Im an artist, I have a license to be fucking whacked.

I'm a man of means by no means king of the road.




I can't fucking watch Brokeback Mountain without wanting to bus to your place, burst through the door and kiss you, sayin' that this whole last thirty six hours was nothing but a bad dream. That things can work, somehow, we'll make it work.

I didn't spent these last few months with you to just wake up one day and have it all gone.

I'm a fighter. I also get what I want, and no matter how much I'm fucking hurting, I still want to be crying in your arms. I can't fucking control that.

iamellie misses reading my heinously whingy and boring blogs, so here's one strictly for her.





I've continued being a recluse, and not just because of WoW, thanks very much. I've been stressed over my appearance (I've real low self esteem, assuming no one had noticed) and the fact that suddenly my face was covered in noticably noticable acne wasn't helping at all. I couldn't wash my face without crying because they hurt and because it's so ugly. Thankfully, two days of Proactive and so far things are clearing up beautifully. Knock wood.


WoW related: my main toon is finally at level 28 - two away from my b-day goal of level thirty. Then, that's ten away from getting my first mount. verity_miasma bought me my first mount already - eeee im so excited :DDDD I just gotta work up the 90g for training, haha.


Really... nothing interesting has gone on lately xD I did a photoshoot with Miu as my model, I'll crop the photos later and post 'em up - I'm already weeks behind, haha.

Also re-started that one hundred days thing. W00tah. Wonder if I'll actually be able to stick to it, haha.


I miss alot of people. Rin. John and Cam, whom I haven't really hung with in almost half a year. Jesseth. Katier!!! Must see you guys soon. And deffie teh Rinsicle! ^^




Erm. What an update. Hahah. I've lost my touch for blogging. Seriously. Two days to go. I'm actually not as excited as I would've been a year ago.

....three days to go o_0




A few hours ago I started my Proactive three step acne treatment. Took a before photo.. perhaps in 3-6 weeks I'll have an after photo. We'll see.

so... i got a new sn, because its me and i need a change. thank you to singapore and recent shit happening in my life that's made me want to change. thing is, im not moving everything because im lazy and its not fair to everyone else. so i ask..... anyone want to buy a rename token? i can pay you back in june when my visa is paid off...... my bday is on may the 4th.. *bribebribebribe* XD

I come bearing photos! Then, I go back to complaining about evil stomach ulcer's and their acidity which makes me very uncomfortable =/


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Long story short: I have my best friend, verity_miasma and her kitteh Sodapop staying with me until tomorrow ^^; Might see if Mew will come with me to take nice photos off of the escarpment laters.

I'm downloading seasons one through three of 90210. I saw a few eps as repeats on TVtropolis when I was sick a few days ago.. and now I'm hooked.


At least it's not Dawson's Creek again xD

Charming. Spent seven hours on Sunday puking a whopping total of 11 times. Stomach bile = burning throat.


Also? I better get well soon, because I'm so weak right now that typing this entry is a bitch and a half. I haven't even played Warcrack, heh. Time to lay back down and watch more CSI. It's about all I can do o_0

Am I the only one without Easter plans today? Oi.

I'm brilliant and walked into my old monitor (that 7 pound monster) twice in a row... thus splitting my knee open. It's since scabbed and the scab has become itchy (a sign it's finally healing over?) but this is me. I hate itchy. I also can never leave anything alone; so I've picked, and picked and picked and this is the forth time I've picked it open (yes it hurt).... I shared my pickings with Mew, who then said: You're gonna end up with Tommy Lee Jones' face on your knee if you don't stop picking — "..." was my reaction followed by a LMAO.



I've stopped picking, only because it's hurting now.

I just slept for five hours.. and now I feel like I haven't slept at all. Time to go back and pass out for another few hours or so. -.-;