post-prom natterings on
I have a sore throat, and a headache, because I was stupid enough to let myself get dehydrated.
Last night was fun. I danced all arvo, which somehow made my arm start complaining at 4 AM... but anyway. Patrick was actually a really good date- he got me a bouquet. :) And he danced! Wow! Willingly, even! Normally the only way I can get a guy to dance is to force 'em. (coughcoughCORYcough) But it was a lot of fun. I hung out with Angel most of the night, actually- she's sweet. I crashed not 20 minutes after I got home, only taking time to put my flowers in water and shower.
I was 'sposed to go to church today, but I didn't wake up until time to leave and I feel like donkey poo on a stick, so I stayed home whilst the rest of the family skedaddled. It's nice having the house all to myself- it happens very rarely. So I ate cookies and watched "Hoodwinked". Yes, I'm juvenile.
I glued drink umbrellas into my journal. They're pretty.
The music last night was a million miles from what I'm used to dancing to, but maybe that was good. If they'd played one out of a select couple of songs, I'd have started crying. Seriously. One in particular, although I can't remember the name... during the last dance I was at, up in VA, Jimmy and I sang along to this one song, and were pretending we weren't singing it at each other... yeah. Anyway...
I danced with Joey! And survived! I felt silly, because I don't even come up to his shoulder and I'm nowhere near his level of dancing ability, but I did ok. :)
So, yeah. 'Twas fun.
Last night was fun. I danced all arvo, which somehow made my arm start complaining at 4 AM... but anyway. Patrick was actually a really good date- he got me a bouquet. :) And he danced! Wow! Willingly, even! Normally the only way I can get a guy to dance is to force 'em. (coughcoughCORYcough) But it was a lot of fun. I hung out with Angel most of the night, actually- she's sweet. I crashed not 20 minutes after I got home, only taking time to put my flowers in water and shower.
I was 'sposed to go to church today, but I didn't wake up until time to leave and I feel like donkey poo on a stick, so I stayed home whilst the rest of the family skedaddled. It's nice having the house all to myself- it happens very rarely. So I ate cookies and watched "Hoodwinked". Yes, I'm juvenile.
I glued drink umbrellas into my journal. They're pretty.
The music last night was a million miles from what I'm used to dancing to, but maybe that was good. If they'd played one out of a select couple of songs, I'd have started crying. Seriously. One in particular, although I can't remember the name... during the last dance I was at, up in VA, Jimmy and I sang along to this one song, and were pretending we weren't singing it at each other... yeah. Anyway...
I danced with Joey! And survived! I felt silly, because I don't even come up to his shoulder and I'm nowhere near his level of dancing ability, but I did ok. :)
So, yeah. 'Twas fun.
pre-prom musings
I'm leaving for the school prom in 15 minutes. I'm already ready to go- enough purple to kill a cow, evil high heels, pretty pretty mini purse thing, camera, sparkly things... I'm all set.
I REALLY wish Jimmy was here.
However, I'm a bit peeved at him over something that happened over the phone last night--minor thing, really, but still irritating--so it balances it out a bit.
I still wish Jimmy were here.
Sigh.
I REALLY wish Jimmy was here.
However, I'm a bit peeved at him over something that happened over the phone last night--minor thing, really, but still irritating--so it balances it out a bit.
I still wish Jimmy were here.
Sigh.
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AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHH!!
DEATH TO DR. KONA!!!
This is the SECOND TIME he has pushed back my appointment. Second time! In the same friggin' week!
GAH!!!
To say that I am frustrated would, I feel, be putting things lightly.
DEATH TO DR. KONA!!!
This is the SECOND TIME he has pushed back my appointment. Second time! In the same friggin' week!
GAH!!!
To say that I am frustrated would, I feel, be putting things lightly.
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This journal has been giving me fits, so I'm leaving it here for archival purposes and changing over to actually *writing* under the LJ username easyasbreathing. If you're really interested in continueing to read about my life, you can do so there.
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1 WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES? Some are green, some blue.
2. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? A mouse. It’s just a plain blue one with a little wrist-rest on it.
3. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Um… lol Twister
4. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? Rotting food and BO
5. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? Something along the lines of “crap, time to wake up”
6. FAVORITE COLOR? I don’t actually have one. I’ve never been able to pick. I’m too artistic for my own good, I suppose.
7. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR? Anything pukey colored.
8. HOW MANY RINGS UNTIL YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? Depends on how long it takes me to find the stupid thing
9. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? Moroni Alan, Alyssa Marie, and… I dunno.
10. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? Being at peace with yourself and the world around you.
11. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? It depends on my mood, but chocolate usually wins. Hands down.
12. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? Stupid question. Duh!
13. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Yes, a manky old pink bear and the white one Jimmy gave me for Christmas. (“Dina” and “The Jimmy Bear,” respectively)
14. STORMS? Totally awesome evening’s entertainment.
15. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? A Hotwheels
16. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN? Taurus, if that tells you anything.
17. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? Occasionally. It depends on how much cheese is involved.
19. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? Art teacher. Don’t know what grades, but yeah.
20. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Actually, I rather like the hair color I have now, which is this funky brown/blonde/red caramel type color.
21. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? Half full.
22. FAVORITE MOVIE(S)? Singles Ward, Hook, Peter Pan, X2, Finding Nemo, any really good Disney musical
23. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? Um, no. And yet I manage to type faster than a lot of people that do. How utterly ironic.
24. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? Dead bodies. No, just a bunch of dust and old books.
25. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? You expect me to pick?
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? I don’t watch sports. Ice skating is cool, though.
27. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR? I have a lot of big fears… abandonment, turning into my mother, being physically overpowered, that the vacuum will suck my toes off… that sort of thing.
30. TOMATO SAUCE OR MUSTARD? Mustard. Definitely.
31. HAMBURGER OR HOT-DOG? Ew, neither if I can help it.
32. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK? Root beer and Sprite, although I’ll pass up either one for lemonade most of the time.
33. THE BEST PLACES YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? Washington DC Temple, Mount Rushmore, Hill Cumorah, and the Sacred Grove
35. FAVORITE FAST FOOD? Any kind of spicy chicken sandwhich
36. WHAT IS YOUR NAME? Jessica Marie Fereday
37. WHAT'S YOUR NICKNAME? Jessie, Jess, Jecca, Fidget… I have also been known to respond to “babe” and “love”
2. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? A mouse. It’s just a plain blue one with a little wrist-rest on it.
3. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Um… lol Twister
4. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? Rotting food and BO
5. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? Something along the lines of “crap, time to wake up”
6. FAVORITE COLOR? I don’t actually have one. I’ve never been able to pick. I’m too artistic for my own good, I suppose.
7. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR? Anything pukey colored.
8. HOW MANY RINGS UNTIL YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? Depends on how long it takes me to find the stupid thing
9. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? Moroni Alan, Alyssa Marie, and… I dunno.
10. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? Being at peace with yourself and the world around you.
11. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? It depends on my mood, but chocolate usually wins. Hands down.
12. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? Stupid question. Duh!
13. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Yes, a manky old pink bear and the white one Jimmy gave me for Christmas. (“Dina” and “The Jimmy Bear,” respectively)
14. STORMS? Totally awesome evening’s entertainment.
15. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? A Hotwheels
16. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN? Taurus, if that tells you anything.
17. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? Occasionally. It depends on how much cheese is involved.
19. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? Art teacher. Don’t know what grades, but yeah.
20. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Actually, I rather like the hair color I have now, which is this funky brown/blonde/red caramel type color.
21. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? Half full.
22. FAVORITE MOVIE(S)? Singles Ward, Hook, Peter Pan, X2, Finding Nemo, any really good Disney musical
23. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? Um, no. And yet I manage to type faster than a lot of people that do. How utterly ironic.
24. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? Dead bodies. No, just a bunch of dust and old books.
25. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? You expect me to pick?
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? I don’t watch sports. Ice skating is cool, though.
27. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR? I have a lot of big fears… abandonment, turning into my mother, being physically overpowered, that the vacuum will suck my toes off… that sort of thing.
30. TOMATO SAUCE OR MUSTARD? Mustard. Definitely.
31. HAMBURGER OR HOT-DOG? Ew, neither if I can help it.
32. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK? Root beer and Sprite, although I’ll pass up either one for lemonade most of the time.
33. THE BEST PLACES YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? Washington DC Temple, Mount Rushmore, Hill Cumorah, and the Sacred Grove
35. FAVORITE FAST FOOD? Any kind of spicy chicken sandwhich
36. WHAT IS YOUR NAME? Jessica Marie Fereday
37. WHAT'S YOUR NICKNAME? Jessie, Jess, Jecca, Fidget… I have also been known to respond to “babe” and “love”
Jimmy squared
This weekend ROCKED.
There was the Virginia Symphony, and putt-putt, and X3, and a thunderstorm, and cemetary-wandering out the wazoo, lots of ice cream, hair spray...
And most importantly, I finally was able to really talk to Jimmy about everything that has happened in my life to give me all these weird issues. I told him why I had that anxiety attack, why I have those issues... and he just held my hand and listened. I'd been shaking all day before that- and when I started telling him all this I've been hiding for so long, I stopped shaking. It was a HUGE relief.
I am going to miss him SO MUCH over the summer.
There was the Virginia Symphony, and putt-putt, and X3, and a thunderstorm, and cemetary-wandering out the wazoo, lots of ice cream, hair spray...
And most importantly, I finally was able to really talk to Jimmy about everything that has happened in my life to give me all these weird issues. I told him why I had that anxiety attack, why I have those issues... and he just held my hand and listened. I'd been shaking all day before that- and when I started telling him all this I've been hiding for so long, I stopped shaking. It was a HUGE relief.
I am going to miss him SO MUCH over the summer.
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| You Are Big Bird |
Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around. You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy. You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you. How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper." |
Me? Sane? HAH!
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moo
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I feel bad on principle, but no matter which way I turn it, it was the right thing to do.
Sometimes things just have to be said.
Sometimes things just have to be said.