the hating machine

Hey guys, just discovered another awesome band. It's called Mercurial, and it's a British band made up of five guys who make really good music. Lots of nice emotions and melodies. If you like Muse, Radiohead (though they say they're very separate from both), or wanna try something new, download them now! I've been in contact with the singer Tom and they're sending me some cds soon, so if you want a copy I could maybe arrange that... go check them out here:

http://www.overplay.co.uk/band.asp…

I love all the songs, but some good starters are Mind Control and Paranoia Brings Us Together.

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I hate school.

For those of you taking Analysis II next year, please call me or post a message to check the homework. I've checked with Koyel, but I wanna double-check some things. (Oh, Koyel, I still got a different thing on the loop - mine goes from 7pi/6 to 11pi/6 instead of using 5pi/6... because isn't the sin -1/2 with 7pi/6?) And, I don't really know who's done the homework yet. Lalala.

Hi!! This is no longer my Live Journal - it's now my laugh-at-DepecheyMode and party-with-the-monkey journal. (Hey, Ophelie, I see that you posted! I didn't know that you had a live journal! Je t'enverrai tot une lettre!! Tu peux voir que je suis un peu parasseuse... :p) Oh, and for you people who commented on my last post - you probably guessed that it wasn't me, but really Koyel or someone. Anyways, you guys can stop reading this thing once and for all now because I'm temporarily dedicating it to Miss Coniidoodle.

Hey sister! Somesomething (don't remember) embrace me, assure me - hey sister, I feel it tooooooo! How's Brynnnnnnny-doooo? We had a very long and boring car-ride home. I got home and found out the "numbers" you asked me about that I was gonna look up (I dunno how to do a secret post, so just try guessing what I mean) but I'll tell you about it in IM.
Anyways, after coming home, I decided I wanted to see the videos from early Depeche Mode (they have the full versions of almost all the songs on that 81-85 or whatever cd) and I was SCARRED! Dave Gahan looks like a little magnetish Jewish kid with no sense of style / dancing. HAHA! And Doumyoji man looks okay, but that blond afro looks frustrating. So far, I've seen Just Can't Get Enough (I think we already saw that together), See You, Meaning of Love, and Leave in Silence. See You is scary! They have TYPEWRITERS in the video in a non-joking way! And in Leave in Silence Dave Gahan turns blue and Doumyoji turns red and they bounce around on balls!! AGH!
I hope you're having more fun at Bryn Mawr than I am watching these videos. Post something soon and tell me when I should get on IM to talk with you. And don't forget - the graph on the wall tells the story of ittt alllllll!! I leave you now with this "beautiful" (cough puuuukkkkkkkkkeeeee) animated image of Dave partying it down in Meaning of Love:

I'm alive!!!!!! JUST LIKE HYDE!!!!! It's the feeling of being alive!

By the way, that was Koyel. We're in cahoots. We're going on our honeymoon soon, in case you didn't know we were getting married. But I won't die like that Jekyll dude did in his marriage. That was mean. Poor wife!!

More from Koyel because I don't feel like doing Live Journal (like I usually don't):

Yes, this is Wilma again. I AM EIC OF SQ!!!!!!!!!!! I ROCK!!!! I'M GOING TO BE WONDERFUL, YAY. And all of my friends are my peons, but that's all right, I won't rule over them in any way, shape, or form. Rather, I shall allow them to rule over me. I'm only EIC by name; really, they're the ones running the magazine. Buahaha, that's all right, I am a weakling and let them run all over me! Yay! But hey, at least Josenhans thinks I'm capable of competence. Yeah that's all.

Isn't that funny? Koyel wrote all of that. Of course I'll love to have you guys as my underlings and I can rule over and enslave all of you. Ha ha ha. Anyways, congrats everyone!! And this is probably the only LJ entry you guys will ever get from me this year! Hehe.

Wow. I realized one day... I'm online and I'm bored because I don't want to do my homework! WHY DON'T I UPDATE MY LIVE JOURNAL!? Wow! What a great idea! So, what is there to talk about...
Oh yeah, colleges. That thing. I'm scared to death by the fact that all the magnet kids are expecting 1500+. I haven't really practiced or taken the SAT before so I feel unprepared. Oh well! GPA is more important anyways... right...? Report cards this Thursday! PARTY!! Unless my teachers messed up my grades...
Oh yeah, people who actually read this thing: CHECK OUT THE FRENCH FRIES! http://www.frenchfriesmusic.com They're an awesome French band that wants some fans in the US. They're actually pretty popular in France... or at least they're played on the radio and have won some rock competition awards (unlike Solus haha). I'm gonna get around to translate their site for them sometime when I actually see them on AIM because of the 6 hour time difference.
Hey, went to Wootton HS today for the micro mass tower competition we lost and I realized yet again Blair SUCKS! The Wootton guys were cute, their teachers were cute, hey, even their mascot is cute! AGH! I think I'm just obsessive because it's all been building up from the lack of action in 4 years. Like many of you know, my mom, sister, and I even have a secret code for spotting cute guys. We'll walk past a guy and mid-conversation this is what will happen:
Me: CG!
Mom: What? Where!?
Connie: Hmm... MG.
Mom: What!? APW!
Connie: No, wrong person. *nudges Mom and looks in the direction*
Mom: Wow! CG! Matthew Bellamy-poi!
Me: Whoa. He really is a Matt LL.
Connie: Wait. That IS Bellz!
Me: What!? No way!
Mom: Really?
Connie: Haha! Fooled you two!
Guy realizes we're staring at him and talking about him. He runs away and we give up.

