Glass

Jul. 7th, 2026 01:09 am
tablesaw: A trial sign ("This trail is OPEN") against a blue sky in Los Angeles's Griffith Park. (Hiking (Open Trails))

A combination of procrastination and anticipation, I purchased new glasses. The glasses I should've already purchased are the bifocals for my new prescription. I'm trying progressives this time, but I'm stuck without anything good for mid-range. Bad for reading a script while moving. Ahead of the ballgame getting cheap character glasses for the next show. Starting to get a collection of no-frills, kinda ugly backups.

Took a nice long walk after work with Psyche. Didn't take Barklee, who slows us down trying to sniff everything.

Vampire Lestat has another great episode. I love probing Psyche's memories of the series while avoiding spoilers.

Readthrough

Jul. 6th, 2026 12:15 am
tablesaw: "This sounds like Waiting for Spy Godot" (Hunt)

Today was the first readthrough of the new play. Opening night is in 40 days, so I'm glad I have one of the smaller roles. One person realized yesterday that he was going to be onstage for the entirety of the two hours (barring intermission, of course). In contrast, I have two beats in the first act, and a fairly large scene in the second act.

It was a very casual event, held at the director's house with wine and cheese provided, and close enough for me to ride my bike. (It's funny how the bike is coming out with the theater.) I was starting to feel self-conscious at the start, the main mode of the rest of the cast is grounded naturalism, but I still think that a bit of the cartoon is right for this particular character. Got some good laughs at the table, and I think it'll play well as a contrast as sort of an outsider character. Still thinking a lot about Don Knotts, as I have to play comedically scared for a significant scene.

tablesaw: Weremerican! (Weremerican)

In the park today while walking the dog, I saw the girl blow a bubble that was picked up by the wind and taken up higher than the tallest tree in the park, then over three houses before I lost track of it. A more beautiful spectacle than anything later in the night.

Set an alarm(!) to make sure I didn't waste the morning by stealing extra hours of sleep. Managed to get some housework done. Eventually spent much of the day wrestling with Calibre Web to get my e-book server working again before remembering that it doesn't handle PDFs anyway.

Spent the rest of the day grilling a holiday meal: tri-tip, zucchini, and portabella mushrooms on the grill with cauliflower mash in the kitchen. The cauli mash didn't turn out well (too salty), but everything else was great.

"Rented" Hokum. Fun to watch with the fireworks booming nearby. Inoculation against jump scares.

Observed

Jul. 4th, 2026 12:36 am
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Observed holiday. Slept in while Psyche drove a friend to LAX. Didn't get as much done as I'd planned, but not nothing. Watched I Do Not Care If We Go Down in History as Barbarians which continues Radu Jude's pattern of being a lot. Received script for the next show. It's got a very sitcom feel, which leaves me as coming in with a bit of Fell/Knotts energy. So far know two others cast in the show, waiting for the full cast announcement soon.

Debating what to do about pseudonymization for the blog. I'm older, more established, and it's easier to cross-reference personal information on the web. But I'm still not sure if I want to just default lock everything. Harder to talk about the next play and role when it's a fairly new play by a local playwright (and when I live in a smaller town and have a role that's going to be announced on the theatre company's website).

Cleaned the office a bit (less than I wanted) and finally hung some palindromic paintings from the estate of John Langdon. Looking at them again, I already think I need to switch them.

Reading Alan Rickman's diaries, and I've reached his experience in the Northridge quake. Obviously a moment that affected millions, but strange to think about him and I experiencing something similar at the same time (though, of course, he was less prepared for it, staying in a hotel for only a few weeks).

Slime Mold

Jul. 2nd, 2026 11:54 pm
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Heard back about auditions, and I've been cast in the role of the "slimy landlord." It was definitely the least interesting role by character breakdown, but from the sides at auditions, it's clearly one pitched to get a lot of laughs. Read-through is on Sunday, though I should be able to see the full script before then. The only Urinetown cast member I saw at my audition didn't get cast, which is disappointing to me because I really liked working with her (Little Sally to my Officer Lockstock). Don't know if anyone else from the cast auditioned, so I'm waiting for the formal cast announcement rather than blowing up the main group chat.

Arrived at standup late after taking the car in for an oil change and minor tune-up. When I returned, the scrum master asked, "Tablesaw, do you like puzzles? We're doing a puzzle!" I expected to jump into something like a group solve of Connections, but instead it was an online jigsaw puzzle (66 pieces). I talked a bit about some of my puzzle background, and they were all suddenly glad to have had a two minute head start on me. Nobody had time to finish, but I did manage to get the highest completion of the group.

Have a friend over tonight that Psyche will drive to LAX tomorrow while we sleep in. Not much planned for the weekend (other than the read-through), and we're not sure if we're going to try to head towards any Independence Day celebrations or avoid them.

