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I was tired of seeing no new updates.
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SC, reprezent!
holler.
holler.
Megan is updating the SC wow
So...
how are you guys? I've been alright lately, seeing as Nicole does wonderous things for my mood. Last week was unusually "urge"-filled, but it's okay.
I don't really have much to say. Last week was kind of hard. But like I said, it's okay.
peace.
how are you guys? I've been alright lately, seeing as Nicole does wonderous things for my mood. Last week was unusually "urge"-filled, but it's okay.
I don't really have much to say. Last week was kind of hard. But like I said, it's okay.
peace.
love love love love love love love love love!
i send lots of LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE to everyone
i'm so sorry i've been...not around. busy like woah, stressed like woah, mini breakdown like woah. but i still love all of you very very very very very very very much. and gin, i did recieve the package! i absolutely love it! and i got your letters, too...i just haven't had the time to respond to them. i might have time today, so i'm going to try to do so.
everyone, please forgive me for being so blehg hgca shumina.
i'm so sorry i've been...not around. busy like woah, stressed like woah, mini breakdown like woah. but i still love all of you very very very very very very very much. and gin, i did recieve the package! i absolutely love it! and i got your letters, too...i just haven't had the time to respond to them. i might have time today, so i'm going to try to do so.
everyone, please forgive me for being so blehg hgca shumina.
ow my stomach hurts
gin, could you either update or e-mail me telling me what happened/is happening with Ashley? I forgot/lost your password, and it's play week so I won't be able to call you.
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I'm feeling so lonely, Breaking apart all this love in my heart
What is this weak happiness I feel? What is the sadness that seems to gently overpower it? What is the faint jealousy I can feel? Or maybe it's just sadness.
Life goes on. :| Of course, expecting it to stop because I feel like stopping is awfully self-centered. *rolls eyes* Snap out of it kasia*. Go on and whine but you need to quit feeling sorry for yourself. Your life isn't miserable! I didn't say it was. No, but you act like it. Find joy in Christ. My gosh, do you have to keep stalking me God? Only I kinda want You to. I kinda want to know you still want me even if I push you away. I kinda want to test how far You'll watch me go before You turn around and decide You don't care anymore. I want to know so I don't hurt. I want to know because then I can expect the hit. (Tom says that expecting the blow is worse than the blow itself. True.)
What is this feeling? What is this angry calm? What is this fighting yet not really wanting to? What is this pushing blame around? What is this doing everything wrong?
Life goes on. :| Of course, expecting it to stop because I feel like stopping is awfully self-centered. *rolls eyes* Snap out of it kasia*. Go on and whine but you need to quit feeling sorry for yourself. Your life isn't miserable! I didn't say it was. No, but you act like it. Find joy in Christ. My gosh, do you have to keep stalking me God? Only I kinda want You to. I kinda want to know you still want me even if I push you away. I kinda want to test how far You'll watch me go before You turn around and decide You don't care anymore. I want to know so I don't hurt. I want to know because then I can expect the hit. (Tom says that expecting the blow is worse than the blow itself. True.)
What is this feeling? What is this angry calm? What is this fighting yet not really wanting to? What is this pushing blame around? What is this doing everything wrong?
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ginnifer (why don't you like that?!), I am grounded from the phone until Friday, so I won't be able to talk to you until next weekend. ;_;
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Oh hey, I forgot to tell you guys at the time: the two photos I submitted to the Scholastic Art Awards won Honorable Mention! The ranking goes like so:
Gold Key
Silver Key
Honorable Mention
SO, it's not bad to actually win something for my first submissions in my first year of taking Photography as a class instead of just fooling around with my camera.
Yay!
Gold Key
Silver Key
Honorable Mention
SO, it's not bad to actually win something for my first submissions in my first year of taking Photography as a class instead of just fooling around with my camera.
Yay!
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So.
Long time no talk, guys.
Probably my fault, but by the time I come home, I usually can't talk to anyone, and I was gone all yesterday...I feel bad though.
;_; Sorry if I've been a bad friend lately.
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Long time no talk, guys.
Probably my fault, but by the time I come home, I usually can't talk to anyone, and I was gone all yesterday...I feel bad though.
;_; Sorry if I've been a bad friend lately.
♥
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blegh. i can't get the stupid user info to stop displaying surfacing crew as one of my communities or something, so i'm going to leave this community, make an sc-only account, then one of you has to send me an invite. the new account name is myexode, so someone get inviting, pleeeease.