I got in a huge fight with Dawnie this morning. She didn't want to go to school, but I finally convinced her she needed to go. Not that she was happy about it. I hate that we keep going at each other's throats, but I don't know what to do about it.
So I went to the Magic Box today and filled out an application. I hope I get the job. I have no experience whatsoever, but I kind of know the person who owns the store. Gotta love connections. ;)
Dawn and I haven't spoken in a few days. She seems quiet and distant. Oh, and tired and grumpy. She's probably had about as much sleep as I have the past few weeks. If I didn't have to worry about the fate of the world, I'd suggest vacation. God knows I could use one of those!
By the way, the social worker has yet to contact me again. I have no idea why. I can't decided if that's a good thing or a bad thing...
The social worker wasn't overly impressed my nurturing skills. She has put me on probabtion and if she doesn't see improvement (aka me finding a job) within 2 weeks, they're going to take Dawnie. Doesn't she know that I'd have a job if I could find the time to go hunting for one? This is so frustrating. Dawn got a job before me. I'm starting to feel useless. Somebody help me please!!
So the social worker is coming in today to make sure Dawnie's being well cared for. We're making sure everything of wiccan, slayage, etc is hidden well in the basement. We don't want to cause a panick and lose her, do we?
I mean, I know we've been fighting a lot lately, but I love my sister and I don't want anything to happen to her. We'll be fine, I know it!
Well, things have been interesting lately to say the least. I went patrolling with Willow last night only to be knocked unconscious by a vamp and saved by my friend. Now, don't get me wrong, I love Will and I love that she was able to save me, but where the hell is my brain lately?
Speaking of lost brains, Harmony arrived outside my window last night. As if you thought it was bad enough I was nearly attacked by the above vamp, she almost got me too. If it wasn't for Angel, yes he's back and I'm very happy about that, I'm not really sure what would have happened.
So things have been getting back to normal... Ha! I wish!
Dawnie and I seem to fight at every turn. I hate the things I've said to her and I hate what's been said to me. I just don't know how to fix it. I just want... I want my Mom back.
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