Learned today that one of my favorite local bands from college has put out a new album this year, their first since 1998. Looking forward to getting to know it better.

Launch

Jul. 2nd, 2026 12:43 am
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Trouble falling asleep last night. My sleep schedule gets upset every time I take the extra time for sleep. Jumped the Mustang and took a long drive around sunset. We were headed toward Vandenberg for the launch, but they pushed it back. When our long loop was done, we were right back at home and watched it in the sky above our house before getting into the garage.

Rebound

Jul. 1st, 2026 12:52 am
tablesaw: A trial sign ("This trail is OPEN") against a blue sky in Los Angeles's Griffith Park. (Hiking (Open Trails))

After copious sleep, started the day late weakened only by hunger. I think I had a bad reaction to overeating with munchies leading to gas and constipation. Planning to add more fiber and to be a little more careful about overindulging.

Working without a fever made bug-hunting much easier, and I believe I've cracked it. May need to prove that the other case on the ticket has already been fixed in previous work if I can duplicate it.

Dreamt of a beautiful summer afternoon filled with an embarrassment of love for Psyche.

Down

Jun. 29th, 2026 11:18 pm
tablesaw: Charlie Crews, in a dark suit, rests his head on his left hand (That's Life)

Woke up tired. Did some work. Decided to nap. Still tired plus mild fever. Negative on COVID/flu test, and seems intestinal. Calling out. Sleeping more.

tablesaw: Burton Guster says 'Beer' in a seriously manly fashion, man. Because it's a man thing. Beer. (Beer)

Yesterday, spent the day with Tuesday, doing touristy things in Pismo, then heading to Orcutt to try out Knotty Oaks brewery. Enjoyed drinking "To The Nines" and listening to Grunge Muffin, a '90s alt-rock cover band. Really good drums and lead guitarist helped carry them. Returned home closed the night watching Being John Malkovitch.

Today, slow, painful recovery, along with auditions. I thought I might be able to pass for the male romantic lead, but given the ages of the women reading for the romantic lead, it would be a bad look. Instead, I was heavily read for the "slimy landlord" character. Had some good choices, and got some good laughs, so I feel I have a decent shot.

tablesaw: Jennifer Connolly and David Bowie from <cite>Labyrinth</cite> (Labyrinth)

And I got very nervous, you know, and I said, "Well, what is a beehive?" And he said, "Well, a beehive is, at eight o'clock a hundred strangers come into a room." And I said, "Yes?" And he said, "Yes, and then whatever happens is a beehive."

I might not have gone if it hadn't been framed as something of a farewell of a new friend and his wife. But if you're traveling across the country for graduate school, and you want your going-away party to be "a final paratheatrical experience," and you send an invitation directly to me, well then, I'm going to be there. Not a hundred people, and not strangers (though the majority of them were, to me).

Something of a "happening" is always a you-had-to-be-there, but I want to gloss some of my choices and experiences. It's been a long time since reading Grotowski, but I think I came in with different goals and methods than most of the group, which is, of course, fine.

  • Brought a yule goat in response to a prompt for a "non-breakable, non-semtimental RITUAL OBJECT to share." This delighted a Swedish participant I had not previously met, who teaches students about the Gävlebocken every year. The goat now goes to her classroom for next year.
  • Almost immediately decided to remove my glasses, leading to an experience of listening/observing from new perspectives. Spent time facing the wall to watch shadows, or face covered with hair.
  • Chose to be deliberate and still often. A long period of stillness turned into a sort of primal scream and vocalization. When I returned to movement, I found someone had sketched me.
  • Spent the last portion recovering fabrics scraps strewn about the space, which were from someone's pillow full of scraps. We talked about favorite patterns after the event.
tablesaw: The Maple Street streetlight blinks on and off and on. (Monsters Are Due)

Returned to the cineplex again tonight to watch Backrooms, which I enjoyed. I'm glad it's doing well, but I'm not too surprised, since it has a bit of the stink of the blockbuster on it. Preferred The Death of Robin Hood more.

Both nights, I ran into people I knew outside the theater. Today it was Old Man Strong and friends on their way to see Supergirl. Hope to see them again at a cast reunion, if the date ever gets settled.

Saw a police chase when I got home. Weirdly close. I guess the town is just that much smaller. Fewer chases (no helicopters), but very few streets to chase through.

Finished with the rest of Dimension 20, which was a killer episode. I love Oyama's character work this season.

tablesaw: A trial sign ("This trail is OPEN") against a blue sky in Los Angeles's Griffith Park. (Hiking (Open Trails))

I picked up Madly, Deeply a collection of Alan Rickman's diaries on a whim on Saturday. It was on sale and flipping through it looked interesting. Rickman's entries are mostly short notes on the day, particularly aimed at the art he was making or viewing (which was, you know, his job). But it was very inspiring to be reminded of how even short notes placed in a permanent place can hold the outline of a life.

