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@thehalcyoneffect

well chat. it's come to this

I've made the decision to move to Minneapolis. My life for the past year has basically just been falling apart constantly with no break, and I need to get away from my parents to somewhere where I can set up a new life. However, my bank account is absolutely empty, and employment is hard to come by, so I need a lot of help.

If you can't donate, please try and share with someone who can. I can also give my Venmo out if need be.

I open Tumblr. I post something that should be a diary entry. I close Tumblr. I open Tumblr after having it closed for 1.2 minutes. I reblog 176 posts in a row. I add tags of absolute gibberish to 7 of those. I close Tumblr. I open Tumblr I post yet another should-be diary entry. I close Tumblr. I open tu

tamamoland-of-destinys-demise

quicksaves in front of you and doesnt even do anything its just to make you nervous

secret organizations for studying paranormal phenomena are always calling the creatures they find like "specimen 58008" or some fake latin taxonomy or something vague and ominous like "the red angel" or whatever and thats all well and good but i want a story about a bunch of cryptozoologists going around naming things the way people name like actual birds and lizards and shit.

i want to get lost in the woods and meet the ring-tailed tree creeper and roger's false elk. i want a character who is desperate to prove this monster is actually a distinct species from that very similar looking monster so they can name it after themself. i want two field researchers narrowly escaping an encounter with some ten foot tall thing made of carnivorous vines and one of them is like wow wait til the guys back at the lab hear we got that close to a lesser thorn-backed bone eater 🙂 and the other scientist is like.,...... 😰lesser?

tonight it is the end of the world. i know. you are allowed to feel this way. but tomorrow morning, you will wake up, the sun will rise and you will drink your tea. and you will be okay. the world will keep spinning regardless of the feelings that are overwhelming you. allow yourself to breathe and take in the world around you. it is okay. you are safe.

its so scary being a black person that's marginalized and a creative. any mistake is hyper publicized and scrutinized compared to my non black peers. it is scary but I try to wear my blackness both openly and in myself and my art with pride despite there being people who essentially are a virtual lynch mob. our bodies are seen as not ours and disposable but I will never give up and I will never let people take my Blackness and autonomy away.

black power bunny

For all my fellow oversharers out there.

As a chronic people-pleaser, this is my advice for success.

Offer as little as possible. Be terse. Get rid of all those exclamation marks and tidbits about why you want to take a sick day. State your needs clearly and concisely without reason. Start saying “No, I’m unable.” more often. Say Thank You only when the other party deserves it.

Shen Comix does not see a “gender therapist” he sees a normal therapist “about gender stuff” and she’s using Woke 1 Johnathan Van Nuys or whatever the fuck THEIR name is to say “look, you can be a feminine man!” and what does shen turn around and do - perpetuate lesbophobic lowercase c conservative gender culture

“Don’t be weird about my gender, guys” *writes a lesbophobic misogynist dykebreaking fantasy where the Feminine Man teaches the femcel that Not All Men*

"Alright so... Please explain this pet play fantasy again?"

"Okay do you're a massive facility AI meant to take care of all of your servers and data and conduct dubiously ethical experiments somewhere deep in your recesses."

".... Okay. And you are...?"

"I am a small creature that scurries through your long halls and shifting walls. I was born within you and I will die within you. You see me as a common pest, but I love you and am secretly helping you maintain efficiency in several key areas. My goal is to be noticed by you."

"babe how do we roleplay this? How is this even a sex thing?"