Eli

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Eating my  second rice cake and veggie broth (plus a pepsi max) for dinner. Already full. All I see is fat fat fat (its because your bloated, your on your period Krystal! Thats it!) and It makes me want to cry. I tried to get better! I really did! It just didn't work.

Good news! I got my new wheels put on my roller skates, so I have to get used to them. Eventually I will shell out another $110 for a new plate, toe stop and bearings, but until I get better i'm just going to stick to my awesome wheels and excersize like mad whilst having fun!

Mrs. F

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weight gain. I can’t take this.I really can’t. day one of restricting a lot= successful.
Too stressed, too scared. things appear perfect but they aren’t and its scaring the shit out of me.
help. oh help me.