I say it a lot here and then disappear for months. So I'm not even going to try to recap. Maybe, if I feel like it, I'll post-date some entries. For now, through is the only ever.

Last day of the first sprint with a new team. It's been relaxing, but I want to recalibrate again with a little more speed, and a little more confidence in bringing forward special projects.

Work continues on reconstituting the failed hard drive onto the new NAS. The last cloud snapshot is old, but the things unrecoverable may only be a few transient files. I've cached some comedy livestreams that I hate to lose, but wedding pictures and the like remain intact.

Psyche is out tonight, so I'm on my way to see The Death of Robin Hood.

tablesaw: "This sounds like Waiting for Spy Godot" (Hunt)

(Backdated entry: 2026-02-09. Memories may have frayed...)

Auditions for Urinetown. I'd been thinking about getting back into theater since we moved and I realized there was an established community nearby, but it's taken a long time to find the courage. I had excuses earlier (shows that I didn't know or didn't look interesting, misaligned times for auditions or performances), but I didn't realize how scared I'd been until I was experiencing extreme anxiety in the house getting ready to go. Almost pulled out. Eventually talked myself down and made it to the theater (after frantically searching for my keys).

I went in hoping for Officer Lockstock, or maybe Cladwell, but I was trying to temper my expectations. I didn't know the politics of the theatre, and as well as I might do at the audition, I didn't know what talent might be there, or how much faith would be put into an unknown actor to be reliable. Still, I was pretty sure I could land Tiny Tom in the ensemble. But when I got there, the director was pretty upfront about not having a lot of the regulars available, so I thought I might have a good chance.

I felt like I'd made a good impression reading for Hot-Blades Harry. I did a reading straight (high-energy, barely controlled bloodlust), but got a chance to read a second time and went for something more Peter Lorre creepy, which got a lot of surprised laughs.

Finished the evening with prepared song "Not a Common Man" from American Psycho, which fit range and the theme of the show. I had been naive about the ability to get a karaoke backing track, but I eventually did some Audible hacking to get something passable.

I was asked to prepare "Cop Song" and "Don't Be the Bunny" for a potential callback for next week, which seemed like a good sign.

tablesaw: Gaff, from <cite>Blade Runner</cite> (Gaff)

And my desire to condense it into an update prevents the update itself.

Since it's the last thing I wrote about here, inbox zero, combined with a switch from Google to Proton for mail services has increased my enjoyment of mail and made newsletters more readable. I'd been following some good writers, now I actually read them. And the reading is inspiring, moreso than microblogging.

Along the lines of microblogging, I am more rigorous about writing on my Letterboxd, even though I was delinquent for the beginning of the year. I'm trying to get together various retrospectives for 2025, including my top new releases.

I also recently participated in a music mix/swap where I took inspiration from my movie-going. There's a youtube playlist and explanation list.

I'm trying not to commit to too much in the new year where I am full of restless energy, but some other thoughts for 2026:

Vid Con

Sep. 7th, 2025 03:39 pm
tablesaw: Supervillain Frita Kahlo says, 'Dolor!' (Que Dolor!)

Following up on the last post, Inbox Zero has been working well. I cleared out my main inbox back to about mid 2019, which appears to be the time that I arbitrarily marked everything in my inbox as read. When I started I had over twenty thousand unread conversations, and I finished with a Trash folder containing over twenty-seven thousand items. I'm now undertaking the same process on my real-name account, and it's going well.

And it's been a pretty good low-effort project to work on while dealing with my first case of COVID-19.

Last Thursday night (August 28), I was feeling unusually antsy regarding my sinuses so I decided to take a COVID test to put my mind at ease. It did not do that. Instead, I woke up Psyche and we figured out how we were going to deal with isolation. I logged into work to tell them that I'd tested positive, but the symptoms were minor, and I would not be working on Friday. I then proceeded to develop a raging fever for the next 24 hours or so. A few days later, Psyche tested positive despite our best efforts, and we have spent the rest of the week muddling through major fatigue coupled with relatively minor flu symptoms.

There is, of course, no good time to be laid out for over a week, but it was particularly rough because we had been the main people organizing the logistics for the 74th wedding anniversary of Psyche's grandparents, an event scheduled to take place last Sunday. So she had to spend a frantic few days collecting all of the remaining tasks and assigning them to various members of her family, all while having to sit at home while everyone enjoyed the party we threw.

As for contact-tracing, I believe I was exposed when visiting with Psyche's other grandmother, who had been sick (untested) earlier that week; and then I exposed Psyche before testing positive myself. Given the way our positive test results seem to be hanging on longer than our main symptoms, it's not too hard to believe that Grammy was still shedding virus when I visited. I didn't spend much time with her directly, but the windows were generally closed in the house.

