The Queen of All Dorks

Please update your friends list.
I have a new journal (but, not improved journal) titled sixyearsold.
some of you are already added so please check.

and those of you that aren't. add away and get on the band wagon while you can because i think it might be friends only.

NickGuevera: who is this?
semiticbanter: rachel reese
NickGuevera: hmm
semiticbanter: we go to mtsu together
NickGuevera: i dont remember a rachel reese
NickGuevera: have i ever talked to you face to face?
semiticbanter: you asked me to smoke one day in daniels and brads room
semiticbanter: i look like janean garofolo and live in corlew.
NickGuevera: wait wait...
NickGuevera: emo glasses!
NickGuevera: now i remember..

big surprise.

so, i saw the life aquatic today. not only did i fall flat on my face for angelica houstons hair, but bill murray was amazing.
maybe it was the crazy eyes, who knows. i thought this role suited him more than any other role he has ever done. fuck ground-hog day, what about bob?, and ghostbusters. bill murray is a washed-up bitter old man, but i adore him for it.

i got three new REAL journals for christmas. i think i'll start writing in them.

Hello. Haven’t read this in awhile, eh? Or maybe you read this everyday, either way… Sorry!
I deleted more than half of you. Comment to complain or not.

Now! If I kept you, this is why:
There are three reasons why I kept you.
1. You are a beautiful writer. I can’t help but not be-friend these feebs. Or, you write with feeling and heart. Not this day-to-day bullshit you write in a little pink book with a gold lock on it.
2. I know you personally and love you with all my heart.
3. I’m a sucker for beautiful photography.

And I kept Meggie777 around for her drug stories.

I miss my boys.



For United States History I got Dr. Hardy. On MTSU Review they advise that if you are a Republican not to take his class.
HeeHee, I can't wait.
I kept the 3.00 I needed to for this semester... even with a D in Psych. Luckily, next semester that will be off my record and hopefully replaced with atleast a B.
I'm excited for the Spring and excited to see everyone.
Tomorrow: Kelly and I are ging to Cleveland for the day.
Thursday: my brothers Roman and John both come into town.
Friday: Holidays
Saturday: Holidays

and then after that it is dick around dick around dick around till Paul and Patrcik get their arses up here.

I hung out with Andrea for five hours(+) tonight.
I found myself telling her stuff I never thought I would tell anyone sober. We met at Waffle House and ventured to downtown to(hopefully) get into Coyote Ugly. Do a weird a stereo-typical adventure girl thing. Instead, we went to the adult bookstore.
You know, I really wish I weren't such a fuck up.I wish I could be everything everyone wanted and do it all at once.

So I called him. I called him in a late night of drunken ramblings. I was drunk and homesick. I was homesick for him and scared shitless because I am without him now.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you.
I should have told you, I suppose. But, I'm also really stubborn and almost pissed off that I have to clear everything with you.
I never even really talked to him! And even if I had talked to him, nothing would be different! I regretted it in the morning just like I knew I would.
I'm over it. He is over. I hope you can get over this, too.

I friggin' hate being at home.

so, i got a little drunk last night. not only did i get a little drunk, but i also got a little sick. i actually wasn't even that drunk. i had 3 and a half beers with some(ok, alot of) grass to go with it.
i shoudn't have smoked till the room spun. i was gone and crying over my mother like a baby. head in trash can, throwing up everything in my stomach, and making stupid phone calls to people who are out of my life.
i had one of the most profound breakthrough seizures ever. i called greg to get it over with. i needed something to focus on. i needed to be close to something at home.
i felt like shit afterwards.
no one will admit it, but they heard everything last night. they know everything now.
it's like the night quintin went insane over his brother... people will talk about it behind my back, but never once bring it up to me again.

fuck going home. fuck having to move out, then back in. i can't wait till the 16th of jan. when i get to start living this life again.


You Are Margot! You're talented, brilliant, and
extremely non-chalant. You were both winning
playwriting contests and taking up smoking
before hitting high school. You've been
married for nine days to a recording artist in
Jamaica, cheated on your most recent husband,
Raleigh, with Eli, a friend of the family for
ages, and you're in love with Richie, your
brother through adoption. Your best scene is
when you get off the bus, and your best line in
the film is obviously "I think we should
secretly be in love with each other and leave
it at that."


Which ROYAL TENENBAUMS Character Are You?
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This semster can be easily displayed with ( this faceCollapse ).
I came to school looking for the worst, but ended up finding the best.
I left behind my best friend in the entire world, but managed to keep him around. I found another super hero named ( Kelly CloudCollapse ) who hasn't left my side since our first trip to Wal*Mart on that sunny sunny day. I met ( two boysCollapse )who I simply adore and can't wait till they come see my from Memphis on my Birthday.
We got ( drunk alotCollapse ), we got ( stonedCollapse ) alot. ( PatrickCollapse ) fell in love, ( Paul and KellyCollapse ) went out then broke up.. but not really. I met a ( crazy kidCollapse ) with whom I am quite taken with, and I left behind an even crazier kid.
We saw ( Fridays Mean TanyaCollapse ) a shit ton, and ( loved every minuteCollapse ) of it.
( QuintinCollapse ) turned 19, and ( MicahCollapse ) got arrested. My ( wonderful brotherCollapse ) came back from Iraq, and ( ZebCollapse ) and I managed to grow close as woah!
I made THE best friends possible.
and I gained a brother out of it all.

( Hey Charles, Check this out!Collapse )

My brother is back from Iraq. At exactly 5:31 this morning I got to hear his voice and hear him happy. I can't believe its over.. for now.
I can't believe its over. I guess I should quit smoking to celebrate. Or smoke to celebrate.
He is back. I got that call this morning and blew off my sleeping roommate and just rejoiced in hearing his voice.
My best friend is back from Iaq. My brother is back from Iraq, and I have so much catching up to do with him.
This makes my day, week, month, year.
This makes me crazy happy.