“everyone is mad at me and they just won’t tell me” —> “no one has said anything about being mad at me and i haven’t done anything to warrant being mad at so if someone is silently fuming about me and not saying anything that’s their problem and actually quite weird of them and i can effortlessly move on with my life”
this took SUCH a huge deal of unlearning because, like so many of you, i came out of a home where being quietly in trouble WAS the default state, and i DID grow up not just with the assumption but borderline religious conviction that Everyone Is Mad At Me, I Am Bad, I Must Exist In A Constant State of Attempting to Pacify The Natural Rage I Inspire In Everyone. and no it actually turns out that my family are the freaks . and yours are too
“this isn’t true because i DEFINITELY silently fume at people in the hopes they’ll figure out what they did and apologize” that’s not good. you shouldn’t do that
“this isn’t true because the ex-friendship that traumatized me ended explosively after they were mad at me and never told me why” that’s not good. they shouldn’t be doing that
“i don’t think this is true because my current friend group is constantly icing me out until i figure out what ive done to upset them and properly apologized without being told” hey thats not good. they should not be doing that
if the peacefulness of your relationship with someone (familial, romantic, friendly, anything) can be destroyed by effective communication/asking them for effective communication, you have got to get out of there. if you can’t get out of there, you’ve got to throw away any ideas about what that person thinks of you because they have their own shit to figure out before they can accurately read anyone else
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You can stay, but please don’t kick up any dust.
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part of me wishes that someone who was better at math and code than I was could calculate the odds and actually determine the exact possibility of being able to catch 30 Tauros in a single run of the Safari Zone
so a friend of mine who is better at math and code and me did the calculations and put the approximate odds at 6.23 x 10^-72
for comparison, the odds on breaking out of the Lorelei Softlock are 6.84 x 10^-49
so in case you needed mathematical proof that Ash has ridiculous blessings
part of me wishes that someone who was better at math and code than I was could calculate the odds and actually determine the exact possibility of being able to catch 30 Tauros in a single run of the Safari Zone
i hate that diet culture means all the tasty drinks everywhere are loaded with stevia now. this isn't even a stance about health, I just think it tastes so fucking bad
My brain inherently associates stevia with all those alt-med conspiracy theorists from the 2000s trying to grift off of “the natural sweetener that Big Aspartame doesn’t want you to know about”
I wonder what they found to grift about after it got approved for widespread use
we are the lifeforce
we are the spark
was discussing tumblr habits w somebody in a mutual discord server last night and they were so gobsmacked i like to ideally have 100+ posts in my queue at any given time 😭 how many do y’all have in your queue if you use it??
there were enough kigurumi cosplayers around that it was warranted to give them their own post
and with that, that’s all of my photos from Anirevo 2026!