I can't take it, it's come to me. That this life wasn't meant to be. As I take this choice and let myself go. I think to myself, how you'd say no! How you'd hold me close and tell my you care. It's just too bad you couldn't be there. It's not your fault, at least you tried. Now all you can do is sit there and cry. Remember the times we shared. Remember I always cared.
I feel like my soul was taking away from me over and over again. These are the things that I lost....My life is no longer my life it’s like the whole world is living it and just shut me out. I wake up every morning taking orders from others and go to sleep taking orders .I am a prisoner of this world and I just want to leave (I don't care how just how soon)I'm so tired of this shit(Please help me)Life has taken me and destroyed my soul...........please help me ............
1. I lost the ability to see what the others could see... 2. I lost the ability to feel what others can... 3.i lost the ability to taste the things others can taste.
I never got to say goodbye when I lost the ability to love anyone/anything.I was only nine when I lost you and I always wondered if you would return.Nine years have passed and your still not here with me,Why?I'm begging you to come back so I can have a life worth living for.Drugs and alcohal has replaced you but they are killing me slowly.I've longed to feel your warm present in my heart.I know sometimes I abuse you but it's only because I miss you.I will give and do anything to have you back in my life.
I can't stand the pain that I'm feeling right now .I don't know which one is worst the physical pain or the mental pain.I miss my family so much but I'm too stuborn to let them know how I feel.I haven't talked to my grandma since the week before christmas(she didn't even call and wish me a merry christmas).
I can't even begin to explain how my life is going!!!!!!!!!!!! I am slowing losing my mind,I am confusd about my sexuality or maybe I'm ashamed to tell my love ones bause they might get mad and not talk to me. I just discoverd that I have a bad eating disorder(I throw up after all my meals)And i take enemas every chance I get). please help me someone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I heard church bells ringing I heard a choir singing I saw my love walk down the aisle On her finger he placed a ring
Oh, I saw them holding hands She was standing there with my man I heard them promise "Till death do us part" Each word was a pain in my heart
All I could do, all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry) [ Etta James Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] All I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry) I was losing the man that I loved And all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)
Yeah and now the wedding's over Rice, rice has been thrown over their heads For them life has just begun But mine is at an end
All, all I could do, all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry) All I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry) I was losing the man that I loved (cry, cry, cry) And all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)
I haven't spoken to my biological grandmother and a couple years and now she wants to show up and be a part of my life.I gave her many of chances and she gave me many of disappointments, If I have a basketball game coming up and don't suspect her to come I won't get so upset when she don't come. where was she when I needed her like the time when my biological mother died when I was four ,she could have taken me and my brother but instead she siad she couldn't be tied up with kids. It's her fault that me and my brother haven't spoken in 14 years .I'm 18 now I didn't have a clue that my life was on the road to hell.