I'm a modern girl but I fold in half so easily

I hate birthdays. Sure I'm probably just being whiney and emo about it, but I feel like nobody really gives a shit. Granted there is an age where birthdays shouldn't really matter anymore. It's probably past that point already. I guess I feel like I always put forth an effort, so why shouldn't everyone else? I think this last breakup is really effecting my current mood right now. I did something really nice for her birthday and it makes me want to punch her in the face.

I just want to bang my head against the wall multiple, multiple times until something actually makes sense.

Dear upstairs neighbor,

Stop blaring your damn music. It's a rainy Saturday morning and I would like to sleep. Wonder if I got a new neighbor. It's usually always very quiet where I live.

So it's almost 5 a.m. and I have been at work for an hour. I'm working a 12 hr shift without being asked and it pisses me off. I think it's time for a new job!

I've come to the conclusion that I hate working so much. Also, I've eaten way too much macaroni and cheese this week on account that it's the only thing in my house. That's a sign my life is in the toilet haa!

Dear Livejouranl,

I am very bored and do not want to do my dishes. If you could come do them for me that would be great. I guess I shall just stay home tonight and do nothing. I lead an exciting life.

I'm such a retard sometimes. Why the hell do I get myself in these situations? Girls drive me crazy. They like to lie to you it seems.

So I really like my friend from Britain and she feels the same. It's a shit situation.

So I'm freaking out because I only have about a day and a half to get my apartment together and there is still a crap ton of stuff I have to do. Also contributing to the freak out is the realization that there is going to be a strange girl in my house with me on Saturday. I have no idea what to expect!! AHHH FREEEAAKK OOOUUUTTTT!!!

Well I finally got moved into the new place this weekend. Just in time to go to work and be informed that I now have to work until 4 a.m. I just love working 12 hours after doing hard physical labor. Now comes the crap part of putting everything away and figuring out where to put pictures and whatnot. I now have a washer and dryer, free internet, and cable!!! WOO HOO CABLE!! + + + + I'm so psyched about that! Anyhow, hopefully I will get around to having it mostly organized for when my friend comes to see me in a few weeks. Can't have the house looking crappy can I? So party in a few weeks!!! I'm also glad to have my phone again. I'm an idiot and left my phone at work on Thursday and just now got it back. I was having withdrawls. So if you called me I promise I wasn't ignoring you.