A role model
Nov. 9th, 2021 08:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thisbinks I am horrible with these trackers, i forgot about that 🤔 even as a child i /wanted/ to keep a diary and ended up using three pages and then never opening it again...
Maybe it was also bc i was not allowed to use the lock on the book and with that my mother would keep snooping at me, not that 6-yo me had many scandals to hide but it's about principle and all that shit fksjajf
Anyway. Yesterday.
Hours of sleep: 7
Maybe it was also bc i was not allowed to use the lock on the book and with that my mother would keep snooping at me, not that 6-yo me had many scandals to hide but it's about principle and all that shit fksjajf
Anyway. Yesterday.
Hours of sleep: 7
Cups of water: 3?
Cups of tea: 6 or 7
Words written: 2626 (broke the 10k for this month already 😌)
Favorite line/sentence written: He only knew two things: He had Chousou’s number and he was saved in his idol’s phone as “cute”.
New word of the day: serein
fine rain falling after sunset from a sky in which no clouds are visible. (the fact that there is a word for that makes me very happy, watch me use it in every fic now)
Thought of the day: I am a bit salty atm, but yeah, I always see the same people preaching about appreciating writers who do not really follow their own rules, asking for kindness and benefit of the doubt for themselves but never granting others that much courtesy; also weighing every word in a comment like readers are hiding insults behind "i liked that" because they're using one exclamation mark instead of two. I suppose this comes from insecurities and fear of being a disappointment, but sometimes it's hard giving these people a pass... I guess this comes with a bigger subscriber number when you see how many people want to read your stuff but then don't comment/kudo, so your mind will tell you they didn't like the new piece as much as the last one, it must be shit... Hm... Anyway, salt over... This post can be conserved for the ages now 😂fine rain falling after sunset from a sky in which no clouds are visible. (the fact that there is a word for that makes me very happy, watch me use it in every fic now)
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Date: 9 Nov 2021 12:36 pm (UTC)Serein is such a lovely word omg!! Please use it lots so its usage spreads because I'm probably gonna forget it soon but I like it a lot too ✨✨✨😂
I only have hugs and 😔😔😔 at your thought of the day. It's hard to be patient with people who repeatedly don't apply what they preach. I know insecurities are hard (damn, I know), but, argh. Gotta say a good side to my unexpected social media break + leaving discord servers that made me sad means I haven't seen much of this lately, and I can't say I miss it... but then again that just means this kind of discussions becomes self-reinforcing, which is sad in a different kind of way.