Wasn't that beautiful and pointless? It's fun though! Well, guess I'll go scope out some non-GG CGs and MGs for me. But gotta make sure I avoid the TGs, APs, and the AWs that look like CGs.

You know, I was just sitting there, doing my many hours of homework when I realized, "whoa! It's not summer anymore! I don't have to do the whole 'I'm too cool and having a too fun summer to bother with live journal' thing!" So, I wanted to say hi. I know I did update last week with that "funeral" thingy but that was just a joke (even though I was pretty sad at the moment...). I don't have anything to say right now. Except that school's way too stressful, has too much homework, but is actually not that bad IN school. Just, afterwards too much freaking out.
If any of you want something to do, well, Connie and I made a "project" over the summer. See, we have maybe 100 videogames dating back to when I was five. And some are pretty glitchy. And, there was a big total of 1 glitch site on the web which hasn't updated for half a year and was taken down a couple of weeks ago. So, Conne and I decided to make a glitch website since it seems like they should be popular even though they don't exist. So, you can laugh at our supreme dorkiness and check it out at http://glitch.shorturl.com My dad says something like this will help out college apps... hmmm...

This may sound like a cheesy poem or something, but this is really what I'm feeling right now...

I thought you were going to live forever... I now know what it's like to go through the mourning process in fast forward.
I never thought you were capable of dying. I felt that I had cherished all the time I had with you - but now I feel like I didn't cherish it enough.
You're not dead yet, but I can feel the life quickly passing through you. I have hugged you tight and wept for your death for many days now but today I'm trying to look for a happy time when I can hopefully forget your existence.
I know you'd have to die eventually but the thoughts still run through my head... why couldn't I have cherished you longer? If I had done something different, would it have ended differently? Why do you have to abandon me to such a cruel, cruel world? My memories of you are so sweet, they sting.
Without you, I will have to live in routine misery... day after day after day until I can wait for your ghost to come and greet me some other time. I will try to live the best way I can and try to forget that I will now forever live in unhappiness. You were what linked me to happiness... you were what linked me to family... you were what linked me to freedom... Without you, I have no joy, no sleep, no shelter. I can't believe you've left me forever and I don't believe I'll ever be able to cope.

My dear, sweet Summer Vacation - rest in peace and I will remember you forever.

Okayy... this will probably be one of the last times I update this thing during the summer because I have better things to do... sorta.

TO SHEILA AND ALL WHO FOLLOW HER:

Hehe. Hi! Okay. Well... I'd have to say that many magnet guys are cool in their own special ways. And I'm not being sarcastic. Just for crush-y-ness, I like guys with personalities a bit different from many blair-types. I can't quite describe it. And I don't feel like it right now. Maybe later... after summer!

I am finally free.









... for a couple of months.

Exams were not that bad. Especially ADS and Calc... I don't see why everyone was whining. Possibly 'cause they were Acton kids. :p My life has turned around for happiness now that school's over. I went to a cool Thai restaurant with my mom after school and we talked about life and stuff. We got all this cool manga I was looking forward to, like the Bride of Deimos and the Petshop of Horrors. Yay! I can't wait to read!! And I got The Golden Age of Grotesque, the new Marilyn Manson cd, yesterday in the mail. I saved it for today to listen to. It's cool so far!! :) But it's freaky... how come on amazon.com the limited edition version with the DVD was cheaper than the normal version with nothing extra? Hmmm. Oh well, doesn't matter to me!!
And I also got this super cool friend on Muse Chat. I like talking to random people I don't know. I don't really have access to a lot of cool non-female people. Hehehe. I complain about this a lot - but the guys in our school are either 1)creeps (you guys have to admit that appearance factors into SOME of the equation), 2)bad personality-ified (I don't really go for the magnet or ghetto type...), or 3)taken. But the Muse guy is a cute British guy, so there. Muse chat is one of the best because 90% of the chatters are Europeans and Europeans are decent people compared to many Americans. I haven't seen a European ask everyone to cyber, yet.

So, I'm happy! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! FREEDOM!!!! PARTY!