Today is a brand new day for me to make the best of it. Im sick of sitting around the house wishing I had a job, were in shape, and happier. That is crap. I am going to hop in the shower, take Taelyn for a walk, and send some more resumes' out. There is no reason for me to be feeling all blue when there is really nothing "serious" wrong. Im sure Jon is sick of hearing me bellyache about things when I have control over those things. Thats not fair to him at all. So here I go....... :)
Well the time has come; I finally graduated from college. What a great feeling. I just dont feel fulfilled though. I know in my heart that I should have moved straight to Lansing and started classes at MI State College of Law. I will go to law school someday and this is only holding things off that much longer. I did however move in with Jon about two weeks ago. He lives in the deadest part of Michigan I have ever seen. There is nothing to do here, nothing at all. Im having the hardest time finding a job and its very frustrating. Im also starting to think I made a huge mistake by moving in with him. We argue every day and it makes me feel like shit. It seems like he doestnt even care either.
Oh well, I just hope I find a job soon bc Im feeling pretty stressed out-and depressed.
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depressed
Ask me 5 questions.
Any five - no matter how personal, private, or random.
I have to answer them honestly.
I have to answer them all.
In turn, you post this message in your own journal & you have to answer the questions that are asked to you
come on people, don't crap out on me now. :)
Five questions hmmmmm.....
1. What would you say is the weakest part about you (mentally of course) You know, what type of things are you not strong at?
2. If you could plan one get away weekend anywhere you wanted and could take two people, where would it be, who would you take, and why?
3. If you could redo one thing in your life, what would it be? Knowing what the old consequences would have been..but able to change them...what would you redo?
4. If you could have any pet, no laws or crap what would you have? Why?
5. If you could fulfil any fantasy with ANYONE, what would it be and with who?