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man I made like twelve billion icons today.. i am OBSESSED! but i figured out how to do the video clip thing.. well not completely.. i dont know, i have to do some more figureing of things.. i dont know how to like do the picture with the little video clip in the corner, or whatever... i just need to fuck with it a bit more..
if anyone wants to know all my icons and shit are in
Midnitepixe21x
or in
Madonna Icons Comm.
im bored...and ready to do some art...
if anyone wants to know all my icons and shit are in
Midnitepixe21x
or in
Madonna Icons Comm.
im bored...and ready to do some art...
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today is a darkened day...
anyone who ever had someone shower them with presents and surprises...
anyone who ever looked up and saw pure love..
anyone who ever watched disney movies and listened to fairytales until they thought that they, too,were surrounded by pixies and mermaids and enchanted forests...
anyone who ever had someone that showed them how to believe...
anyone who ever looked at someone and just felt warm and safe...
anyone who ever had a grandma like mine.. anyone who knows who I'm talking about..please say a prayer for my special someone, in hopes that she will pull through this awful fight...
thank you
~J
anyone who ever had someone shower them with presents and surprises...
anyone who ever looked up and saw pure love..
anyone who ever watched disney movies and listened to fairytales until they thought that they, too,were surrounded by pixies and mermaids and enchanted forests...
anyone who ever had someone that showed them how to believe...
anyone who ever looked at someone and just felt warm and safe...
anyone who ever had a grandma like mine.. anyone who knows who I'm talking about..please say a prayer for my special someone, in hopes that she will pull through this awful fight...
thank you
~J
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OK:
hey add midnitepixie21x to your friends.. check out my digital art journal.. (i just started so its really small still)
~J
hey add midnitepixie21x to your friends.. check out my digital art journal.. (i just started so its really small still)
~J
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newest icon:--unfortunately the original is too big for stupid LJ so I made a mini version of it underneath... its still cool i guess..
original:
original w/o "hot!":
mini-icon:
oh yeah and this is a stupid one i made..its dumb and i dont like it
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original:
original w/o "hot!":
mini-icon:
oh yeah and this is a stupid one i made..its dumb and i dont like it
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GOOD TIMES
DOES ANYONE WANT TO GO TO THE MAGIC STICK SATURDAY????????????
please respons ASAP!!
J
please respons ASAP!!
J
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i like this one
fun
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i think i just naturally love surveys... ok everyone has to fill it out.. if nobody does i will probably cry.. alot...
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
35. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
35. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?
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DONT EAT DAIRY!!
started yoga again today.. im happy about that..i really suck at sticking to a workout routine.. or even sticking to working out at all.. so im glad i started up yoga again today..
got my gwen stefani cd in the mail yesterday.. its so great i effin love it.. dancing in the bathroom has reached a whole new level.. lol..
I NEED MONEY!! urg, its so frustrating not being able to have the security of knowing that school is "taken care of" for next semester.. im so stressed for $$ its stupid.. every time i get my check it disappears into credit card bills and fucking parking tickets.. oy.. i gotta pay that.. shit
oh well all is okay today. made it to work about a hour late.. great.. but last night was worth coming home for! That bar-- even though it was full of whtie trash, yuppies and wayne newton impersonaters (lol)--was the coolest thing in the world!! Yeah, being illegal with my very best friend! its a fucking great feeling!
ok im out im so tired
~J
got my gwen stefani cd in the mail yesterday.. its so great i effin love it.. dancing in the bathroom has reached a whole new level.. lol..
I NEED MONEY!! urg, its so frustrating not being able to have the security of knowing that school is "taken care of" for next semester.. im so stressed for $$ its stupid.. every time i get my check it disappears into credit card bills and fucking parking tickets.. oy.. i gotta pay that.. shit
oh well all is okay today. made it to work about a hour late.. great.. but last night was worth coming home for! That bar-- even though it was full of whtie trash, yuppies and wayne newton impersonaters (lol)--was the coolest thing in the world!! Yeah, being illegal with my very best friend! its a fucking great feeling!
