? I don't know. I gave up.
"Life is Beautiful", written by "soap opera queen" Kim Su-hyun, who most recently penned "Mom's Dead Upset" for KBS2, depicts the struggles of a gay couple played by Song Chang-ee and Lee Sang-woo, whose families, unaware of their orientation, constantly pressure them to go on blind dates with women.
A drama about a family, set in Jeju island. A bright and exciting story about the love and harmony of a united family. "Beautiful Life" - First and second episode (SBS TV, Saturday/Sunday evenings 10 P.M.)
A family drama may be considered good depending on how many concerns and conflicts it shows existent within that family, not just because it depicts on adultery or the relationship between the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. In that regard, the premiere episode of new TV series "Beautiful Life" by Kim Soo-hyun lived up to her reputation [as "the best writer" in Korea].
Each character in the show emerges expertly as every family member throws in a remark at an incident where mother-in-law (played by Kim Yong-lim) gets angry saying she waited 40 minutes at the airport and the daughter-in-law (played by Kim Hae-sook) is upset as she was only 14 minutes late. And the depth of Kim's insight on human nature is revealed when the adulterous husband (played by Choi Jung-hoon), who left home thirty years ago, announces that he will be moving back in, to which his wife reacts by cutting herself off from the world and resisting by not wearing her hearing aid.
More than anything, instead of dealing with the topic of gay romance as a subject of humor, her audacity in presenting a gay couple -- the oldest son Tae-sup (played by Song Chang-eui) and divorced man Kyung-soo (played by Lee Sang-woo) -- and placing their realistic issues right in the face of a weekend family drama, the most conservative genre in television, is almost exhilarating.
The viewer may also find themselves looking forward to watching how acutely the members of this heterosexual family, whom many viewers will project themselves upon, will clash over the issue surrounding character Min-jae who got divorced and remarried many years ago but still feels insecure about not being the biological mother of Tae-sup. One may actually agree or disagree to people describing writer Kim Soo-hyun as "the best writer." There are many other television drama writers who have recorded high viewership ratings. But when it comes to approaching various contemporary family issues in Korean households through the most innovative viewpoint, there is no one, in the past nor the present, who could equal this veteran 68-year-old writer. [korean drama guide]
It true I really can't stand hear or watching anything deal that with rape. Right now, my heart is bounding very fast and making it hard for me to breath. I trying very hard to breath normal. It not easy. I was scanning through Rainbow - Nisha Rokubou no Shichinin Episode 6. That fucker rape that boy... just thinking it really sick me. Why do people like that exist? It jsut plain sick.
This going to be a long post I try to make it short. Last week I went on road trip to Florida with two my close friend. It was a lot of fun even though there were ups and down. There were time I want to punch them. Knowing them that long I know I not going to hit them with my fist. We went to The world of Coke, it was amaze. I love drinking coke even though Coke was the reason why I got acid reflex. I still drink it once awhile when I am in the mood. After that we went to St. Louise to take a look at the big arch. Stay there about two hours then head to Florida. We went to Universal Studio then Disney world it was a lot of fun. I felt like a kid, again. The only difference I get to choice what I want to do and go to. I felt free I don't have to worry about anything. Though one of my friend is such bitch, she could be happy for us. She keep complaining it too hot or is too kiddish. What the hell, she should have already know about the weather and place we going. We were so mad at her that we lash at her for being stupid and complaining. She did got mad at us and refuse to talk to us for two days. Of course, that didn't stop us from having fun. This Florida is not like a everyday we get to do these kind of thing shopping and having fun at Universal Studio then Disney world. After that we went to beach, men it felt so good playing with sand and swimming in the water. The last thing we did was shopping. Oh yeah, something bit my butt it was itching. For four days I have to put some kind of cream and lotion to top the itch. On the last day of our road trip, we didn't sleep at all. We drove the whole night because none of us can effort to buy another motel. We drove a day and half to get home and it felt so good to be home. Both of my friend were knock when they got home for me I couldn't sleep. I stay up and went to bed around 11 PM. That felt good to be back in my bed and blanket. ( Collapse )
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