127.0.0.1

My house is in Orlando. My home is in Belgrade. My heart is in Budapest.

Some dude goes around the club asking for a one night stand. What do I look like, easy? FUCK NO.

I have become a far more interesting person in the past three years. I was so goddamned emo in college. I spent four years at an unsatisfying job, and I'm planning to have at least spent 25% of my 20s dicking around on the other side of the world.

All I want to do is dance on a beach around a fire and go skinnydipping in a body of water at night and watch the sunrise with a beer with someone who gives two shits. I'll take sunsets with a beer too. There's so much to see, and not enough time and money to do everything.

I wish I had more time. I could do this for another five years, but I hear the clock ticking.

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"you're going to hell"
"I don't care. Only boring people in heaven"

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Pretty much

I was scared when I left home, but I'm not scared this time. I don't know why I called before I left and when I came back. I wish you found yourself sooner. I might be around today.

Admittedly, a small part of me wishes that it'll still work out. Oh well. I'm still freeballin'.

See you soon, maybe.

ENGAGEment!!! I'm too damn lazy for the youtube linkage.

If I ever make it down that a way, it's going to be some version of "Dearly Beloved" from the Kingdom Hearts series of video games. Hell, we might throw in some Final Fantasy music for the way out.

- driving my car
- getting intellectually stimulated
- receiving an income

Yesterday, I let go of someone who was (and still feel like is) an important part of my life story. All for what? Freedom. I had a hard time sleeping tonight, and this morning at work, I'm still feeling out the consequences. I've wanted to write a journal entry for quite sometime, but I guess really, this was the most important of them all.

I didn't expect it to happen yesterday, but I guess I already had made my mind, and that it was going to happen eventually. I don't know where I'll go, I don't know where I'll be, but I know that it will be an adventure.

Here are also a few wedding links, since I haven't updated lately. I guess that's maybe for my one day, but not any time today, tomorrow, next month, next year, and probably the year after that.

• Zelda Wedding March


• The Legend of Zelda: The Wedding Video


• Awesome cupcake tower


• 100 Cupcakes


• When Gamers Marry - I like the cakes, but I don't want to marry a total gamer.

If I ever got into knitting and crafting, I'd probably make video game accessories watching the kiddies at home so just for me, there's spritestitch.com

I know but I haven't posted in months, but I had the most freakiest dream ever.

I was in Bogotá, getting off a train station at Simon Bolivar Park. (There's no train station at the park irl). Next thing I know, I'm walking by myself around (I left bf do his own thing). Then I hear an ex-boyfriend like within feet of me on a bike. He said he came down to Bogotá for something academic. Next thing I know, they're both at this academic thing chatting about history for hours!

The funny thing is that I think they would if they ever met irl.

what the fuck

Scratch the beach, I'm headed to Canada! (Toronto)

Naturally my mother is pissed because I'm not telling her where I'm staying, but I think it's ok give my sister my flight information since I'm parking my car at her house and to give a guy I met off the internet the directions to my hotel.

Awesome!