Hi. I'm new to this site & I am trying to find out what some of the abbreviations stand for. I've figured out what most of them are but I'm not sure about uw. I think it's ultimate weight. I am so desparate to get to my goal weight. I'm so disgusted with myself right now I just want to lock myself in my house & never come out. I used to have great self esteem but since I've gained weight it's not so great anymore. I've been ana & mia in the past & stopped. Now that I've gained all this weight I'm going back to it. Being able to read everyone's posts & knowing that I'm not the only one going through this has helped me stay on track. I do need help with my cravings so if anyone has any tips to help with that please let me know.
note to all new members and current ones too. please remember to read the rules before posting an entry. i hate to keep rejecting posts for simple errors that could have been avoided if you were to read the rules.
not always does being negative make you loose weight. sometimes it's better to stay positive and tell yourself you can do this if you really want it.
on the other hand. now i have some bad news, well for some of you. to all those people who are posting spam on this community, saying bullshit on people with eating disorders this is for you.
each and everyone of you who has bothered to say something to us, you are pathetic. it's embarrassing for yourself that you have nothing else to do with your time. get a life. we have our own and this is our choice. your input doesn't mean shit to us. stop wasting your time ATTEMPTING to hurt us. because it's not working, you're just making yourself look like a heartless piece of shit because you are most likely overweight and sitting behind your computer screen, with a fake livejournal screen name covering up who you really are and showing no insight to yourself as a human being because you would never have the guts to say this to our face.
keep up the bitching, you're all fucking pathetic.
Hi lovelies, I just joined & I really need support. I used to be anorexic, then bulimic, then orthorexic, and now I'm relapsing with the ana. So basically I'm another ED-NOS. Last time, I didn't really look for help as I was kind of afraid. But I think it'll help me get down to my goal weight. And I'm a very friendly, open person so I'm happy to help anyone who needs support.
I need someone. I have been ana for 9 years, and recently, mia. I need someone who understands me. The only one i had just died. There is no goal weight or ultimate goal weight, i have recently realized it will never be enough. I am consumed by this and just need someone who understands what it feels like.
i hope i am able to find what i need.
"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid." John 14:27
hi all =] am new here and i created these journals to find support and to talk about the things i cant talk to my frnds or family. u can know all about my story from my first entry in my journals. but as a summary, my life in the laast four months have been revolving only about food and calorie contents and that stuff. am so depressed lately because i dont know how i became like this! i feel crazy and like noone i know goes through this shit! i am known to be smart and i do everything right i rlly dont know how i became like this! i lost 30 pounds i wanna lose like 20 more.
Current weight: 115 goal weight: 95 height: 64 cms - dunno wat that is in inches
am very friendly feel free to add me and we can suport each other. i am rlly looking for someone that can either help me, or go through this with me because my real friends dont understand me anymore..
well i'm new to this community... and LJ. hopefully it's more supportive than xanga was. i'm super friendly so if ur looking for support in losing weight like i am feel free to add me!
here r my stats... age- 19 height- 5'1 CW- 113 HW- 150 LW- 102 GW1- 110 GW2- 105 UGW- 100 <3
so far today my only intake was half of a yoplait light. so that's like 50 cals. but after the news i got today all i wanna do is binge. i'm trying really hard not to but idk. ugh. fml. read my blog if u wanna know what happened. well i'm gonna go shower or something i guess...
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