Conscience that operates in ill

I don't know (and I'd really want to) if this style has a name http://girld.cafe24.com/front/php/… But I love more or less the 99% of the items... And they're not so expensive! >w< Of course, no overseas.
I want the korean equivalent for Crescent... T_T

And wanna go to the hairdresser, ASAP!

So... after my daily stalking on people... I think I'm not the only one dying to see Yuuhi!Tod *O* *Dies only thinking 'bout it*
I need to buy the last Graph and add the poster to my walls!

Now on other things, I'm almost decided the grade I'm gonna start this year... I was really divided between Asian Studies and History of Art, but since I can study the grade and going to language class, I think I'll take History of Art and hire a japanese teacher just to remember all I forgot and at least recover my medium conversation level... ^^;
It's odd going back to college after more than 5 years... But I think it's a good thing to do with this free year I've won after two of 14 hours job...

This means no moving to London yet... Maybe I should go a month at least, maybe august... Let's see.

I'm still having problems with what I wanna be, and what I wanna be with... That in my mind tends to be the same but I must learn to sepparate, for my brain's sake. I can't be a thin androginous girl no matter how hard I try XD So let's aim for reality, try to feel good with myself (as if... I would never be satisfied with my shape, but this is something i must try to achieve even harder) and dress in a way I feel confident with... Now I blame the day I cut my hair... and run into ebay looking for hairpieces in platinum blonde xD
Anyway, I'm quite sure I'll feel tons more confident with both arms tattoed... And even better with money enough to do it! >_<

Speaking of thin androginous girls... Watching Millenium movies at work can't help with the opinion my coworkers have about me, due to my Tex Avery Wolf face eveytime Lisbeth appears on screen... I've been looking for pics of the actress, but again NO. I don't like the actress at all... just Lisbeth xD

Suddenly I have the urge of making cross stitching... XD

And I want to make an emporium out of a hobby too! Stalking cool people blogs is killing me, srsly...

Suddenly I have a lot of options to improve my life... and all of them are going to start the minute I call my boss to say "Please, fire me, thank you" XD If he says yes... I'll be very busy XD

My Mandrake seeds arrived this morning *O* Yay!! And so did this:

Mischief Managed!

Hate to see how people as crazy-freak as me but with lots-a-money can do T_T

So... finally I'm leaving to London in aprox month and a half, if nothing happens...
If I'm able to wake up a morning and not to use any excuse to stay at home, I should go to Unemploy Office to ask for my retributions and have a pair of months or three of free living in London without being in need of a job as soon as I arrive... www.londonjob.net/Home.aspx seems to be a great option, as I can book accommodations and when I want ask for a job, all for not more than 300€, amount I hopefully get when I say bye bye to my job.
Maybe Paris is more like living in the city of my dreams, but as I don't speak a single word of French, it would be really slow to move there. Anyway, as I'm totally able of manipulate myself... I can't imagine a better place to live as London *points to icon* Where every day you have the risks of meeting someone like HIM on the streets XD 

But now, I need to recover of this stupid depression that makes me wanna sleep the whole day and doing nothing more than scaping to my world of the lollypop, that in fact, saves me of being really really down, and get myslef strong enought to deal with more than 10 people around me, a fact that is making a problem of things like going to the movies... ^^; (I didn't like Avatar that much... I'm an weird person? I mean... more than I know I am?)

I really want to change my style... but I'm quite afraid of doing it so drastically... XD Anyway, I'll give it a try! ^^

Due to my lack of time and money, I'm establishing every day cosplay as my official hobby.