not much diaper fun lately. I keep planning to and then I just don't. :( Today I was going to try out the free Bianco diaper I got at last years DiaperFest. It's supposed to be wonderfully thick and last all day. but I never feel like I have the time to wear it all day without interruption. I could have today but ... dunno why I just didn't
Had a breakup last week. It was time, not that it was easy or painless. Having someone to cuddle after a breakup makes dating a LOT easier. Kinda promising to myself that I'm not doing any relationship stuff for the rest of this year. Things changed rapidly and far too often this fall. So I'm settling down and purposely Not dating (courting) anyone right now. I think
My Mistress is keeping me in an Male Chastity Device all the time, except when she or my wife have a use for that bit of my anatomy. That's an interesting experience. It's screwing with my perception of masculinity and type A behavior. I don't have a pee pee, so how can I be a man? I'm not in charge, so how can I be the go-getter type in the office?
Early mornings were getting difficult. Men's bodies use erections to help control urine. 3 hours before I want to wake up, I'd be awaken by pain and an erection that wouldn't go away until I peed. After a bit too much of that I decided to mix my hobbies and wear diapers to bed at night. :) I've gotten to the point that I only need to roll over on my side to pee while laying down.
There's a movie out there called "Preaching to the Perverted". Is excellent. Lots of fetish going on there. Very hot, but only R rated. Sadly, only about 1 second of someone who Might be an AB.
Went to the Vermont Diaper Fest. It was terrific. Wish I'd taken the Friday off. Got to meet a lot of really nice people. Got to have my heart warmed but seeing lots of people dressed up like I enjoy. :) Mostly didn't pat any strangers on their padded bottoms.
I can definately recommend weekends in Vermont for whatever reason. It was a wonderful get away.
Mentioned the pretty pink dresses I saw to my SL Mistress. Now I've got pretty pink dresses to wear in Second Life. :) :( Things go fast there.
I bundled myself up in as many layers as I could. Diapers, Red one-piece long johns. Track pants, shirt, snowpants. Then I put on my bondage mittens and topped it off with my old coat with the broken zipper. This zipper travels up easy enough. To get it down, you need fingernails and a good angle. With the mittens on, I was trapped.
Then I went out to the living room where I had a movie all cued up and an open bottle of my favorite, Mike's hard lemonade. Ahhhhh.. A good evening.
BTW, apart from the wonderful bondage feeling, the too many layers does wonders for sore muscles after a hard day of your favorite exercise.
This week, there was drama. My wife and Mistress both tried to use me last Friday. Obviously that doesn't work. Instead, we all got grumpy and no one had any fun. For most of this week, things were in an uncomfortable state of flux. But finally, the two of them emailed each other and found a compromise that should work. My Mistress will having a standing date with me every Friday or Saturday and my wife can work around that.
To add to my part of the drama, my Mistress enjoys orgasm control. I gave up touching myself altogether. That part of my body is no longer mine. It only gets attention when one of my Ladies decides that it should. *purr* Well, last Friday had been 1 week without orgasm. Then the drama happened. Then another week rolled by. :/ But last night finally resolved that. *contented sigh*
Other things going on... The local TNG group (BDSM kinksters under 35yrs) talked in an accepting way about diapers! I'm thinking about coming out to them. That's a very odd idea for me. I've been coming out more and more. It started with just people I was getting sexually involved with. Then I told my closest friends. Then some local ABDL's that I've met. hehe, I sound like a wuss. Only talking about my kink to people who can't throw stones. How hard must it have been to come out as gay at first...
And, Mako, I met someone up here who knows you a little. Also, I heard you on Poly Weekly. I heard the name and went, "I wonder if that's the same Mako". Sure enough. :)
