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Going to have a talk with Professor Lupin about Fred and George when he gets back from Grimmauld Place. He asked me if I wanted anything from there. I resisted the urge to say 'Sirius'.
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Not much to say. Fred and George are off playing the hero somewhere, which isn't something I really blame them for doing. To tell you the truth I'm a bit jealous- I wish no one would notice I'm gone so I could go look. I feel so helpless sitting in her in this stupid cold castle, doinf pointless essays on Aconite divination or whatever Merlin I'm supposed to be doing right now.
I wondered this morning, what it would be like to be able to go back in time and stop Voldemort from murdering my parents... I know awful things happen to wizards who mess with time, but I can't see what wrong it would do- frankly, there'd be alot of people alive today who aren't. Good people.
I dreamed again last night. Fred and George were tied to that giant snake, a Voldemort was carving into their skin with his wand. Mr. and Mrs. Weasley were floating in the air unconcious. I couldn't do anything, I tried to move, but everytime I moved my arm Voldemort's arm moved, or his leg moved when I moved mine. Then he laughed and blasted me, and I woke up.
My scar didn't hurt though.
I wondered this morning, what it would be like to be able to go back in time and stop Voldemort from murdering my parents... I know awful things happen to wizards who mess with time, but I can't see what wrong it would do- frankly, there'd be alot of people alive today who aren't. Good people.
I dreamed again last night. Fred and George were tied to that giant snake, a Voldemort was carving into their skin with his wand. Mr. and Mrs. Weasley were floating in the air unconcious. I couldn't do anything, I tried to move, but everytime I moved my arm Voldemort's arm moved, or his leg moved when I moved mine. Then he laughed and blasted me, and I woke up.
My scar didn't hurt though.
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Well, Ginny's told me that keeping a diary will help with everything, and if anyone knows about the power of a diary it's her, so I'm giving it a shot.
I don't expect much to come of it, I mean I think about everything all the time, I don't see what writing it down is going to do. I don't think even a penseive would help. The constant running thread in my brain- Voldemort, Sirius, Cedric, my parents- and now the Weasleys. Everyone thinks they know what's best in this situation, but the truth of it is that they're in danger, and I have the power to help. I'm going to go- of course I am, how could I not? They've put their lives on the lines for me, everyone has. Everyone that's died at the hands of Voldemort has died because of me. Died trying to keep me alive. I have to go. I'm going to have to face him eventually anyway, if the prophecy is to be believed. Might as well get it over with.
I don't expect much to come of it, I mean I think about everything all the time, I don't see what writing it down is going to do. I don't think even a penseive would help. The constant running thread in my brain- Voldemort, Sirius, Cedric, my parents- and now the Weasleys. Everyone thinks they know what's best in this situation, but the truth of it is that they're in danger, and I have the power to help. I'm going to go- of course I am, how could I not? They've put their lives on the lines for me, everyone has. Everyone that's died at the hands of Voldemort has died because of me. Died trying to keep me alive. I have to go. I'm going to have to face him eventually anyway, if the prophecy is to be believed. Might as well get it over with.