BACK OFF MY TATSUHA!!!

damnit..

i can't get away from the drama, can I?

First all this BS with Seguchi... now Tatsuha's in prison.. the fucktards are RAPING him (I don't give a shit if he "agreed" to it so he wouldn't get "raped" if you don't want it in the first place, its STILL rape)

To top that off, I ended up having a breakdown in front of Eiri-san... not that he hasn't seen me like that before, i just... feel bad about it now. I don't want people seeing me cry over things anymore. I think i'm loosing it, sometimes.. i really do.

On a brighter note, i'm moving again.. and i'm not telling ANYONE where to.. except for a few people, cause I love them. And when Tatsuha gets out we're going to move in together and we're going to be HAPPY! Do you hear me people: HAPPY! And if you get in the way of that, I am going to have to hurt you. ^_^

**filtered for Hiro**

I'm sorry about dissapearing on you.. if I've hurt you (and i'm pretty sure i did) i'm so sorry... you've been one of the best friends that I could ever ask for and I just give you shit about it, constantly. I can see that now, and i'm not sure how to apologize for it. I'll call you soon, okay?

**filtered for Eiri**

again, thank you. I'll be over at your house a little later, I just have to finish up a few other things.

**filtered for Tatsuha**

I don't know if you can still read these.. but I'm leaving you cute little notes anyway ^_^ Love you love you love youuuuuuuu o/~