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classes
are over now. they gave me this
paper
for all my hard work
and now i'm done
i'm finally done
pounding the pavement
pounding the pavement

why does it have to be

holy crap

i can't believe i missed the presale. im so mad. now when i try to buy for any of the NJ/NY shows, i get an internal error. ugh.

poisioned hearts will never change

holy shit its cold today. on the short walk this morning my leg got numb.

i came home yesterday to a really nice note. awww. hehe. and im reorganizing my room. i moved this big old cabinet out of my room, and now i have tons of more space. then i brought in this thing for my tv..and im going to throw out the old one which'll give me even more space. i want to set up my amp, and acoustic guitarrr so i can jam at a moments notice. no hassle. hehe. i'd also like to set it up so that i can have people over for gamenight and not be too cramped.

i like the aquabats. i met the bat commander.

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i bought like 4 cds yesterday.

simple plan, saves the day (stay what you are), rage against the machine (live at the olympic auditorium), and u2 (wide awake in america). maannn. it was the first time in like 4 years prolly i bought a cd. i want to go to a show.

i haven't posted here in a while, but i plan on doing so moreeeeeee. dont forget about me, like mycoldsheets did. lame. but its cool. i like reading her journal so f it.

gonna hit the gym today. golden dome, here i come.

anyway. hi. those that are left, dont defriend me.

dont let the bastards grind you down

stayed in long enough to watch 'clone wars' on the cartoon network..

wtf. that was WAY too short. not even 5 minutes i dont think. grr. annoying. just shoulda made a 1 hour movie, or something..but they want people to keep tuning in. and the bastard annoucer guy like totally dissed starwars geeks. which im not usually sensitive about but..not by a loser like that.

gonna watch a movie prolly. haven't seen the new matrix. whats wrong with me..ooh..the elf maybe!!

saw red


"Vegetarians don't live longer, they just look older," said South Dakota cattle rancher Jody Brown. "If animals weren't meant to be eaten, then why are they made out of meat?"


oh man. what the f. that person should not be able to reproduce. or drive. or leave the house without being shackled.. go here for the full article. althought its not that interesting. just says that more kids today are becoming vegetarian, and that there are like 10 million in the US.

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brown is my color for the fall/winter. i dont want to see any of you mutherfuckers rockin that color, u got me? good. i bought 2 sweaters, and a snowboarding jacket yesterday.

i bought a piggie bank too. its pink. hahah. no. its not for me. really..

and ive really become psycho about things. like yesterday i was in the supermarket, and REFUSED to buy orangena because it was carbonated. not only refused, but was indignant about it. 'how dare they!!" bwahah. how dumb. i was addicted to soda for so long that i dont want anything to remind me of how GREAT it is. argh. water and juice is just as good..i guess..

it seems the weather doesnt want to co-operate with me. keeps raining on sundays when i want to do shit outside.

i had this trojan horse on my pc today. xrendor.com or something. keept redirecting my browser to that site! i searched online and found out how to get rid of it. oh yea.

man..i need to find some new people to hang out with. its funny too..there are 2 people now that dont like me anymore. and for along time i had ZERO enemies. now i have probably 2. all for the same reason!! hahahah. no. whatever. i dont care really, but when mysterious shit happens (someone slashed my tires!!) i start to wonder. dundunDUN.

bitter and alone

so much turmoil from week to week. its sick! when i think what last week was like, compared to this one..and i think about the things that happened last weekend..compared to how things are now. weird.

i need to talk about crap.

and i was playin guitar earlier tonight. and it was awesome. i miss the band. :( i miss playin. gonna have to talk to them and see whats goin on in their heads.

it was so freakin cold today.
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