AJ

June 30= 194 lbs
July 05= 188 lbs
July 10= 186 lbs
July 17= 184 lbs
July 26= 183 lbs
July 31= 182 lbs
Sept16= 181 lbs
Oct  13= 174 lbs
Jan 14 = 176 lbs

I wanna start to build a list of random things i love♥♥


♥ Gas Masks
♥ Dolls
♥ Vampires
♥ Body Mods
♥ Goth
♥ Punk
♥ Cybergoth
♥ Japanese culture and food
♥ Zombie Killers
♥ Deagles
♥ Fishnet
♥ Corsets
♥ Swans
♥ Angels
♥ Dragons
♥ Sloths
♥ Tigers
♥ Villians
♥ Underdogs
♥ Opera & Musicals
♥ Modern Art
♥ Concrete
♥ Stitches
♥ Serial Killers
♥ Victorian Era
♥ History
♥ RPGs
♥ First Person Shooters
♥ Science
♥ Water, Bodies of
♥ Fruit (Banana, Kiwi, Watermelon, Starfruit)
♥ Strawberry Lemonade
♥ PEPSI BLUE!
♥ Rain
♥ Seattle
♥ Sonora
♥ The Bay
♥ Underwear
♥ Dogs (Boston & Bull Terriers, Greyhounds, Papillion)
=Actors=
♥Jason Stathom
♥Dominic Purcell
♥Colin Firth
♥Luke Goss
♥Vin Diesel
♥Tim Curry
♥Christopher Walken
♥Alec Baldwin
♥Ryan Renolds

OMG his name is Daniel and he is me with a penis, lol he's soo perfect! He understands me and we have the same views and outlook! it's awesome. I'm soo in love. Now if only Andrew would just leave us alone :( instead of trying to start shit.

As much as I'm dying for a call back from the Bakery I have a 2nd interview Tomorrow @ 11am with Macy's Women. Wish me luck on both accounts.

I finally got to fit into my fat jeans today!!!! WITHOUT MUFFIN TOPS!!!

but because of my sporadic bleeding 2 months prior to my last period, I MAY be farther along...

yay... never mind my period came finally!

as of last night... the stretching Gods called to me...whispering a number in  my ear. That number was 2, two, Two, too, SIX mm. LOL

so I'll be taking the plunge into permanence and stretch to 2g.
CRAZY.

AS OF AUGUST 22, My new goal is now 0g!

this of course won't happen for awhile....
and I'll hopefully get a job at the new CVS or WinCo they're building near my house

anyways....13 days till i fly out to San Diego. 14 days till the bme/iam bbq and my first pulling. oh yes... and the BEACH!

TOO CRAZY.

I need to get a job
exorcise/ Lose significant amount of weight
Figure out the relationship thing that has whole new level of complexity
Get money to pay off my friend, and bide time on the credit card bill
Figure out if I am gonna stretch up... or not
Fix my car.... front bumper before anything else really
Start school which will be more of a comfort than anything
get back on my meds *hangs head*

I'm soo stressed.... but it's more internal than anything else

so I'm making her some homemade treats filled with love. Here's what I'm Making

BANANA PUPCAKES
Ingredients:
2 cups water
2 peeled bananas
1 tsp vanilla
3 cups flour
1 tbsp baking powder
1 egg
3 tbsp honey
Directions:
Heat oven 350 degrees
Mash bananas in bowl
Mix all ingredients WELL.
Pour into cupcake pans
Bake 20 mins.

I feel Sick.
I'm sooo hungry and thirsty.
A lil Nervous but not much.
If you wanna know how I'm doing, refer to my MySpace (same username)
:(
I'll be offline fr a few days, up to a week.
Wish me Luck!