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My dog died.. a few hours ago... .. and I cried for 5 hours straight along with friends and family... I heard my grandma scream so I rushed upstairs to see my dog shaking on the floor, laying on his side.. 2 seconds later as I got there he stopped shaking.. and breathing.. I tried to rececitate him by pushing down on his chest and abdomen in rhythm and it worked for 2 seconds... then he died.... .. I was the last thing he saw... and I never thought it would be this way..... never thought he'd die like that..... i always thought..i'd be the one to die first..just so i wouldnt have to see him die.... he was a gorgeous dalmation with a white star on his left ear.. he was 12 years old and I had him since he was born... its still hard for me to believe.. he was such a happy, kind, loving dog.. never bit anyone in his life and he'd always rush to you if you were sad and would try to cheer you up.. so playful.. its hard for me to believe i wont ever hear that little jingle on his collar again... i kept it as a momentum.. the one thing he's had since birth, his little jingling tag... i hope he's somewhere.. happy.. waiting for me..

i'll always love you, jeffy.. i'll never forget..
rest in peace... june 12, 2005