I forgot a promise that I made long ago. It took a screaming match and some soul searching. Then I remembered. So I am cleaning out my dorm room...destination unknown. I forgot the simple rules that I used to live by. Number one being if you are not wanted then leave and find people that want you. I still can hear her shocked tone when I told her "okay, give me til the end of christmas" in response to her threat of kicking me out. Some of the things she said were very true. I am 21 years old....by some peoples definitions her responsibility is done. I am not mentioning this entire thing to anyone here. I dont want to depend on anyone else. I want to do this on my own. I still know where all the shelters are. Hell I might even write the next great adventure novel. I need a back up plan so that is as good as any. I guess S.C. was right....i might actually turn into a wandering hippy. Who knows. That being said. After Dec. 25 I will have no permanent address. The one I was planning to use isnt looking like an option anymore.
You would not believe your eyes If ten million fireflies Lit up the world as I fell asleep
'Cause they'd fill the open air And leave teardrops everywhere You'd think me rude But I would just stand and stare
I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay Awake when I'm asleep 'Cause everything is never as it seems
'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs From ten thousand lightning bugs As they tried to teach me how to dance
A fox trot above my head A sock hop beneath my bed A disco ball that's just hanging by a thread
I'd like to make myself believe That planet earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay Awake when I'm asleep 'Cause everything is never as it seems When I fall asleep
Leave my door open just a crack (Please take me away from here) 'Cause I feel like such an insomniac (Please take me away from here) Why do I tire of counting sheep (Please take me away from here) When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
To ten million fireflies I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes I got misty eyes as they said farewell
But I'll know where several are If my dreams get real bizarre 'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar
I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay Awake when I'm asleep 'Cause everything is never as it seems When I fall asleep
I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay Awake when I'm asleep 'Cause everything is never as it seems When I fall asleep
I'd like to make myself believe That planet earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay Awake when I'm asleep Because my dreams are bursting at the seems
So apparently I don't have the correct mailing address for someone....a birthday gift was returned to me......bummer and major fail....if someone felt like sending the address that would be cool....third time might be the charm....Life has been .....uh ...."interesting" these past few weeks. Some good ....some...uh....not so good. But I am in a bouncy happy mood at the momment. Rather hyper actually......so.......here are some songs.......
I am doing good, just need to concentrate on more constructive things. My life it seems is going to be running the gauntlet that is school. Going to be saying goodbye to somethings in a few days....kinda not looking forward to it but it is time. I just don't believe in committing time to something when I am the only one struggling and committing myself to it. Fair is fair. So it will be sayanora to them in november.
Realized Sean Murray, who plays Mcgee on NCIS, was actually the character Zachary Binks on Hocus Pocus. I have watched that movie tons of times and never made the connection. Spent time with ferris and watched Hocus Pocus on the quad with a group of people that I met on my first day at radford. Now I am going to work on homeworks. But first here is a music vid for the hell of it.
All right this is my last bout of procrastinating for tonight and hopefully this week. I let my mind get distracted by personal stuff and now I have to play catch up.
I am in a mood. these are songs racing through my head. Once again not feeling very vocal at the momment so a smart cookie will just have to figure out the correlation. 1. Eagle Eye Cherry ----Skull Tattoo
2. Mary J. Blige---Just Fine
3. (This I must be honest is bc it got me to laugh; no other reason)Switchfoot--Crazy in Love
4. P!nk--Funhouse
5.Butch Walker--Here Comes The Heartache
6. Joss Stone and Rob Thomas--Stop Draggin' My Heart
content
cheerful
disappointed