it's been discussed extensively already but I really cant recover from "if I knew what I was, if I knew that I was never meant to be saved, I would've stayed far away from you, the sky's kindest, most radiant star" ever
I love you. you're the best there is, the best there ever will be. you're the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I'm the worst thing that has ever happened to you. ("you have a gentle soul. that's why you chose to forgive me yet again." i wish you wouldn't. i wish you'd see the way others saw me, a freak, an outsider, a hopeless thing that could never become a witch. i wish you never had to forgive me, i wish you were safe from me. but please don't leave me)
the witch who fell for the silverwood. i'd give all of me up for you the way you've given all of yourself up for me.
a poem once said a heavenly messenger descended from his home in the sky and the stars. ("when I grow up, this is the kind of place I want to live. not in the ocean, but here under the sky, where land stretches into the horizon, where wind travels far, and stars are free to shine as bright as they want." I want you to shine forever, to always guide me, and when you do, let it be in the open air, where the wind sways my leaves and branches and roots as they grow far and wide and reach towards you. always towards you. you've always been good to me. you would shine there for me. let me be selfish, let me have this, cruel as it is to you)
and the messenger gave something kind and warm to the silverwood who never had it. ("there's such kindness in your magic" always a part given to me, a walking corpse found dead and freezing in an unmarked grave and coffin, empty and nameless. the chill never left. your warmth is the only one i've ever felt, ever known. i was never meant to live, thank you for letting me pretend that the warmth meant i was alive)
I want to be happy. you make me happy. I cant imagine a life without you, even if you would be better off without me. I love you.