ok im out im so tired
~J
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Todays nice.. so far.. the past 24ish hours have actually been pretty kind to me... last night at work i kept getting these waves of happiness.. like i couldnt stop smiling and i was cheerful and casual and cool with all the customers... it was a little frightening.. but at the same time it was refreshing. i havent felt unexplainedly happy in a while.. some kind of feleing in the air and everyone liked me and i felt calm..
after work i went home and cleaned my fucking room.. then went to jennys and watched Madonna Truth or Dare.. i am in love with that woman.. then i watched the bourne identity and supremacy... fucking awesome movies!!! now im here at fucking re/max keeping my friend company.. me and her talked a lot about growing up last night.. while watching Madonna and like how shes 46 and isnt the same as when she was doing blonde ambition.. and how all of our role models and idols are getting a little older and will soon be considered "old." it just freaks meout.. completely... made me realize that nobody is invincible, not even the wildest, most free spirited and magical people.. not even they are able to stop the signs of time and aging...
so why the fuck cant i comprehend this and start caring for myself? why dont i take this lesson to heart and stop hurting my body--the only body that i will ever have--with all the toxins and pollutants that i expose it to? why is it that i cant fully grasp the fact that i am only going to live once? and that this life, my life, will eventually come to an end and i wont get any second chances to live it up? i am not going to be able to "do what i always wanted to do" if i am dead and gone... when am i ever going to work up the balls to do anything if i dont do it now? i have always been a very introverted person.. always thinking never speaking.. and i was o.k. with that.. and to an extent that is apart of me that i cant get rid of.. but i need to realize that what i withold--what i dont get out makes the whole act of thinking, pointless. what i dont express is just going to sit inside me.. and even though i may think that keepping it in will keep it safe, in reality, i stifle it and cause its eventual death.. all these thoughts are coming through and i cant get them down right.. this post probably doesnt make any sense.. but i dont care.. i will understand it when i look back at it.. i just dont want to forget this moment of realization..
i dont want to go on living my life like i have the past couple of years.. numb and blind and careless.. i have been lazy and foolish...
i want to really live .. i want to be creative and experience new things.. i want to feel things and go somewhere... i dont want to be afraid or tired... i want to start taking care of myself. physically, mentally and spiritually.. and not just let everything just slide... .. god i hope i can keep all these promises to myself...
we shall see
~J
after work i went home and cleaned my fucking room.. then went to jennys and watched Madonna Truth or Dare.. i am in love with that woman.. then i watched the bourne identity and supremacy... fucking awesome movies!!! now im here at fucking re/max keeping my friend company.. me and her talked a lot about growing up last night.. while watching Madonna and like how shes 46 and isnt the same as when she was doing blonde ambition.. and how all of our role models and idols are getting a little older and will soon be considered "old." it just freaks meout.. completely... made me realize that nobody is invincible, not even the wildest, most free spirited and magical people.. not even they are able to stop the signs of time and aging...
so why the fuck cant i comprehend this and start caring for myself? why dont i take this lesson to heart and stop hurting my body--the only body that i will ever have--with all the toxins and pollutants that i expose it to? why is it that i cant fully grasp the fact that i am only going to live once? and that this life, my life, will eventually come to an end and i wont get any second chances to live it up? i am not going to be able to "do what i always wanted to do" if i am dead and gone... when am i ever going to work up the balls to do anything if i dont do it now? i have always been a very introverted person.. always thinking never speaking.. and i was o.k. with that.. and to an extent that is apart of me that i cant get rid of.. but i need to realize that what i withold--what i dont get out makes the whole act of thinking, pointless. what i dont express is just going to sit inside me.. and even though i may think that keepping it in will keep it safe, in reality, i stifle it and cause its eventual death.. all these thoughts are coming through and i cant get them down right.. this post probably doesnt make any sense.. but i dont care.. i will understand it when i look back at it.. i just dont want to forget this moment of realization..
i dont want to go on living my life like i have the past couple of years.. numb and blind and careless.. i have been lazy and foolish...
i want to really live .. i want to be creative and experience new things.. i want to feel things and go somewhere... i dont want to be afraid or tired... i want to start taking care of myself. physically, mentally and spiritually.. and not just let everything just slide... .. god i hope i can keep all these promises to myself...
we shall see
~J
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