DOH!
In my "excitement" about my upcoming "vacation" I didn't realize that I'll be going on leave the week after next.
Had a blah day again today, as usual. It's sad, but I think I'm getting used to feeling like this. I actually told someone that I think I'm better off alone. I really don't want to feel this way, but it seems so much easier. No one else to rely on, no one to disappoint or get disappointed because of, no one to answer to but myself. And any choice that I make will only affect myself and no one else. Life should be simple this way, no? Then why am I so goddamn unhappy? So I went to the gym, played some really angry music and worked out some of my frustrations with some weights. Now I'm just kind of hollow. And a little bit sore.
Time to take a quick shower, order some food, and play WoW.
Had a blah day again today, as usual. It's sad, but I think I'm getting used to feeling like this. I actually told someone that I think I'm better off alone. I really don't want to feel this way, but it seems so much easier. No one else to rely on, no one to disappoint or get disappointed because of, no one to answer to but myself. And any choice that I make will only affect myself and no one else. Life should be simple this way, no? Then why am I so goddamn unhappy? So I went to the gym, played some really angry music and worked out some of my frustrations with some weights. Now I'm just kind of hollow. And a little bit sore.
Time to take a quick shower, order some food, and play WoW.