To the people who look at the stars and wish,

So sorry for being MIA lately it's been crazy, plus I finally saw the doctor & was diagnosed with ADHD, a symptom of my brain injury, and got medicine so I've actually been focused & getting things done. Not much procrastination dropping on. We have all the laundry caught up, not to mention there kitchen & master bed & bath have stayed clean for almost a full week! You'd almost think we are actually 2 full grown adults. Haha!

Last night went well, the new girl was a freaking HOOT! She was nice. and I can see now why she was invited. My friend is mormon and the rest of us aren't this new girl she invited was also so I suppose she just wanted someone who had the same expeirences and was at the same level as her. I get that. I have a little social anxiety( these days who doesn't) so I'd want that too. I used to be really easy-ish in a group of new people but now with this TBI I doubt everything I say and do as well as the level in which I understand others. Soo.... She was telling us about her job with the state adopting kids out & how they all of the sudden stuck her with fostering kids. Apparently there has been a rise in kids needing to be fostered or adopted. So for a good hour I sat there and thought about that. I kept feeling something tugging on my heart thinking it was God sending me a message or thought about what I should do, I have space & probably enough money that I could at least help foster one child for a while. I shot my husband a text that we should think about doing it. Being the people that we are he thought I meant Dogs. Later that night when everyone had left and we were catching up on Zoey's playlist we decided with everything going on in our life it wasn't the right time.

So a few friends and I, because we are old and want to socialize, each month we try and get together at a house & hang out. We skipped March accidently and planned for tonight 4/20 as our next one. One of the girls messaged me and decided she wanted to invite a random person to come to our get together. So... firstly I'm thinking why this is just for us few & secondly we are having it at my house this time & I'm not a fan of strangers coming over to my house.  I'm super annoyed but trying not to be so petty about someone coming over that could be a possible new friend. I am physically not able to get out so really its a good opportunity to meet another person. Lets hope it goes well... and the dogs behave themselves which they usually don't.