It's been a week and a half of sleeping and hydrating and then doing it again but reversed.

In less plaguey developments, I'm looking forward to this year's Beyond Fest which will be announcing its full slate this week. So far, the only screenings announced or for a retrospective of Guillermo del Toro, and I have tickets to see his early works (Cronos, The Devil's Backbone, and Mimic) and a screening of Pan's Labyrinth. I will also be in New York at the beginning of October for a work trip and am making the time to see Reeves and Winters in Waiting for Godot before flying back home.

I just need a negative test soon...

Zeroing In

Aug. 28th, 2025 12:23 am
tablesaw: "Tablesaw Techniques" (Techniques)

I'm idly trying to do an Inbox Zero type of thing, which is rough after something like two decades of ignoring it. But as terrible as it email is, it is at least reliable, with the ability to build one's own algorithms in even the most hostile of programs. It'll work, if I can work it.

So many of the writers who could have been bloggers are turning to email-list congregators as their post-Twitter platform. Much of it is for ease of use, but I've seen at least one person turn to a no-cost Patreon subscription primarily as a way to prevent AI scrapers from finding their writing.

I'm willing to consider an RSS reader, I guess, but every time I look into it, I still see other people looking for something that'll do what they want. And in my heart, I know that this is something that can probably help me greatly at this point. My inbox is a locus for attention that I do believe I can master, and I want my attention to be my own.

The Usual

Aug. 19th, 2025 07:14 pm
tablesaw: A redshirt says, "I'm just here to pay off my Academy loans anyway." (Academy Loans)
Sometimes I think about "Earl Grey, hot."

When TNG was airing, I wasn't drinking or ordering tea yet. Now that I do, I find myself having to make clarifications about tea that I wouldn't usually expect, like clarifying that I want a chai latte in the morning to be hot, even if it's summer. But I mostly think about it, because when I make tea for Psyche, she does not want it hot, just warm.

The electric kettle heats the water to a good steeping point, just below boiling, and after a few minutes that's where I expect it too be. It's probably too hot for my own good, but I still take a few sips, quickly, to get the first taste. Then as I work, and periodically forget it, it cools more and more, and my sips get larger and larger. If I get absorbed too much, and it reaches near room temperature, I usually just shotgun the remainder so I can make another cup.

Psyche will wait for the tea to cool down to warm before she starts drinking. And that can take a while. I've taken to steeping her tea a little short of ideal, then dropping some ice after removing the leaves, so that she can get a head start.

In Star Trek's future, I imagine that tea is replicated the way Psyche likes it. Imagine it brewed hot, but then already cooled down to a pleasant warmth, for easy drinking. By default, then Starfleet officers are picking up their cups of tea brewed several minutes before it was even desired.

Picard doesn't brew his own tea (where we regularly see him onscreen), but he clearly already has a history with tea that starts too hot to drink. Why else would anyone think to order their tea hotter than drinkable, in a time where pizza never burns the roof of your mouth either? It suggests some of the family history, that in his past, at least, he was party to the manual steeping of tea and still moves to its rhythms.

Weekend

Apr. 28th, 2025 11:18 pm
tablesaw: Katsuhiko Jinnai, from El Hazard (Jinnai)
I don't have time to write fully about last weekend, because I still need to catch up on sleep from the same busy weekend. We saw seven different friends groups, a comedy show, a wedding, a historic building, and rain. All told, we drove around 700 miles down and up the Pacific Coast.

I'd particularly like to write about the show, House of Gains. We've been seeing some very high-quality improv recently, and I'd like to do better at pinning that butterfly after the fact.

One small joy was that we managed to transport the pink-champagne cupcakes all the way from SLO to Los Angeles. The frosting typically doesn't travel well outside of refrigeration, but we used a system of cold packs around inverted quart-sized mason jars to make the trip. (We put a cupcake on the lid, then screwed the jar on top of it, giving the frosting and pink chocolate shaving protection for the entire car ride.) Luckily we only had to move three this way, though we might try more in the future.

I also managed to give a Christmas gift I neglected to ship last year: The first issue of a Cenobium, a Hellraiser zine from the 80s(?) which I found unexpectedly in the used section of a comic book store. (See, writing more blog posts probably would have encouraged me to do more research about it while I still had it in my possession, because I can't find much about it now.)

Oh Good

Apr. 10th, 2025 01:01 am
tablesaw: "Tablesaw Basics" (Manual)

I found the mobile-friendly new-entry page again. I didn't think this would be possible without it.

One grandparent-in-law is in town, with the other arriving tomorrow, so we should be getting visitors.

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Record cabinet.
Big tool chest.
Boxes of Psyche's ex's things
CRT television.
A nearly fifty-year-old pickup truck.

Things coming home in the next trip include VCR, Psyche's grandfather's paintings, and a Remington.

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